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Consequences

"Es un mal sueño largo, una tonta película de espanto, un túnel que no acaba lleno de piedras y de charcos. ¡Que tiempo este, maldito, que revuelve las horas y los años, el sueño y la conciencia, el ojo abierto y el morir despacio! Nada de lo que fuiste, fuiste y fuimos a no ser habitantes de tu infierno." Jaime Sabines

Lisa is dead. They have killed her and all my fears had turn out to be true. Moreover, I am only to blame myself, I tried to help her and I failed, she is dead because of me. Lisa didn't even want to work for Torchwood she had her eyes settle on and another company, but when the call for an interview came first, I was the one who pushed her to go, I had apply too, so the possibility of working together took over. Just for a second I had my hopes on, when I found Doctor Tanaka, and he finally agree to come and check on Lisa only to find death on her hands.

Jack wanted me to execute her, has he no heart; she was my Lisa how could I bring myself to hurt her? He does not understand. Does he not know that when in love you are able to betray the world and do not care. How dare he says it was no longer my Lisa, that the cybermen had taken over long ago, when just before she was so happy of being able to walk again. I hate them and I hate him the most. I am not taking back my words I want him dying and suffering. I want him to feel all the pain and lost I have now.

I am at home trying to decide if I go back or not. Why should I? I no longer have a motive. Tosh came the next day, and I did not answer. She kept coming back day after day until she force her way in, she cried with me saying she was sorry and I know she meant it. He came too and for a second I tough he was here to retcon me, but sadly no. He said I was free to come back. Why is he leaving that decision to me? Didn't he say: I was not worth of his trust; maybe he is just giving me time to kill myself that way he won't add more blood to his hands, or maybe I do have a reason to come back.

Note: Against of what you think it kills me to see Ianto cry, so to do Cyberwoman was really difficult .Reviews are more than welcome, thank you for taking the time to read this.