Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry!! I'm really sorry that I haven't posted for ages!!! I have been so caught up in reading other peoples fan fictions! I know that really isn't a good enough excuse, but if you go to my favourites then you will see how good they all are!!!

CullenGirl30: You are a great author. I advise everyone to read her stories! They are magical (Don't get too disturbed by the brothel business!)

ROSILIE123456: Don't you dare steal my man or I will BITE you!!! LOL- hope you like.

BPOV

I cried myself to sleep that night. No matter what I did, I always seemed to hurt someone. I wanted both my boys to be happy. But that just didn't seem to be possible. I liked one of them then the other will always be unhappy! I can never get it RIGHT! Well I'm tired of trying to make other people happy; I am going to do what I want for once!

My dreams where disturbs with pictures of Edward, Jacob, the Cullen's and the Pack all floating around in my head. I woke up in a cold sweat. I looked around, expecting to see Edward lying next to me, and then I remembered. I had broken his heart and he probably hated me for it. Oh crap, I had a whole day with him and in all my classes, I sat next to him!

I eventually got up and got ready for school. I heard a honk from outside; I looked to see Jacob leaning out of his car window. I smiled and rushed outside to go hug him. But he went further than I wanted to. He got out of the car, lifted me into the air, in a bear hug and slammed his lips against my own. He forced my mouth open and stuck his tongue down my throat and I was literally gagging on it. I tried hitting him on the back as hard as I could, but of Corse he didn't feel it. Eventually, when he stopped to take a breath, I pushed my head away gasping for oxygen. I didn't know what I was thinking yesterday, when I broke up with Edward, in doing so breaking his heart. At this moment in time I wanted Edward. No matter what he has always said, I know he will never take me back.

When Jacob finally let go of me I ran to my truck and slammed the door. I drove off with Jacob staring after me with pain filled eyes.

I got to school just as the bell rang for Home room. (Thanks to Rosalie123456 for explaining what home room actually is!!) I dumped my bag onto a desk just as Edward came in. He came over to where I was sitting and smiled lovingly at me. Wait! That's not right! He's meant to hate me! I broke his heart! I looked at my desk, embarrassed, but Edward pulled my chin up to look at him.

"Bella, just because we broke up, doesn't mean we can't be friends; right?"

"Yeh, sure." I mumbled, still embarrassed, "If you want."

"Of course I want us to be friends! No matter what happens between us, you are still my life!" Luckily for me, the bell went for next class and I rushed off to English. Edward walked in seconds after me and once again he sat down next to me.

"There's no point trying to run away from me," He murmured so quietly, that I could hardly hear him, " Super speed, remember?!" I noticed Jasper looking pointedly at Edward. Edward did the tiniest of nods and then smirked his crooked smile that I loved so much. My heart seemed to melt inside my chest, I felt dizzy and confused. I wanted Jacob, no Edward, no Jacob, Edward, Jacob, Edward, Jacob. "Arrrr! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!" I screamed and then blacked out.

I woke up in a warm, comfortable bed. It smelt of disinfectant and ever thing was white around me. Edward was sitting in a chair next to my bed and Carlisle was standing at the end of my bed with a couple of women that I dint know.

" W-where am I?"

"You're in the hospital sweetheart," Edward replied " you started screaming and then you fainted."

" Edward ran you over here and got me to take a look at you." Carlisle stated, "You seem to be over stressed. I am going to keep you here overnight to see how you cope and then I prescribe two weeks off school. I suggest you go on vacation (that's holiday to everyone that's English!) somewhere. You need to relax and not worry about anything."

"Okay. Edward can you stay with me tonight?" I asked and I think I saw a flash of pain come onto his beautiful features.

"Sure, I will come back when everyone has left." He reassured me. With that promise I closed my eyes, Edward started stroking my heir and I drifted off into a troubled sleep.

Sorry again for not updating sooner! I promise I will get the next chapter up really soon! I will write it today and It should be up either today or tomorrow. This chapter was dedicated to all my reviewers, who make my day with their encouraging support. You guys are great!! Please make my day and review I'll give you my twilight posters!!!!

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