-ending chapter 6-

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... Why? Why do you care so much Tetsuya?

Truly, I'm happy for what you did, but it also makes my heart ache even more. I cannot be with you. We are standing in different worlds. I'm tainted. Underworld has been corrupting my soul completely.

I'm not Akashi Seijurou once you knew after all...

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-7-

Whispering right in Tetsuya's left ear I say "I'm sorry." Releasing him, I look into his eyes deeply. I wanna kiss, hug and make him mine. But I know it's a wise decision to avoid him, for his own sake. I don't think I can stand still if anything happens to him because of me, because I drag him along to my damn world.

"Your face..." suddenly Tetsuya caresses my cheek. I startle upon his sudden movement. And more surprised when Tetsuya's hand trails down to my neck, giving me damn sensation that could blank my mind. Shit. It feels good and makes me almost groaning out of loud. "Y-your neck too... W-why?" His last sentence and where his fingers stopped, realizing me what he talks about. He sees bandages wrapping me, maybe he found it when we hugged each other earlier, and he wants to know what had caused it. He knew I will never do something that could harm myself.

I take his hand, holding it tightly. "You better not know it, Tetsuya..." I say slowly and pull him closer, continuing it right in his ear with a hissing voice "Don't worry, I'm fine."

A second after I said those, a pitch scream echoes in Maji Burger followed with an earsplitting noises. "What is— Ah! Wait! Akashi-kun!" Tetsuya wavering shout fills my ears. I hustle him entering one of three rooms here, and lock him there.

Duk. Duk. Duk. "Akashi-kun!" Protests can be heard. Rupturing sound of twisted door knob's audible. It seems my beautiful bluenette tries to open this wooden door. "Akashi-kun what happen? Open this door please." Crack from his effortless to get out resounding. I grit my teeth. My body trembles hearing his plea. But I know better. That scream. That commotion outside is...

"Sei." A spiky silver haired boy steps in. His low voice so dangerous creates goosebumps effect. And maybe because his hazardous tone, Tetsuya rumbling tone wanes. This new comer cross his hand and lean his back to the doorsill. "Ambush." He said with a low tone and narrowing eyes as if asks me 'what will we do'.

"Evacuate all of uninvolved civilian." I give him advice calmly as I put out my gun from inside my suit. I cock it and eyeing the silvernette who remains silent. "Are you alone?"

"Yup. I left my squad when I knew you and Leenale didn't stay behind."

"Are you worried?"

"Who knows?" he raises one of his eyebrow and smirk scoffed me. "By the way Sei, do you mind if I do as I please to those bastards? So you can do your business with that bluenette"

"Wanna do something fun all alone?" I let smirk curve in my face, avenge his. I don't know since when he has been watching us till he knows Tetsuya presence, but I know what he want to do.

"You can say that."

"Don't overdo and don't leave a single trace at all."

"I won't."

"I take that as promise, Kill."

A second after, that silvernette vanished from my sight. I know he does something for all of people who dare to ambush me. He's one of my men, you know. And he's Killua Zoldyck after all.

I open the door, revealing Tetsuya stood there with a pale face. Quickly I grip Tetsuya's hand and drag to my car through the back door's maji burger. At the first, I could see fear in his eyes and some relief. But while he runs with me, I feel so strange. He doesn't asks me anything. He remains silent and tries to hide his eyes with his bangs.

I curse a lot looking at how many ambushers here to assassinate me. Oh man, I need to hide from them—and that was not me at all—to evade Tetsuya of danger. As I kick the back door, tons of bullets fly to me. Acting upon my reflexes, I toss myself to the ground and roll to dodge them. Fuck. As I thought, they have been blocking back doors too. Fortunately, I push Tetsuya in a steel case which is standing 3 meters before and made him promise not let a single sound out. A head of that damn fucking shit can fire again, I throw some daggers to them and even before they evade my daggers, I draw my gun hiring out bullets and make it hit them right in their vital organ….So they can die in peace at once.

Hemph! Even though you all could avoid my daggers, you would not well to shun the bullets, which follows it right 10 inches behind, right? Please don't underestimate me, you mortals. I wouldn't be Akaryuu leader if I couldn't do this simple movement, ba-ka.

"Sei-sama." Lenalee runs approaching me. I shift my head to see her. "Call the cleaner. Their dead body mustn't find with police. We can mill their body in milling company; contacts Doomoto Kaito for that part."

"Understood" She nods politely then glances at my surrounding. After a moment, she talks "I beg your forgiveness Sei-sama. Your friends, a moment before their ambush, I knocked them out and told Koga to put them in the nearer safe field."

As if I expected that, I just give a response "good" and turn away, leaving her.

"Tetsuya." I call out the name of my beloved one who's hiding inside the steel case calmly. Right now, I'm standing right beside that thing and hope Tetsuya will get out without asking me anything.

…One minute passes. He don't even make a single sound besides revealing himself.

"Tetsuya." I call him again.

And silence is what I got.

Leaning in its door, I knock that thing again. "Tetsuya, I know you're still here. Come out already, police will come here right away and I don't want you to get involved in it."

A soft crack makes some noises. The upper case opened and revealing certain bluenette that I love the most. His eyes full of tear and that fact shocking me. I adjust my stand and let my voice trembled when I ask "T-Tetsuya?"

Tetsuya don't answers my call, he just out from that cane while cries in silent without a little sob nor noises. His sadness eyes stab me badly, as if I do something so cruel to him, again.

"Sei." Without warning, a low voice trails behind Tetsuya. Rapidly Tetsuya spins his body, facing the silvernette who stand behind him with bloody hands.

I can see clearly shivers in Tetsuya body. Killua appearance scares him. Fear engulfs my bluenette. And I CAN SEE it clearly. As a result, Tetsuya respond realized me. His fear is real. His afraid-ness is inevitable. No one can stand calmly in front of a killer after all. No one could be.

No one.

Even its him.

I smile bitterly look at his trembling back. Slowly I step forward then hug him from behind. I don't know if he loves me or not, whether he likes my hug or not, I don't know and I don't care. I want to hug him tightly right now. Hug him with all of warmth that I've. Hug him before releasing him and leave him. Again. Well, we stand in a different world now.

"Don't worry Tetsuya. Don't be afraid. He won't touch you. I promise. The killer like him won't make a single step to touch you. Believe in me." I talk, reassuring my lovely bluenette. After two minutes of embracing him, I manage to stop his trembling. I turn his wrist then tilt his head, forcing him to face me.

"I won't forgive some tainted man like him nearing you." I take a deep breath, say again "And because of that, I think it's our actually 'good bye'. A tainted man like me should never beside you too." Lastly, I punch Tetsuya stomach hardly, make him spill out saliva and slowly drive him to an unconscious state.

I hold his limp body. Before I lift him up and bring him to my car in bridal style, I kiss his forehead full of love and say "I love you, Tetsuya. Good bye."]]

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Note :

Lee Lenalee — D'gray man

Koga — Inuyasha

Killua Zoldyck — HxH

Doomoto Kaito — Mermaid melody

a/n:

I'm sorry for my horrible sound effect there. please tell me what is the best sound effect to replace 'duk duk duk'. T^T