Hello my little munchkins. Sorry I haven't written lately. I've just been distracted. ;) Here I go:

Bella POV:

I said I wasn't going to leave until he came back for me. Yet, here I was packing my things about to get on a flight to Alaska . I had already said goodbye to all my friends and Jacob was going to go to Alaska to help me move in and get situated. What would I do without him?

I look at my empty room. It reminds me of my soul. A big space full of nothingness. I shake my head and just walk out down the stairs to the cruiser. My things and car will be at the docks by the time I get there. Charlie and I drive to Jacob's house to pick him up. We see him standing on his front porch. Billy is going to stay at the Clearwater 's house while Jake's away. Jacob gets into the cruiser with his usual happy mood. "Hey Bells! Hey Charlie!" he exclaims. Charlie and Jake get indulged into conversation as usual. It's good I can have some time to think for myself. We get to the airport go through the usual check out then start boarding the plane. We board and Jake and I sit next to each other. Once we take off I take hold of Jake's hand, and fall asleep immediately. "Bella. Bella." I hear a voice. It sounded so painfully familiar. I looked up. It was Edward. My Edward holding me in his arms, unchanged and beautiful. "Edward? Is that really you?" I said with tears in my voice. I had waited so long to see him again more than just in my dreams. We sat and talked and I cried some more. He just held me. One thing, I didn't remember how I got here. Where was Jacob? Was I already in Alaska ? Those questions seemed irrelevant compared to seeing Edward again. I blinked and Edward was gone. I held back the tears screaming out is name again and again. "EDWARD! EDWARD! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE AGAIN!" I pled. Then I heard my name once more "Bells? Bells?" It wasn't Edward this time. It was Jake. I was shaken awake. "Bella are you crying?" Jacob asked. I touched my face and realized the hot tears streaming down my face. "You were squirming in your seat crying I thought I needed to wake you up. Are you okay?" Jacob said. "Yeah I'm fine. I just had a bad dream is all." I lied thru my teeth. Truth is it was the best dream I had had in a while. Now, it's gone. "We are now arriving at your destination. Please fasten your seat belts." I sat there and stared out the window. Thinking about how I could make myself dream of Edward at least just one more time. To see him one more time wouldn't heal me. But, at least I could be happy at least for a moment. The love of my life is nowhere to be found. I couldn't tell Jacob about this dream it seemed like I would violate something private between Edward and I. This was MY dream and no one else deserved to know about it. Now, I had to put up a façade about being happy and moving on. When deep inside I'm scared to move on and lose all thoughts of my love.

So, what'd you think? It took me forever to write this. Lol. I Just have a lot going on. So yeah Review. And Thanks to my wonderful fantastic and unbelievably talented BETA ihatejacob1.