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Embry'sPOV
"Jacob, I don't think this is healthy. You've been out here for days without going home, no eating, and no sleep. Come on man you can't just stay here forever, and you know it. If it's not for you, then do it for Billy he needs you, he doesn't do well alone." I said
"It's easy for you to say. But I on the other hand am miserable, you have who you love and cherish. I don't. To tell you the truth I don't know how to function without her." He confessed.
"It's not the end of the world, get over her, she wasn't for you. You did it when the bloodsucker came back to her."
"You don't get it. I had a chance then but now I don't. She loves him and she's going to marry him and he's going to make her into one of them. That idea can't fit in my head. I always pictured myself with her. But now I don't know what do with myself. You don't know how much I want to hate her but I can't I love her too much. I can't go back and let everyone see like this, I'm not giving them that pleasure."
"Then don't, wallow in your heart break but you're going to have to come out from hiding someday. Why not let it be sooner rather than later." I said as I got up from the forest ground. I started my way home.
"Embry, wait… I guess you're right. I just hope I can find her, you know, the one I'm supposed to be with."
I smiled "Come on, man up!" he laughed. "Let's go."
"Hold on, do you realize that we've kinda been thinking this conversation not actually talking and I don't have any close to go back in. If I turn back to human I'll be kind of naked you know. I don't think it's legal for people to walk around like that."
"Fine I'll stop by and get you something. What do you want?" I asked.
"I don't think it matters just some jeans and a t-shirt." He thought. I waited. "I actually want to go home now, hurry up. I rolled my eyes and ran off to where I left my clothes.
Meanwhile back at Billy's house…….
BPOV
I'm a horrible, horrible person. I can't even believe myself. It's all my fault, I ruined his life. Oh god, everyone must hate me here. Stacy noticed my worried face. I still hadn't gotten used to her being around me. It kinda freaked me out.
"Bella, relax. I know what you're thinking and it's not your fault. It's just the way things are supposed to be." She said trying to comfort me, it didn't work.
"You don't understand the guilt I feel. It feels like I can't make a right choice. It's not like I'm regretting what I chose it's just that I love him too and I want him to be happy to find someone that's like what Edward is to me. But he's told me more than once that he's lost hope…..I feel more his….curse. And now this. He's probably in danger because of me. I wouldn't doubt that who ever is after Edward Jacob and you are trying to get revenge for something I probably don't even know about."
"Bella, get that idea out of your head. You can't live life blaming yourself for someone else's misery. Like I said things happen and nobody can stop or fix them. Just relax things have a way of fixing themselves. Just –" Everyone abruptly turned to the sound of someone coming in.
"Bella? What are you doing here? Don't take it the wrong way but seriously what are you doing here….Change your mind the night before the wedding?" Embry asked smiling. I really don't know how he meant that. Either he's pist-off because I ruined his best friend or he's got humor.
So I said "No, I need to talk to Jacob." He then acknowledged Stacy and Chris.
"Have ya'll been here before?" he asked curious
"Yes, we came to visit him a few weeks ago." Stacy answered .
"Sorry, Embry this is my sister. I know it sounds crazy but things happen. Anyway so, I really need to talk to him. I know I'm a horrible person for what I did to him. But this isn't personal. He's in danger and considering the things that have happened before it's probably my fault. So we need to figure things out, where is he?"
"Look Bella, I get that you're trying to keep him safe and all but I'm going to blunt about this. He's not going good at all, I'm not saying it's your fault but. Because it's really not, you can't control the way he's reacting to it all. But I don't think he's ready to see you yet let him heal. I know it sound corny and probably gay. But he's my best friend just give him time. I know he can get past this, but I don't think he does." I know he didn't mean to make me feel bad but all the same I did. He abruptly turned to Chris, I'm guessing he caught his scent. I not sure why he didn't before but whatever, the tension began to rise in the small house. Stacy got closer to him but neither of them relaxed.
"Embry, please. We're leaving, just chill out. He doesn't hunt people – "
"Well if he's one of them, then I don't understand why he's here."
"He's not a Cullen, but he does live their way of life. He's here just in case something happens. But it's late we should go."
"Maybe you shouldn't tell him but you should tell Sam."
"Okay, can you both wait here?"
"No, I told him I wouldn't leave you alone and I plan to do that."
"Chris, I don't think you understand. Embry held back, but Sam is the alpha and he follows the rules to every extent, which includes absolutely no vampires on the reservation. I'm sure he wouldn't appreciate you here."
"That's a risk I'm prepared to take. Neither of you are going any where without me."
I turned to Embry "It's his call. I'm not sure how he's going to react. Clearly he's not supposed to be here but whatever." As soon as he finished his sentence guess who came barging in the door?
