Ok, I'm really sorry for not updating in months. I started this chapter immeadiately after the last one but couldn't write more because of school. Now that school was almost over, I lost inspiration to continue the chapter and just felt overall lazy (it's summer, I have a right to be lazy). So anyway, my friend, Lazuri, suggested I do something with this chapter right around the last few days of school. And thanks to her, I found out what I wanted to write about (but I still felt lazy). Now it's been a month since summer break began. I wanted to make this chapter longer but I figured: If I tried to finish it like the way I want to, school's gonna start again and I'm going to be busy again. So I said: Ok, I'll upload this bit so that you, the reader, can at least have something to look forward to, (or not) when you get an email notification (unless you don't). So this chapter, and the next few, will be dedicated to my friend Lazuri. So without further ado...the disclaimer.
Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High School Host Club or any of the characters. Please read and review.
"Hikaru? What did you say to me?" Kaoru was standing still, staring at Hikaru. His eyes were full of guilt and embarrassment. Yet he did not even know what kind of wrong he committed. He was confused and he felt himself slowly getting hot with anger.
With his hand to his side, still dripping blood every few seconds, Hikaru replied, "You heard me. You know what you did. Don't even play dumb." He couldn't bear talking to his younger twin like this but he had to. After all, Kaoru betrayed him, right? Hikaru tried to act as tough as possible even though he was hurting from the pain caused by both the mirror and what he said to Kaoru.
Kaoru stared at Hikaru for a second. "Hikaru. I didn't do anything. I swear," he said quietly. Slowly, he walked towards his brother and gently placed a hand on his cheek. A sad smile appeared on his face. "You know that I would never do anything to hurt you. We promised, remember? I promised that…"
"SHUT UP!" Hikaru cut off his brother. Kaoru flinched and stepped back until his back hit the wall. His smile disappeared as quickly as it came. "Can you really look at me like that?" Hikaru asked daringly. "Just stop lying Kaoru. You know it's not good for you," he yelled.
Kaoru caught Hikaru's words. "Even at a time like this he still thinks about what's best for me," he thought. "Hikaru please, try to calm down. Why would you even call me that?" Kaoru, although calm on the outside, was beginning to lose control inside. He didn't know how long he could reason with his brother.
"Why? Because Kyoya-senpai was trying to seduce you and you just let him anyway." Hikaru also backed up on a wall and slowly slid down against it. "How could you do that?" His voice cracked. It barely audible to anyone but people inside the bathroom. Kaoru took a step towards his brother to comfort him but Hikaru quietly interrupted, "Please, just keep away and tell me what happened."
Kaoru, unable to hold it in any longer, was the one yelling this time. "Damn it Hikaru! How can I tell you what's going on if you don't tell me what your talking about?" He swung his left arm backwards and hit the wall behind him. "Senpai seducing me? As if! Come on, Hikaru. I know you're not that smart but I know that you're not stupid enough to believe what other people tell you about me!" He stomped towards Hikaru, kneeled down and roughly shook his shoulders. If he didn't hit the wall before, he might've attacked Hikaru instead of yelling. "Well?" Kaoru's eyes were filled with frustration that wanted to beat the sense out of Hikaru.
"It was in a video…DVD player," Hikaru mumbled. He didn't look at Kaoru. It was Hikaru who had the melancholy eyes and the shaky fingers that pointed to the TV that was being hidden from view by the bathroom wall.
Kaoru stood up and headed outside. He looked inside every single DVD player they had in their room but found nothing. His anger only grew. He went back to the bathroom but stopped at the doorway. He tried to sound as composed as he could. "There's nothing there. Are you sure you just saw it?" Hikaru nodded. "Well, can you at least tell me what you saw in there, and in detail this time?" He breathed deeply and sat next to Hikaru who was looking at a glass shard he picked up.
Hikaru was still avoiding eye contact. He quietly narrated what he saw. "Someone sent a package for me but it didn't say who it was from. So I watched it and all I could see was the back of a couch…it was a Music Room #3 couch. And…and I saw Kyoya's hair and your hair but nothing else." Hikaru threw away the shard and instead hugged his knees. Kaoru sighed deeply at the lack of proof of his disloyalty. "But it was what I heard that made me go crazy. He was asking you to talk your clothes off and…and…" Hikaru began sobbing. Tears welled in his eyes but didn't dare fall.
Kaoru, feeling guilty at his rage towards his own twin, held Hikaru against his chest. Hikaru stretched out his legs so that he could position himself better against his younger twin. Kaoru placed his chin on top of Hikaru's head. One arm wrapped around his chest while the other slowly caressed Hikaru's cheek. Kaoru saw the still bleeding hand and took note of it. He whispered softly, "Shh, Hikaru. Don't cry. Just tell me what else you heard."
At Kaoru's words and touch, the tears that Hikaru had been fighting back overpowered him and trickled down his cheeks. Kaoru tenderly wiped them off but they still kept falling. "He…he asked how you felt and you said you were hot and…he said that he would make you feel better. And then…you moaned…for him." Hikaru's tears fell down some more. He continued to sob. His hands held onto Kaoru's arm for dear life. "I…I think that was…the time when you…you left early to meet him…" He held on tighter. "Don't you love me, Kaoru?"
"Of course I love you, Hikaru." Kaoru understood things now. "You see, he accidentally spilt tea on me." He tried to remember exactly what happened. "I took off my clothes so that they could dry." Kaoru thought carefully. The next words must be said just right or Hikaru would blow up again. "He…started rubbing the spot where the tea landed on my chest to make it feel better."
"HE WHAT?" Hikaru pushed his brother off. His cheeks were still stained with his tears but he stopped crying. A new blaze of fire burned in his eyes. "You let him do that?"
"Hikaru! He was trying to make me feel better. But he ended up making me feel worse so I pushed him away," Kaoru pleaded. He reached out for Hikaru who only swiped his hand away.
"Well, that part wasn't in there! And you moaned for him! How do you explain that?" Hikaru stood up and looked down on his brother to try and intimidate him.
Kaoru's frustration returned. "Then obviously someone's trying to set us up to make us fight! Think Hikaru. And I made a noise from pain not pleasure you idiot!" He also stood up and faced his brother.
"Shut up! I'm tired of you calling me stupid or not smart. Just stop lying." Hikaru stormed out of the bathroom. Kaoru followed, almost slipping on a glass shard from being careless. "Tell me, was he better? Huh? Was Kyoya better than me?"
"Hikaru! Nothing happened. Why can't you believe me?" Hikaru faced him and started walking towards him. He had this menacing look on his face. "Hikaru? What're you doing?" Kaoru slowly backed away, fear appeared in his eyes.
"Just shut up. I'll show you that I'm better." Hikaru cornered Kaoru against a wall and put his hands on either side of his brother to keep him from running.
"Wha-" was all Kaoru could say before Hikaru crashed their lips together. Kaoru wanted to push him away but the taste in his mouth was beyond delicious. It was addicting. His hands clawed at the wall from the sensation. He was still boiling with anger and he could tell that Hikaru was too. Finally, Kaoru raised his hands and pushed Hikaru away. "What the hell was that about?" Hikaru's hands found themselves grabbing onto Kaoru's arms. Kaoru was weaker than Hikaru but he tried to push through him with his body.
Hikaru took his right hand and forcefully pinned Kaoru against the wall. "I said, shut up. Don't make me punish you." He was strong enough to keep Kaoru pinned with one hand. Either that or Kaoru wasn't resisting much to Hikaru's behavior. With his left hand, Hikaru began to play with Kaoru's hair.
Kaoru was now conflicted. He looked warily at the blood stained hand and sleeve against his chest. Now, even his uniform had a print of Hikaru's hand. He couldn't say a word. His mouth became dry and it was difficult for him to swallow his saliva. He was about to protest again but Hikaru began nibbling on his earlobe. Kaoru lost it then. His legs were about to collapse and his arms hung limp to his sides.
Hikaru smirked to himself. "I finally got him quiet," he thought. Hikaru released Kaoru and watched him steady himself as best he could. When Kaoru was finally standing still and staring at him with confused eyes, Hikaru slapped him across the face.
Kaoru gasped and was wide eyed from the blow. "Hey!" Then he received another slap. He couldn't hold it in any longer and pushed Hikaru to the bed. He didn't know where he found the strength to but he succeeded anyway. Kaoru pinned his brother's shoulders against the soft mattress and hesitated for a minute before deciding to give him one slap.
"Ah!" Hikaru flinched and closed his eyes from the pain. He didn't expect Kaoru to hit so hard. "That really hurt!" he complained but made no effort to struggle out of his younger brother's grip.
"I must be losing my mind," was Kaoru's last thought before lunging forward to passionately kiss Hikaru again, this time taking care to savor every lick he gave Hikaru. The older Hitachiin seemed to have forgotten the pain from his cheeks and hand.
Hands lost themselves in hair. Legs wrapped around bodies. Tongues danced with each other, driven by a confusion of love and hate.
Hikaru rolled to one side so that he was on top. He didn't know whether he was kissing his twin or wrestling with him. To him, it seemed like they were doing both. Strong hands firmly held onto Kaoru before they moved to unbutton the younger twin's blazer and shirt. Hikaru stared at the exposed chest of his brother. He had seen him naked before but his anger was making him feel like it was his first time getting a good look at Kaoru. He quickly removed the blazer and shirt off Kaoru and placed them to his side.
Kaoru didn't want this, yet at the same time he did. He felt helpless while his brother stripped him. "Hikaru I…" he tried to utter but he was cut off by another one of Hikaru's kiss. Kaoru lost himself into his brother so much that he hadn't realized that his hands were being tied to the headboard of the bed with his own uniform. When he wanted to push Hikaru away was when he realized he was bound. "What? Hikaru, let me go. NOW!" He trashed around the bed as best he could but Hikaru's weight and the tightness of the knot made it futile.
A/N: Ok, so at least I got something out. I know it's crappy. I've been working on this for months at random intervals and my writing skills is just whacked out. Through out typing this I keep hearing my English teacher in my head saying "Don't use contractions, it's so subpar and informal." But oh well. Hope you enjoyed it. I take suggestions from you but I already have the next chapter planned out. If you want, you can suggest about what happens after they're done with whatever they're doing *wink*. Please review, no flames. Constructive criticism is accepted. Again, sorry for being lazy and taking months to update. Thank you for those that remain loyal to this story or the ones that are just trying to be nice but don't really want to read it (I understand, it happens and I do it sometimes).
