Ok no one needs to worry. I am currently making another chapter and promise to have it out as soon as possible. But in the mean time while i make these, there is a matter of tid bits i owe all u readers who reviewed. So here is a scene from a future chapter.
CAUTION: if u plan on not know what will happen in the future and want to take it step by step. This is a major spoiler but in no way, will deem the ending. You all have been warned. now it is time for the tid bits.
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I could barely drive home as what happened today began to sink in. I had to be strong, just until I got to my room, then I could let it all go. I just hoped that Charlie, wouldn't give me a hard time about being so late coming home. I felt a sly tear roll down my cheek and hit my arm. As quickly as I could I wiped it away as I headed up my narrow drive way. I could see the kitchen light was still on. Great, so he was waiting for me. Please, let me go for just one night. I knew that wouldn't be the case. Maybe he had already heard the news and was just worried about me. No, don't let it be that either. I don't want to have a break down right there on the kitchen floor.
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I took a deep breath, trying no to focus on any memory that would trigger tears. I didn't want to relive any of those yet, until I was securly in my room with no one to bother me. But as much as I tried flashes of Edward and I played in my head like a silent movie, in color. Us in the meadow, in the city. He laughing at my slow human reactions, that crocked smile I loved best. STOP!!! I shouted, not realizing that I had screamed out loud. It was then that I became aware of the rain desending around me. Just the weather, to fit the feeling. I took another deep breath, just concentrating on each step as I turned off the ignition of my truck and slowly walked towards my house. I just needed to get to my room. Just get there and then I don't need to hold it back. As my hand reached the door, it suddenly opened, with a loud thud and there stood Charlie, looking like he was ready to blow. Guess he must not have heard the news.
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"Isabella Marie Swan! Do you know what time it is?" he shouted at me as I closed the door behind me. I kept my head down so he couldn't see my expression. The tears were beginning to get harder to fight now. I nodded walking into the kitchen. I was begging god now just to let him leave me alone at least just for tonight. "Isabella, do you hear me.! So what's the reason this time! I swear, that Edward, is bad news for you Bella. First he runs off and leaves you without any notice or letters. Then he comes back and you welcome him back with open arms. Now he thinks he can just bring you home when ever he wants!" I started to feel my whole body shake. No longer was the sadness there, instead it was replaced with anger.
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"Bella you are..." Charlie started, but suddenly stopped when he saw my expression. My hands clenched into fists as tears began to fall down my cheeks. "What did he do now Bella! I swear if he hurt you!" I could sense the fear and anger both gathered into his voice.
I looked up sharply at him, no longer consealing my emoitions. "Well dad..." I began in a whisper. I looked back down to the floor. I was hoping I didn't have to deal with this, but now it was to late for me to take back control. My knees buckled under me and I sank to the floor crying harder than I ever did. "You won't have to worry about him doing anything, anymore dad." Charlie looked dumbfounded at me for a minute. I chuckled through the tears, at what Edward's response would have been to seeing me like this. I was expecting to feel a cold pair of arms wrap around me and tell me it was alright. But reality came back full speed.
"You don't have to worry about him coming over again. You don't have to worry about him being here with me when you get home from work. You don't have to worry about me coming home late because of him. In fact you never have to worry about him again." I said, my voice surprisnly steady. Charlie still said nothing. Finally I built up enough courage to look up at him, to deliever the final peice of information. The information, that would no longer put me in denial that he wasn't coming back. The information, that made this all to real of a reality.
"The only thing I need to worry about now dad, is helping the Cullen's, Charlisie, Esme, Rosealie, Emmett, Jasper, and Alice, and myself...with..." I gulped, ready to come out of my denial that I had so carefully placed myself into . "With...a...funeral." I whispered, as tears gushed down my cheeks again, my voice had fallen silent. Suddenly the phone rang, making me scream. Charlie placed his hand on my shoulder, to quiet me,. He must have still been thinking about what I had said. It must not have sunken in yet.
"Swan residence." he said. I could pick up on the sadness in his voice. Why would he be sad? He was silent another moment.
"Bella...its Alice. She says she needs to talk to you about something. She says it's important. Do you want to speak with her or should I tell her you will call later?" I nodded. He handed me the phone. "A...Alice.." I whispered.
She spoke something quickly to me. My eyes widened and I dropped the reciever out of my hand, hearing faintly the sound of it crashing to the floor. "Bella! Bella! Are you still there! Bella!" I heard Alice scream from the other end. I couldn't move to pick it up. My body was frozen. My mind running at full speed, my heart beat was thumping in my throat and chest. I almost for a second forgot how to breathe It was impossbile. It was never possible. Nothing like it could happen, ever. But why did it make me feel suddenly better and worse at the same time.
AND there u have it. This is all from the same chapter SORRY!! i got carried away. This chapter is sure to make u cry. It did when I orginally wrote it
Hope you enjoy that for now. And you know how to recieve more, just review! if ya want, Stay tuned for the real next chapter soon
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