Hey random people or person that still read this, first of all I would like to apologize for the years its taking me to update. Of course now its summer and I'm unemployed so I have all the time in the world to finish this fan fiction. I rewrote chapter 7 it was a bit crap i hope this version is better! Thank you for reading my fan fiction and for your reviews! X
Chapter 7- Letting go
I couldn't take it anymore I shouted at the stop of my lungs "STOP!", Hao responded "The truth hurts doesn't" his smirked, "Don't worry Anna, I forgive you because I know that sooner or later you will see Yoh for what he really is a sad blind little boy, he won't ever appreciate a woman like you and you will love me Anna mark my words".
He's hand reached out and grasped my hair tightly hurting me in the process, his face was centimetres away from mine and he whispered in pure anger "I will kill Yoh and you will be standing by my side Anna as my queen, the last Shaman queen". Instantly my eyes looked into his, how could I be the last queen, what was Hao up to? What was he planning? A shocking thought came to my mind what if Hao was going to destroy the world?
I responded "What do you mean the last queen?" he smirked then kissed my lips softly " The world will burn beneath our feet all those disgusting and worthless humans that have caused us so much pain and suffering will all burn! It starts now". He summoned his fire spirit quickly jumped on to it and was gone in a matter of seconds.
I was left in a state of shock, no matter how many people I have killed, no matter how much blood I had on my hands I couldn't let the world be destroyed. Life may have been cruel and harsh for me but billions didn't deserve to suffer in such a way. Hao has to be stop somehow, he is so powerful but so am i.
There was only one way to destroy Hao and that was scarifying my own life...all of a sudden I was overcome with emotions I felt profoundly sad of the life I could have had beside Yoh, the children, the warm kisses, the smiles and the laughter but life isn't always that kind even if I could have that life I'm broken and sadistic. I pushed my head backwards and I looked at the sky I screamed at the top of my lungs all the pain and grief that I felt in my chest, I fell to my knees and sobbed into my hands.
Accepting my mortality was not a hard task however accepting the fact that the last speck of hope I had deep down in my heart would be extinguish truly hurt. That speck of hope held what was left of my sanity, the hope of a future with Yoh. I closed my eyes tightly and ignore the pain in my knees and with a heavy heart I let go of that speck of hope which represented my future, my love and my sanity...
I wiped the tears from eyes and slowly began to rise from my knees; the heavens could feel my pain they wept for me because what was left was nothing but an empty shell of what could have been a great friend, wife and queen.
Today I'm going to die.
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