a/n I am VERY annoyed…I had to find another beta because I can't find Eyeliner-Vampire anywhere, so I had to ask my beta from Irresistible, which I have finished, to beta the rest of the chapters for Cullen Changes, or at least until I find Eyeliner-Vampire. But anyway…I gots a new computer! Yaay! I'm gonna try to finish this story up soon, and I AM doing Bella's change at the end! 8 chapters total, that's all! And just to tell you, I finished this a while ago, just couldn't get it beta-ed.

Cullen Changes- Alice

I have been in this dark place for so long. Everyone mistook me for crazy, and put me in an asylum. They shaved my long black hair, shut me in a small box of a room with a small mattress in it, and the gave me small portions of food daily.

They tried to shock me out of having my visions, but I can't control them! They thought I was sent from Satan, they thought that those horrid visions I had happened because I was possessed.

But I know the truth. I can see the future. I'm not crazy! I only see the future! I have no voices in my head, I have no one in my head telling me to kill! I am fine other than my visions!

No one will believe me though. They stuck me in here, and give me a small ration of disgusting food a day, and then they send me off to be given a shocking.

It has been a long time. I don't know how many days. I meant to keep count, but in the dark, it's hard to know how long you have slept. I may have slept for what felt like two minutes but ended up being two days.

I was thinking the above when it happened.

I was pulled into another vision.

It started in the familiar dark that is my 'room'.

Soon, though, the door opened, leaving a streak of blinding light.

A man walked in, an average one. Pale, though. As pale as the handsome doctor that shocks me daily and gives me my small rations.

This one, unlike the handsome doctor, has blood red eyes, while the doctors eyes were always a topaz or gold color, or most of the time those colors.

The man grabbed me. His arms cold, too cold to be normal for humans, again from what I remember.

He ran with me in his arms, out of the asylum, and into the woods.

There, he stood over me, menacingly, and leaned in…

The vision ended.

I waited. I don't know how long, but I waited, for this to happen.

Later, whenever later was, either a minute, an hour, or a day later, the door opened. I expected to see the average, pale, red eyed man in my vision, but instead, saw the handsome doctor. He was not very calm, as he usually was, at the moment, though.

His eyes were crazy. He talked, and it took a minute for me to comprehend. He repeated, getting impatient, and this time, I understood. "I need you to come with me, child."

I didn't argue, for one, I couldn't even remember how to talk, I hadn't had a need to listen or to talk in a while, another reason was that I didn't know if I was a child or not anymore. For all I know, I could be thirty years old. Another, important, reason to not argue, is the fact that he gave me no chance to.

He grabbed me, and ran, very fast, across the rooms, as fast as the red-eyed man from before. He kept running until he took me into the woods, like the red-eyed man, again.

He then leaned down. This was scaring me. It was too much like the vision. I didn't know what happened at the end of the vision.

Then he bit me.

The pain came. That is all I can say. A pain so great, I didn't know it could exist.

It felt worse than I imagine fire feels.

It did not last long, because I fainted as it ran through my body.

I had woken up. I don't know what was happening.

Who am I?

What am I?

Where?

I don't know anything. Not even my name.

I know that I am thirsty for something, but the water does not smell appealing.

That is when I scented it. I ran after whatever it was, killing an animal fast, and drinking all of it's blood.



So I know I drink blood.

I ran to look at myself in a stream, and apart from my messy, short hair, and my dirt smeared face, I looked almost beautiful. I knew I was small, and that I drank blood. I took a closer look at my eyes, and saw it…my eyes were an eerie red color. Blood red.

Then, I was pushed into darkness by an unseen force.

I was clean, and with a lovely man, pale as me, dark circles under his eyes, as I had under mine, and topaz eyes…as mine looked.

He leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back.

Then he said it. My name.

"I love you, my Alice"

The vision ended at that. So now I know my name…

Another vision pulled me under…this time it was a flash.

I saw a picture. It had me, the man who said my name in a previous vision, and others.

The two that looked like adults were very different, one with blonde, kind of long, hair, the man, the girl with beautiful, caramel, hair. He looked wise, and she looked as though she came from a beautiful thing…I don't know what, like a black and white picture, or something along those lines.

Then there were the other teenaged looking ones. One, a boy, with curly, dark, hair, and a goofy smile on his face. The other girl was the incarnation of beauty, with long, golden blonde, slightly wavy hair, and a body with perfect proportions.

The last, a boy, looked younger than all of us, even though they were all taller than I. He had a beautiful crooked smile, bronze, messy, but in a beautiful way, hair. His smile didn't reach his eyes, like everyone else's did, though.

We all had a few things in common. We all were pale…almost white, and we all had the same light topaz eyes.

The vision ended. I looked over all I knew so far.

1) I drink blood

2) I am deathly pale

3) I would be beautiful if I was clean

4) I was fast and had good senses

5) my name is Alice

6) I have visions

7) my eyes are red now-but should turn topaz, sooner or later

I knew a lot, but I didn't know the most important part-what I was.

It has been years, 18, about. I have not found out what I am, other than I am short, skinny, have very short hair, for women, and the name of the man who said he loved me in the vision.

His name is Jasper.

I have found out that he is going to a diner today, and I am waiting here for him.

My eyes have turned already, but I know his aren't topaz yet, they are still red.

Right then, Jasper Whitlock walks in. He looks surprised to see me, very surprised!

"I have been waiting for you." I told him.

He walked up to me, and asked, very quietly, so much that I don't think anyone but us could hear it, "How are you a vampire with topaz eyes?!"

I didn't know the answer to that. I told him I drank from animals only and asked if that made a difference, and he looked very confused. We were going to talk about this later, though, for at the moment, we were going to the woods so he could ask me freely.

All I could think was so I am a vampire. I should have known.