I know this is uber short but I've been dealing with some heavy stuff lately and just haven't had the energy or inspiration to write. But that being said I've felt extremely guilty for not keeping my word on giving you regular updates and I know how many fans out there have been supporting this story.
I just want you to know how much I truly appreciate all the love you guys have given to this and I don't want to let any of you down. It saddens me to think that I'm not living up to you guy's expectations after all the support you've given to me.
So, it may be short but it's something I was able to squeeze out and just hope it's enough for you guys at least for a bit.
Thank you all again, so so much, and without further rambling from me, I present this filler chapter.
Some of Blaine's thoughts about how Kurt has been acting. I guess it could be considered Blaine bashing since it portrays Blaine in a bad light. And I also know he will be considered OOC but this is an AU story so just to remind you guys.
To say Blaine was angry would be an understatement. He was furious.
Never had Kurt spoken to him the way he had in the Lima Bean. And this Sebastian character, just who did he think he was, hitting on Kurt like that? Kurt was Blaine's, and the only boy Kurt should be talking to is him.
The former Warbler ran a hand through his unusually messy hair in frustration. He had been pacing his room for the better part of an hour, trying to formulate some plan to make Kurt obey him again.
It was all that Sebastian guys fault, waltzing in and making Kurt think he could just speak his mind. And those two trouble makers Nick and Jeff, they were always putting ideas into Kurt's head, always trying to make Blaine look like the bad guy.
The short male just shook his head, he couldn't let this go, couldn't let those stupid anarchist turn his Kurt into a disobedient rebel. He had worked too long and too hard to make Kurt into the perfect boyfriend, someone worthy of himself, and he wasn't going to let anyone, least of all those wild idiots, destroy his hard work.
Blaine turned, pacing back across the room. His first plan of action would be to isolate Kurt from those who were trying to poison the porcelain boy against him. Then he could make Kurt see reason, let him know that this is all for the best and that he belonged to Blaine.
He wouldn't let anyone take away what was rightfully his, and that's exactly what Kurt was, his. Blaine had never liked to share, no matter what it was, whether it was the spot light or his boyfriend. He liked being the center of attention and he liked things to go his way, and if they didn't, he would get upset.
That's why he was upset at this moment. Not only was Kurt not paying attention to him like he should, but he was spending time with other people. Other people that weren't Blaine, and he didn't like that at all.
Blaine had to fix this. He would fix this. Kurt would be back by his side and Blaine would make sure he never wondered off again.
I hope this was okay. Like I said I've been dealing with some heavy stuff and it's just put me in a gray space. I know it's not really that good and probably just crap, but I just wanted to try to do something for you guys.
I also wanted you to know that this story is NOT abandoned or postponed, it's just... coming along slower than I had hoped.
I'm again so sorry about the updates and stuff and I'll try to get something out, but know I'm thinking about you guys.
Thanks,
Siriusly Ironic
