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I know I deserve to die in hell, but here's another chapter. I don't belive it! 7! Ok, soooorryyyyy, you don't deserve waiting for me, but I'm a bit busy... I feel really bad.

And I'm a bit dismotivated because I think this story is slowly dying. I don't want it to die. I just can't help it. Ideas are coming to me, but they fly away as soon as they come. Still more and more mistakes and I can't concentrate. I finish this, but I think that it will be too fast for you, or for your ideas of lenght of this story. But I really love writing it and I love you all. I hope that my energy will come back to me and I will be able to finish it properly.

Also, thank you so much! For reading, reviews and everything. You were always nice and I hope we will do it together for a long time. Thank you!

Chapter 7, 7 is a lucky number...

Lets do this!

Olena POV

I came home to a mess. Rose was sitting on the sofa, with Dimitri next to her, watching her like a little baby that could fall of it every time you turn around. Viktoria was looking nervous and chewed her hair. I was pretty tired, because on the way home Paul threw up six times! Sue enough my pregnant daughter Sonya threw up after his second round together with him. Karolinas baby was crying and Karolina had a terrible headache. Yeva was singing for them to calm them down, but after hour it was greatly annoying. I was like only normal! Then, lady across us in bus yelled at me to take my kindergarten under control and she spilled at my face all the time. I'm adult and mother of four children, but I was really frustrated by the time we got home.

When I opened fridge I found half of the shelves filled with muffins. I nearly colapsed, there were like 30 muffins or so! I came all around the house again. I found five muffins on the table next to the door in hall, another five in living room, a few on kitchen counter and also a big plate on dining table. Muffins everywhere! At least my mood was better! A little.

„Mum..." Viktoria stood behind me. „I have to tell you something..."

After five minutes of explaining, knife was opening in my pocket. No, not opening, it was jumping out and screaming at me to imidately go and kill that jerk Rolan! So you maybe know the shock that I lived through when Sonya froze and said he was the lost father of her child. Knife in my pocket replaced gun and I almost ran out of the house and really killed him.

But I stayed and rather washed already washed dishes. Terrible day!

Rose Pov (next day)

I woke up and found out I my headache was gone. Finaly! Dimitri didn't want to run, in case that something happened, but he agreed that we can spare a little. I was actually looking foward to it.

We were going out of he living room, not the front door. But in living room, Lissa sucked me into her head.

She yelled at someone. Christian. I don't know what happened but she was pretty mad. „Stop it! I miss her! And you are just making me do something I don't want to!"

„Liss, I would never do that!"

Adn, as soon as it came, it disappeared. Lissa was not angry anymore, just sad and scared. Darkness got to her again. And it left. To me. I now held everything and I was really angry now.

I pushed myself out. Or Dimitri. He shook my arm and I was fully back in Baia. Viktoria stared at me and she looked really scared. „This... this happens often?"

„Yeah... no... I don't know." I said, trying to sound normal. Viktoria looked satisfied with my answer, Dimitri, however, didn't. „Rose? Lets go out."

Once we were outside and no one could hear us, he asked. „Rose, what's wrong?"

„Nothing! Everything is perfect." I said, not soft and smiling anymore. I was sooo mad.

„Rose, something is happening to you..."

„No, it's not! Dimitri, stop it! You can't tell me how I feel!" He looked at me a little scared and I felt shame that I jumped at him like that. I felt tears in my eyes. Anger went to depths of my soul and mind and I still felt it, but I didn't want to beat Dimitris brains out. A single tear escaped my eye and I quickly shook my head to get rid of it. Dimitri pulled me to hug that I happily returned.

After a while of fighting, I was tired, but I still fought. I saw Dimitris fist trying to punch my side, so I stepped a little to left. His fist flew past me, but he didn't hesistate and turned around. The back of his arm hit me, but I returned it to his ribs. When I was trying to kick him, he caught my leg and turned me around. I fell and he pinned me down. I was on my back with him covering my body. I was trying to get out, but he didn't let me. I had no room to move. After a few second he let me go. We fought again. I just blocked his leg, when Lissa sucked me again. I saw scared Jesse in front of her. She was lifting everything hard what was around and she threw it at him. „How did you dare to do it?! You deserve to die! I'll kill you! But first, you have to be tortured for years, decades, by me! You will not do it again!" I searched in her memories. Jesse. He literaly put his hand under Jills skirt. I felt enought anger myself. But Lissa... she was much worse on it. If she was going to do it a while longer, it would be too much Spirit and she may not be able to hold her mind any longer. So I sucked it all to me. Every negative emotion, all the rage, madness, depressed feelings pushed away by medicine.

Terrible feeling. I got back to my head. I didn't see Jesse in front of me. It was Dimitri. He stoped fighting when he saw me to stop. How dare he?! I run to him and tried to kick him. He block „Why did you do that?! How dare you to stop?! I want to fight! And you stoped! And when I tried to kick you?! You blocked me!"

I saw him be really scared. „Rose, please, you weren't here, I couldn't fight..."

„Oh, so you think that I'm so weak?! You *****!" I slaped him. He tried to say something, but I cut him of by kicking his belly. That dumb jerk still came to me and tried to calm me down. Pff! Calm me down?! I could say that he was in pain, but I still wanted to hurt him so bad... So I kicked him again. And again. Again, again, again... My vision was red and I hurt him. He wasn't trying to kick back or block me. How stupid idea!

He still yelled something at me, but I didn't pay attention. I saw all his family standing outside and watching us, terrified. I kicked Dimitri in his privat area and he hissed, but didn't stop. „Rose, please, this is not you. Come back to me. Please, come back to me! Roza, this is not you..."

Sudenly, everything came back to me with his one sentence. „Dimitri..." I was so scared, so, so scared. He wanted to lift me up from the ground where I fell. I moved myself a little to back, but he came closer. „Rose, it's OK. Come to me." He was almost at me, so I jumped to my feet. „Dimitri, I'm sorry, I-I didn't want to do it... Please, I'm sorry, just don't come close to me."

He looked hurt. „Why?"

„I don't want to hurt you." He tried to catch my arm again, but I didn't listen. I didn't feel anger or need to hurt someone, but I couldn't risk. I hurt the person I loved. I hurt the person I loved.

So I ran. I ran away, trying to figure out what I just did. I ran and ran and after fifteen minutes, I found out I was lost. I saw a small cotage or something. I walked past it with Viktoria once and she said it was left and no one went there. Perfect. I walked in and sat on the bed.

I sat there for half an hour when the door cracked and opened. Sure enough DImitri stood here. „Roza..."

„Dimitri, go away... I want to be aalone... don't come close to me, please." He didn't listen again. „Dimitri, I hurt you. I'm so sorry, I don't know what to tell or to do, but please, don't come close to me. I don't want to hurt you." The door closed, Dimitri, however, stayed in.

„Rose, if you will, or won't, never mind, I know you don't want to. And I trust you. Please, I'm just worried. The bond is ruining you and you are the one that is getting the worst from it. But I will protect you, I promise. I won't let it happen again. We will do it together, I won't let you alone." So sweet, so nice, so Dimitri. He cared and he cared more than my mother, Lissa or whoever in this world. But that was the reason I couldn't let him be near me. It was not safe.

He came close and hugged me. I loved him. So, so much. The most in world. But how could I be with him? If I hurt him again... „I love you." He said.

„That's the worst thing you can do. Please, don't love me." It hurt so much to tell him this. He was so great and he love dme. From all these girls and women in the world he chose me. I chose him. But how can I? No I can't let him be close. And still, he is now holding me in his arms. He.

„Well, you aren't giving me any other choice. You are the most gorgeous person in whole universe. I love you and only and nothing is going to change that." He placed a gentle, soft kiss on my lips. He pulled just milimetres away, as waiting for me to respond. Ah, damn it! How could I be so selfish! Hurting him, hurting myself, what is that good for?! Life wasn't, isn't and won't be easy and love neither. But we have to try. Try the best to hold it close, just try to be good lover, good friend, good person. Not pretend to change for the others, but actually change. Don't let love go, but hold on it. Give love to people around and accept it from them, because only that way we could live and be happy. Dimitri gave me his love and I was ready to accept it and return.

So I kissed him and didn't let go. And, as usually our soft, slow kissed were soon replaced hot, passionate kisses. I shivered when I felt Dimitris hand under my shirt. And then I found out that I tossed his shirt away long time ago. Next thing I knew, I was lying on the bed with Dimitri hovering over me. I felt great and I didn't want it to end, but Dimitri, of course, had to ask. „Rose, are you sure you want this?"

„I probably never wanted anything more." With that, he losed his self control.

I never thought sex could be that great, but then again, I was with person I loved. I realized that if I did it before, not with Dimitri, it would be just empty feeling of fake joy. Not something I would enjpy as closeness, but just sick happines of something... wrong. Lissa loved Christian and she alway enjoyed their sleepovers, but she made a huge mistake by having her first time with Aaron. She didn't really love him and she didn't feel it. I, on the other side, felt like I could fly with every little piece of his skin, the smallest kiss he gave me, his words saying I'm beautiful, wonderful, best creature in the world. Air around us was filled with love and I could feel all of it. And Dimitri too.

I laid on his chest, with one my leg placed over him. „I love you." I said, happy that I finally said it.

I felt him smile with pure joy. „I love you more, Roza."

„Hmm, no. Not possible."

„Oh, be sure that yes." He murmured and placed a kiss on my shoulder.

„Roza?"

„Mhm?"

„I thought about this a lot. You know, we both are supposed to be Vasilisas guardians. But... You come first to me. And it will never change. And if you don't want to be with me, just say it now. Because I'm giving up on Lissa." He said.

„What?" Lissa was his best chance. And he was leaving it. For me.

„I think I will try to get Christian. We could be together. If you want." He said, hesistantly.

I sat up. „Dimitri, are you crazy?! Of course I want to! You are genius! But... are you sure?"

„Yes, of course. For you, anything." He sat next to me. I sat so I was stradling his hips.

„I love you, Dimitri." I kissed him.

„I love you too, Roza." He murmured between kisses. „Wait, wait, wait. I want to ask you... since here in Baia it's safe and I can't hold back any longer, would you be my girlfriend? For Baia?" He held my hands in his. He was so beautiful.

„Of course! Dimitri, how stupid question!" I kissed him again. Inside of me, there were happy emotions and I felt like exploding.

After long, long time we finaly managed to get away from that cotage or whatever and went to his home, holding hands. He suddenly chuckled. „What? What is that?"

„I just slept with girl/woman I loved and she is my student. She agreed to be my girlfriend and we are together, just as my younger sister said." I thought about it and really, Viktoria always thought that something was going on between us. Clever girl. I chuckled too. „Oh, this is going to be fun."

Just as we came home, sunset was so beautiful... I kissed him. I heard footsteps behind us, but I didn't care. They ran away but I still didn't care. We stepped in. Belikovs family was just sitting to dinner. Dimitri hung his coat and I went to kitchen. There was one thing I had to do.

„Rose! Here you are! Please, come and eat with us!" shouted Olena. I felt Dimitris eyes on my back.

„It's okay. I just wanted to... apologize for the mess I did here. I'm sorry, it won't happen again."

„Oh, Rose, don't worry about that!" shouted Karolina and hugged me. Sonya, Viktoria and Olena followed. Paaul hung around my leg and whispered. „It's okay, Rose, I'll protect you." I had to smile. He was so cute!

After that, we sat to dinner. Yeva was looking strangely at me and Dimitri and I started to be worried. It seemed to be okay, until Paul spoke. „Mammy? Can boys eat girls face away?" Oh nooooo. That didn't look good. I suddenly realized who owned the footsteps outside.

„No, of course not, how did you-?"

„Uncle Dimka! I belive you didn't know it, but don't do that again. First, you are staring at her butt and now this! Poor Rose!"

I bet you already saw at least one film with scene where everybody stayed shocked, one with his fork half way to his mouth, one whos food fell back to plate and everybody just staring at each other. I didn't belive it actually existed, but it really did. Haha, funny.

„Wait... Paul, what do you mean?" asked Karolina.

„Well, I noticed Uncle Dimka staring at Roses butt and Rose told me that boys can't do it and she promised to warn him to don't do it anymore. Then, today, before they came I heard them outside. WhenI came to welcome them, he was eating her face! Or at least lips!"

Everybody was shocked again. Until Sonya spoke: „Dimitri...?"

„Ehm, you should know that... I'm in love with Rose." He said.

„Aaand, I'm in love with Dimitri." His hand snaked on the table and caught mine. I sqeezed it. Everybody stared at us, until Viktoria shouted. „I knew it! I knew it!" She jumped to us and hugged us, still murmuring I knew it.

Everybody then hugged us, congratulated us and Olena almost cried. „How long are you in love?"

„I think it didn't take long, I just knew her two ar three weeks when i was falling for her. Now it's month and..." he didn't finish, just pecked my lips.

„Same here." I smiled at him.

Someone slapped Dimitri across the face. Yeva. „That's for lying to me!" She actually could speak English!

„Lying?" I asked.

„Well, when we came here, Yeva asked me who is the woman because of I couldn't love Tasha. I said that no one and I lied."

„Well now we knoe the truth and that is important." Said Olena and gave a kiss on the cheek to each of us.

I again didn't know how to end this. Sorry. Please, tell me what you think about this. I got 100% from Geography (bless my great teacher, he never let me panick and ruin anything), so I'm better now and the story too. And I'm soooorryyy again. Love you all!

Bye, your

BelaRoza!