Alex's heart was beating a mile a minute. Amanda was in the background, in the crowd behind Sean. What's going on? Why is Sean on TV with Amanda?

"Sean Pierce, the son of the now deceased senator Madeline Pierce, has come to the presses with an announcement that he believes will change the world," the news reporter said.

The camera made a close up on Sean as he began to give his speech. "People of America, many of you may have known my mother Madeline Pierce. She was a great leader of our people, even if many people thought otherwise. She loved everyone, even when they messed up and were sorry."

Suddenly, out of nowhere there was a gun shot.

Time felt as if it was standing still for Alex. Her heart fell to the bottom of her stomach. She watched as Sean fell to the ground. Her hand covered her mouth in shock. People were screaming and running around, but the news caster stayed there. "Sean Pierce has been shot!" you could tell he was scared, "there was a gun fire of some sort most likely it come from one of the buildings behind me."

There were so many sirens in the background. Cops were rushing around, medics were racing to Sean. Alex shook her head in disbelief. How could this happen? Did Amanda find out that she told Nikita? How? This wasn't supposed to happen. It's all my fault.

Alex's eyes were glued to the TV. The camera man zoomed in on Sean. It was hard to see Sean through all the chaos. When there finally was a clearing she saw Sean. He wasn't moving, medics were signaling for help. "We're losing him, we need more help," you could barely here one a say.

Alex fell to her knees. She was watching the man she loved lose his grip on life. She gained the strength to reach for the phone. She started to dial, but stopped. Why would Nikita help me? I destroyed the one she loved. Why would she help me save the man I love?

She grabbed her car keys, and ran out the door. She rushed to her car and raced to division. She kept the news coverage playing on the screen of the car. "I've just got word that Sean Pierce is being rushed to the hospital in critical condition. The only information that has been released, is that the bullet punctured a major artery," the reporter said.

With that statement, Alex floored the gas petal. She didn't care about any of the cops, she just wanted to get to Division.

Once she got to Division she leaped out of her car. Her feet felt as if they couldn't move fast enough. She went in the elevator and down to the armory. Tears seemed to appear on her face, but she knew there was no time for that. She suited up with weapons, when the earpiece that was in her pocket buzzed. She put it her ear, and heard a voice that made her heart rage with hate. "Hello Alex. I assume you've heard the news."

"Amanda I swear you better start running. The moment I catch you, you are going to feel more pain then you can ever imagine," hatred consumed Alex's voice.

"Oh Alex, I'm not going to run. Have you forgotten that I can drop you at any moment?" she paused to rev in the satisfaction, "I told you not to tell Nikita, and you did. So I kept my side of the terms. But poisoning him would be too simple. No, I decided to make it more of a statement."

Alex knew what she had to do. Nothing was going to stop her. She loaded up all her guns. She was done with Amanda, she couldn't bother to hear another word of her harassing voice. Alex took out the earpiece and threw it on the floor. With so much anger built up, she smashed it with her foot. She left the armory. She was so focused on getting Amanda that she ran into someone. She looked up to see Owen standing there with a worried face. He was hiding something behind his back.

"I heard what happened with you and Nikita. Are you ok?"

Alex was in a hurry and didn't have time for this. "It will be after I leave for Amanda".

Alex rushed past Owen. Unexpectedly she felt him grab her hand. His fingers interlocked with hers. "Tell me what you're going to do," he said soothingly, "If you're going to meet Amanda let me go with you."

"This is my problem not yours, I need to finish it on my own," for a moment Alex forgot about the rage, and felt defeated. How could all this happen? It was just the other day everything was ok. I was on drugs but it was still better than the feeling of uselessness.

Alex untied her fingers from Owens and walked away. She looked back to see Owen bring a rose out from behind him and look at it. He was the only one who wasn't hurt, she cared for him to much to see him in pain. She knew he would just get hurt, like everyone else if he helped her.

She went to the garage and started the car. The news came back on. "I've just received word about Mr. Sean Pierce. I'm afraid the bullet hit his collar bone and the fragments of the bone punctured his major vane. He died during the operation to remove the fragments."

Alex's heart stopped, it was filled with grief and suffering. He can't be gone. He couldn't have died. They were supposed to be together. All the disagreements we had, all the arguments, why? I could have done more.

Alex had put the car in reverse and left Division. She began to see raindrops fall onto her car. Her cheeks were smothered with tears. She had to wipe her eyes every few minutes just to see the road. "Alex come in," She heard the car speakers say, "Its Nikita. What are you doing?"

"I'm going after Amanda. She killed him Nikita. She killed Sean!"

There was a sudden silence between them. "We know about the capsule of poison. Birkoff found the signal Amanda is using to control it. Birkoff can't terminate it. If you go there Amanda can and will kill you."

"Because of her I have hurt everyone I love. I have hurt you, Michael, and now Sean is dead. I'm not going to let her live and get away with this," she clenched her gun tightly.

"Alex we can figure out a way to get Michael's memory back. Just turn the car around."

There was a pause. Nikita was waiting for a response. "Alex, going there is suicide. You go there and there's no way you can survive." There was silence. "Alex!" Nikita yelled with worry.

Alex took a deep breath, "I know."

A/N: So i have decided on a few things. There might be only 2-3 chapters left in this story. sry im just out of ideas :(. but i hope i can make a different Nikita story thats even better. Will Amanda live or die, im going to let you guys decide. Vote yes or no in the reviews or Pm me. Thanks again to everyone who reads this story. you guys make my day :)))