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He was right, tomorrow would most deffinatly be a very long day. Going and seeing Charlie and explaing why Edward came back and how I'm leaving with him to finish high school in another state with his family and then going to college with Edward. And pretty much never seeing Charlie again. I wondered if we could make a quick stop on the way back and see Renee. I asked Edward in my mind. This power was fun to mess with.
"Of course we can, Love, I won't keep you from seeing your mother." He said.
"Thanks Edward." I said, settling back into his chest, enjoying the music and being with the love of my life. I would deal with tomorrow when it comes.
The time passed way too fast for my liking. We are in Edward Volvo, on the way to Forks, I insisted that we drive, mostly to procrastinate, but I still didn't know what to say to Charlie.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked, obviously taking in my blank expression.
"I'm just wondering what to say to Charlie when we get there." I responded.
"Oh, why don't you just tell him most of the truth." He said
"And that would be?"
"That your coming back to New Jersey with my family to finish high school, then we'll be going to college."
"Okay, two questions. One, what do I say if he asks where I went?" I paused. "And two, are we really going to college?" He laughed.
"Tell him that one of your friends needed help with a family issue and yes we will be going to college." I made a face, I wasn't ready to go to college. "Okay, we can wait a while before we head off to college, take a year or two off, not like we won't find the time." He said, laughing again.
"Cool!" I said excited. "I can tell him that Angela needed my help!"
"Yep, that'll work." He said.
For the rest of the car ride we were quiet. Every once in a while I would tell him how much I loved him, through my thoughts.
"Great!" Edward muttered to himself after about two hours.
"What?" I asked.
"I need to get gas." He said making it seem like it was such a bad thing.
"What's so bad about that?"
"It's a tedious task that even humans dislike."
"Wow, Edward if you think it's that bad, I'll just pump the gas, you can sit in the car and listen to music." I reasoned.
"Yeah, right, what kind of boyfriend makes his girlfriend pump the gas?" He said, smirking.
"You know, I still don't think the terms boyfriend and girlfriend suit us well."
"Well then, I'll have to change that, won't I?" He asked, merging off the highway to find a gas station.
"I don't know." I said, I'm not very fond of the idea of marriage, I havn't even graduated high school, I'll think about it later. But I do love this man with all of my heart, I argued with myself.
"Bella, would you go in and pay really quick?" He asked, handing me a twenty dollar bill.
"Sure thing." I said taking the money and walking up to the building.
When I walked inside the cashier, who was a guy, stopped what he was doing and stared at me. I walked up to him ready to pay.
"Hey sexy." He said, EWWWW!!!! I yelled in my mind, completely forgetting that Edward would hear, but this guy was disgusting. He was old and wrinkly with a grey-white mustache. I was vaguely aware of a bell ringing in the distance.
"Bella, what's wrong?" Edward asked, putting his arm around my waist, pulling me closer.
"Um, nothing Edward." I said, then added, too low for the cashier, who's name was Joseph-Eli (I noticed his nametag, wow two names!), to hear, "I just have to get used to every male falling in love with my looks when he see's me."
"Sorry Bella, I guess I have to keep you away from them then, you're all mine! Oh and you're right, that is deffinatly a weird name!" He said, still talking low too.
I handed the guy the money and told him which pump it was for and left, Edward still had his arm wrapped around me. We parted when we got to the car, he opened my door for me and then walked around to start pumping the gas. While he was pumping the gas I would make funny faces at him, he would laugh and get weird looks from the other people that were there. I don't think he noticed though, he didn't take his eyes off of me until the gas stopped pumping, and even then it was only for a second.
"I'm really sorry about that, Bella." Edward said, settling into the car again.
"It's totally okay Edward. It was most deffinatly not your fault. Just something that I will have to get used to, being a Cullen girl and all." I said, he beamed at me. He really wanted to get married didn't he? I guess it's just my parents fault that I'm scared of being married, I mean they did get a divorce pretty early on. I deffinatly don't want Edward and I to do that, and he just left me not long ago. Why would he do it again? Edward visibly shuddered in his seat, next to me. I, then, realized that he must be able to hear my thoughts. DAMN! I need to work on this power a bit more.
"I'm so sorry Edward." I immediatly appologized.
"Don't be sorry, Love. It's my fault for leaving. It was stupid and selfish of me. I really hope that, in time, you will fully forgive me, but I won't blame you if you can't. What I did is completely unforgivable. I'm actually surprised that your talking to me right now." He said and then looked away from me.
"Edward, I'm really sorry. I'm just thinking like that because I'm nervous. Nervous about seeing Charlie for the last time, even worse, seeing Renee for the last time. I don't really mean it. I do forgive you. I love you so much." I said, feeling guilty that he feels bad about this all. I really do love him though, I wish he could see it.
"If you love me as much as you say you do in your thoughts, I can hear it." He said. Gosh, I really do need to work on this power of mine!
"Yes, you do, Love." He said, laughing.
"Yeah laugh now, Eddie." I said, just to annoy him.
"Please, don't call me that." Yep, it worked. "Okay, yes it did work, I will stop laughing if you dont call me Eddie again." He said his name like it was disgusting. "It is disgusting! To me atleast"
"Edward! Please stop answering my thoughts."
"Hey, your the one in control of that, not me." He said smiling. I used all the power I could to not want Edward to hear my thoughts. "That's not very nice, Bella" He said.
"So, I take it that you can't hear me?" I clarified.
"Nope, unless you say it outloud, I can't hear a thing." He said, a bit dissapointed.
"Good. How it should be." I said stubbornly.
The next hour or so of the car ride were comfortably silent. I loved how me and Edward could be happy just being together, not needing to say anything.
I opened my mind back up for Edward. I really love you, Edward, I don't want you to doubt it for a second. I said.
Don't worry, Love, I wouldn't dare doubt our love. I liked how he said our! Me too. Edward said, okay, blocking thoughts before he gets more embarassing stuff from my head.
He huffed and looked back out the window, I guess I cut him off! I reached for his hand and played with his fingers for a little while, then settled on holding it.
After a while, I started to just daydream. It was like dreaming except I was more aware of what was going on around me, and I was awake, since vampires can't sleep.
I was 'awoken' when Edward started talking.
"We're almost there, Love." He said. I looked up and we were pulling onto Charlie's road. "Are you ready?"
"Nope, not at all." I said, being completely serious. "Hurry up though, we need to get this over with already." He laughed at me. "Stuff it Eddie." That got him to stop. "Thank you." I said as Edward pulled in the drive way next to the cruiser. Why is Charlie here? Shouldn't he be at work? I asked myself, but of course Edward answered.
"He is extremely worried about you. I think he may have gotten a search party together, again?" I looked away.
"The day you left they couldn't find me because I tried to follow you but the got lost. He had a search pary looking for me."
"Oh, that would also explain why I'm in his thoughts. Let's hurry up, I would say before they get the cops, but your father is the chief so that would be pointless." He said getting out of the car and walking around to open my door for me.
I took a deep breath and opened the door. Inside the living room was Charlie, Jake, the rest of the Pack, the Elders, a bunch of people from school, some other officers and a few people I didn't know.
"Bella!" Charlie yelled, throwing his arms around me in a hug. "Where have you been?" He asked. I surveyd the room, glad to see that Angela wasn't here. I decided to play it safe and and Edward.
Has she been here with the seach party?
No, she was out of town she knows nothing. I breathed a sigh of relief and realized that everyone was still staring at me and Edward.
"Angela needed some friendly support." I said.
"You couldn't call or leave a note? You had me worried sick, you know what happened last time I couldn't find you." He threw a very dirty look in Edward's direction. I didn't need to be able to read minds or even see Edwards grimace to know what he was talking about. It made me sad to think about it so I quickly banished the thought from my mind.
"I'm sorry, she just sounded really upset, I wanted to get there as soon as possible. I'm really sorry dad." I said, looking into his eyes.
"It's okay, Bell's, but what about him?" He spat, giving Edward another disgusted look. "I thought he left." I cringed.
"He did, but I found him. It's all fine now." I said, wanting to change the subject.
"Can I talk to you outside for a moment?" I nodded, Edward turned to come with us. "Alone." He said, like a door or wall was going to stop Edward, or me for that matter, from hearing. I walked out side with him anyways.
"Bella, how could you forgive him so easily?" Good, he wasn't going to beat around the bush and he just got right to the point, this conversation was going to be quick.
"Because, I love him." I stated bluntly.
"You can't love him." Charlie said, getting madder by the second.
"And why the hell not?" I asked, getting just as mad as he was, how could he tell me that I couldn't fall in love?
"Because, your only SEVENTEEN! He left you once already, what makes you think he wouldnt do it again?"
"Because," I paused, "You know what, never mind, it's none of your business." I said and turned on my heel and called Edward out here with my mind. Within seconds he was outside holding the Volvo door opened for me.
"Thank you." I said. He nodded his head, obviously angry with Charlie, I think. "Edward, who are you mad at?"
"Charlie of course, he has no right to tell you if you can fall in love, though I have to agree with him on one thing."
"What would that be?"
"How could you forgive me so quickly?"
"I love you. You could do anything to me and I would forgive you. You mean everything to me."
"I don't deserve someone as loving as you." He said, gripping my hand tighter.
"You have it backwards, you would have forgiven me just as easily if the roles were reversed."
"You got that right!" He said, smiling broadly.
"Okay, so we're going to see Renee now?"
"Yep, off to the airport!" He said still smiling.
"This is going to be so much harder." I said, sadly thinking about seeing Renee for the last time.
Okay!
No, she isn't going to leave Charlie upset with her
Do you guys know Bella at all?
Oh and sorry if there are any stupid mistakes
I'm pulling an all-nighter on a school night
with one of my friends, we're talking over myspace
Miss Edward's Angel is her name
She's awesome don't be mean to herrr
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