Chapter 7: Jasper POV
I walked around for a while and I remember the day that I joined finally gave up looking for Bella and joined the Cullen family. I had lost my mind. I didn't know whether I was coming or going and my heart had completely broke and all I wanted was for the pain to go away. I found the address Edward had given and there were all the Cullen's standing on the porch looking out on me. I didn't realize then that I would find happiness once again but slowly I learned to deal with the fact that Bella and I would never be together and that the life I wanted for us would never happen either. I was lost to this world and I wanted nothing more than just feel like I belonged somewhere.
I have been with the Cullen's for a long time. Alice and I have learned to love one another and be together. At first it was different and I never knew what I was getting myself into. She always told me she loved me even though I wasn't ready to love anyone but Bella. I still kept Bella's picture close and I knew it bothered Alice a little but what more could she expect? I found myself longing for Bella at times, but I had learned to fall in love with someone else.
Alice was a great person; she was always there for me and listened to me carry on every night for a while about Bella. The poor girl even took the picture in my wallet and had copies made for me so that I could always keep Bella with me. I knew that Alice loved me and I felt it every time we touched and I wanted to love her with everything I had, but I knew I would never be able to give her my whole heart. She would always come in second and she knew it just as much as I did. There were the other vampires in the house as well. Edward knew all too well that I was still in love with Bella. He saw pictures in my head and always smiled at me when I remembered the last night we spent together. That ass loved standing near me when I remembered the taste of Bella on my tongue and how she felt as I slide into her warm hot pussy.
Those times were over. I didn't think of Bella as much as I used. She was still my reason for being in a sense, but I had a new reason to live. I had mother, Esme who loved all of her children, a father, Carslie who spent his life as a doctor, a sister, Rose who was in love with herself but was damn good with a car, two brothers, Edward and Emmett, a mind reader who loved life and a huge bear who would kill anyone who hurt his family. We had all learned from one another and cherished each other. There wasn't anything in this world that I myself wouldn't do to keep them happy.
A couple of years ago the last living Whitlock had died and my family home was up for sale. I knew I wanted my childhood home back and that was when I noticed that the Swan house was up for sale as well. I was more than happy to buy both homes, but I ran into a big problem.
"Carlise, I don't understand. How can there be another buyer for that house? You have to tell me who it is so I can tell them why I want to buy it." I yelled because I was sick of hearing the same story. Carlise took a deep breath one we both knew he didn't need. "Jasper, I have tried to find out who the other buyer was and I have had no luck. The only thing I know is that the buyer has a special interest in the house as well. We have asked Alice to look and see who the person is but she can't. Emmett has gone down to Washington to see for himself who goes into the office and the only thing he saw was a young woman and a man. He followed them to the house and saw how happy they were with the changes that are being made. During their conversation they stated that there was another pair that would love the home and that they were paying for everything to be fixed up. I don't know what else to do. I can't go in there and make them tell us who bought the home. I don't know what you want me to do Jasper. We said that we would all go back to Forks and help you with your home and hopefully we would find out who bought the home. Maybe we will be able to buy it back with interest if they want." "Ok Carlise, let's do that hopefully we will get it back."
Tonight we would be heading back to Forks. I was excited and nervous at the same time. A few years ago I bought my old home back and we were having work done on it. Carlise and Esme decided that it would be a great idea to buy a home in Forks and we were all moving to this new home. Alice didn't want to leave but she knew that it was important to me. She was keeping her distance from me and I didn't understand why. I had talked to Edward and he kept saying that she was having visions but they weren't clear and he wasn't sure what they meant. That one time Alice stopped talking to the whole family for a month until she figured out what she was seeing. I couldn't stand by and watch this. I needed to know what Alice was afraid of and what she was seeing that made her distance herself from me.
"Hey baby! Do you want to go on a hunt with me? Just the two of us?" She looked at me and I could feel the wanting and the need to have me close. "Sure, try to catch me if you can." With that Alice ran out of the house and into the worlds. I always loved a good game of cat and mouse and Alice was great at this game. I ran through the forest after her. I had given a few seconds to get a head start and I knew she was fast, but I knew I was faster. Therefore I knew I would catch her in a matter in moments.
As I ran I came to an all to a clearing and there stood a beautiful woman with short black spiky hair. I loved this woman and would do anything for her. She smiled at me and I didn't know what she was thinking but I could feel what she was feeling. She wanted me and she didn't want to wait. I walked slowly towards her and wrapped my arms around her. I pulled her into a deep long kiss. My tongue slide against her bottom lip wanting access to her delicious mouth. She granted me access and I was in heaven. Our tongues inter twinned as our hands wandered each other's bodies. My hands rested on her hips for a moment looking around to see where I could rest her body as I pumped in and out of her. As if knowing what I was looking for she and she started walking backwards until her back was up against a big tree. I slowly moved my hands down to the hem on her dress and lifted it up. I stepped back to look over her devilish body. God I was lucky to have a woman looked this damn good. It wasn't long before her mouth found mine and she slowly rubbed her body against mine. I ripped her bra off and freed her perky breast and slowly moved down her jaw line straight for her right breast. My tongue swirled around her nipple and I softly bit as she moaned and moved her hands to my zipper and lowering my jeans and boxers freeing my hard erection on her. Her hands moved up and down my hard shaft creating a great friction but it wasn't enough. I moved my left hand down her body and found her wet juicy pussy. I slid my finger in her center and moaned as all of her juices ran down my fingers. My mouth ran over her left nipple and she moaned out picking up the pace with her hands. I knew I was close to my release and I felt her walls tightening on my finger. As she picked up her pace with her hand she pushed me back and ran her tongue around my cock. Now I knew I wasn't going to last long. She began sucking and before I knew it I was releasing my cool liquid in her mouth and she was licking me dry. I pushed her up against the tree and ran my tongue up her slit. She moaned as my finger entered her wet pussy once more. This time her juices were running down my face as I began slowly running my tongue around her core. She screamed as her walls began to tighten all over again and she released in my mouth. I stood up and put both of her legs around my arms and I thrust into her. I held stood enjoying the moment, as our eyes locked onto one another I began pumping in and out of her. She was so tight and I needed more of her. I began picking up the pace and pushing harder and deeper into her. The moment her walls started tightening I pushed harder and faster and before I knew it we were both screaming each other's name and releasing at the same time.
As we both came down from our high of being with one another we began to get dressed. I helped her put her dress back on as she helped me put my pants back on. "Jasper I loved that bra, why did you have to rip it." "Sorry darlin, I wanted you and there was nothing that was gonna stop me." She just smiled and I knew she already had some back at the house to replace the one I just ripped off her body. "Baby tell me what is wrong? You have been distant and I want to know what it is you see." She looked at me like she wanted to cry and said "I don't know what I see exactly. I just know that something is coming and is going to take away our happy ever after. I am scared that before too long you are going to leave me and I don't know what to do. I am worried that this thing coming will make our family disappear as well." I didn't know what to say to that. I held onto her and kissed her. I wondered deep down what could make me leave Alice and before I had a chance to ask her if it were about Bella, she ran off to chase a deer. I never did say anything about her vision and I never asked. The whole time I battled with myself asking myself if I really would leave Alice for Bella if given the chance. Right now my answer was no because I knew there was no chance of that happening, Bella was gone and the loved we shared only lived through me.
We got back to the house after killing as many animals as we could. The rest of the family were backed up and waiting for us. I knew Alice had already backed our stuff so I slide into the driver seat of my sleek black BMW and Alice climbed in the passenger seat. All was forgotten about the vision as soon as we go onto the road. He headed towards Forks, my hometown. As we rounded around the corner that now held the Cullen clan the house was beautiful. The windows traced around the whole house. It looked like if any of us needed to leave and in a hurry Esme made that possible. I loved the new look of this house and I was hoping that our mother would be more than happy to help me with my old home. I didn't want to make a lot of changes but I also knew that I needed to upgrade it. I still wanted it to feel like home but I knew we would need to make some small changes. However I wasn't sure what the previous owners had done to the house.
As we all started unpacking the cars, I wanted nothing more than to head to my old home and see what work needed to be done. Esme smiled at me and said "Jasper, why don't you and Alice go ahead and head over to your home and see what needs to be done? We can handle all of this and besides we all know that Alice will be more than happy to unpack your things when you get back." Alice did love taking care of me, and right now my mind was on my home. I looked at Alice and she just said "Start running and I will catch up to you." I took off through the trees and didn't stop until I hit the fence around the property.
There sat my childhood home. I wasn't sure what we would find inside, but from the outside there wasn't much work to be done. I looked across the road to where Bella Swan's house once sat the love of my life, but now belonged to someone else. I saw worker's on the property but I kept my distance and looked back to my home. I knew sooner or later I would find out who bought that home and figure out a way to make it mine too. This would be kind of nice, Alice and I could share this home and Rosalie and Emmett could have Bella's old home. The only problem with my theory was Edward. For all the years that we have been together Edward never had a mate. I wish there was something I could do about that, he needed to know what it was like to be in love.
"Jasper, let's go inside and see what needs to be done. The look outside is just fine." Alice said low enough so that I only I would hear her. We walked inside the house and noticed that only minor things needed to be done to make this home again. Alice looked at me and smiled, her emotions were nothing but happiness and the wanting to help me in any way possible. We find a pen and paper and started to make a list of the items that needed to be replaced. After our list, Alice was ready to head back home. Tomorrow we would be going to Fork's high school as new students. I so didn't know how I let them talk me into this.
