Day 7 - Eternity
Through the stars, snow and memories
I'm looking for your footprints
I lost you, lost you long ago, when you where born again under the bleeding sky. I'm searching, searching althrough, I know I won't be seing you around. The pure white of your untouched soul, went somewhere I will never go. In memories I hold onto you for long, and I look up at the stars, seing your scowling face. In snow so white, never to be, I'm still searching for your footsteps long lost along my darkness.
And I know, I just know I won't be seing you around, with your raven black hair, impalpable blue eyes, and innocence I will never have. 'cause I lost you, lost for eternity.
I pray you rest peacefully for all eternity
This is the middle of the dream
And I always look up through tear-filled orbs, grieving under the cruel gods, which let you go through the stained glass doors, where I was never meant to belong.
And I feel like this is all a dream, days pass and I never forget. Forget how you looked next to me. People ask, they don't know what's wrong, but my foged mind is somewhere else, somewhere I will never get.
And I always close my eyes, and I always pray that, now that I lost you, don't come back. Rest in peace, be loved, and never come back to me. 'cause if you do, I won't be able to let you go again, never again.
With wings that still can't fly, I run up the hill
When I stray from the path I close my eyes and keep going
Fighting, fighting is all I can do now, and I feel like my body isn't my own anymore. My innocence, which never was mine, is getting blacker, and with every second, I'm falling deeper into the abyss, going further away from you. And I run up the hill, trying to get back, everything to guide me back home, but my wings are stunned, my fate is sealed, and I'm bound to an eternity in oblivion, oblivion without you.
So I just go on, till I reach my purpose, to do as much as possibble before I meet my judge. And I close my eyes in fear, but don't stray from my path, I won't see you again anyway.
Someday everything will return to what it was
I whisper to me every night, but going to bed and waking up, I know It is a lie. Trying to forget what comes after this life, but never leaving my mind, the eternity won't let me get back, to the days that were before.
The one place on top of the sky
is peacefully within you
And I didn't care where we were, I didn't care what we did, as long as I was with you. I was me, and you were you, and we had our place in this world. And I thought we would always be together. But the one place on top of the sky, wasn't for both of us.
'Go' I whispered, as you wouldn't go, 'Please, and I'll feel the peace within you' is what I said, and you obeyed for once. Moyashi, you called me, and I couldn't stop the tears. I kissed your bloody lips one more time, closed eyes awaiting me.
Now that you're gone, now that I'm alone, I can't help but want you back, never to let you go again, 'stay with me here, please don't go' to say instead.
Trusting the future after the light in good hands
That is all I want, my heart to never know what lies ahead. That's another thing I won't get, as I can see the oblivion hanging around guilty neck. No light, and no darkness, just me, me alone without memories of Yuu.
Through the dreams, love and emotion
I'm looking for your footprints
Leaving behind the light of eternity
And I'm not giving up, always trying to get away. I'm searching through dreams about you, remembering your love and my emotions. And I'm searching for salvation, to guide me to you, but the light never breaches my view. And I know, I just know, I won't be seing you around.
But at least, I have one last memory of you, the one i will never forget, the one of an angel with unwavering wings, which I'll carry with me through this eternity of oblivion.
With your unwavering wings
May you have eternal love.
AN: So people, I hope you like my last entry! I think it's one of the best chapters! Sorry for the long wait.. I had it already written, but I wasn't home so I couldn't post it! I wanted to thank my readers and the ones that reviewed:
Cassie Chann
The Hungry Hybrid
Chaillot!
See you!
