So, this is the next chapter. Nothing really happens its just like a filler I guess.
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Need to be Safe.
I ran. I couldn't stop. Just keep running. Don't look back.
" Ava, come back your nothing without me!" he screamed. He wouldn't stop chasing me.
"Leave me alone! I don't need help! You've done enough!" I was breathless. But I kept running. I feel waiting for the impact of the ground. There I was on the floor. He walked closer I grimaced at the smile of his face.
"Stay away! Please just leave. I don't need your help." I shrieked. He came down on his knees and just looked at me.
" Im sorry." He said with no sadness in his voice. I was disgusted.
"Ava!" No, no leave me alone! Please. Please. Leave me be.
"Ava!" No. "Wake up!" wake up? No I don't want to. I cant face him.
"Ava I know your awake your twitching" I heard a voice above me. I don't want to open my eyes. Im perfectly fine in Darkness. " Ava?" Her voice was recognizable. I opened one eye and grimaced at the light entering my eye. Too light.
I groaned. I don't need this.
" Oh thank god!" I felt a sudden pressure on my body. But it was comforting. I opened my eyes to see a certain Brown haired, blue eyed girl. I sighed.
"Mel?" I tried to sit up but felt a rush of pain in my leg.
"Don't try to sit up. You're a bit damaged" You can say that again. I looked around in more depth to see a big clean white room with curtains the same shade as the floor, Chrystal white. I looked down at my leg and saw it hanging on something just floating in the air with support.
"Where am i?" I asked full of confusion expecting an answer. Mel sighed and looked at me with humour in her eyes.
"you don't remember?" she asked more humour coming into her voice. "You're in the hospital. You nearly got run over by a bus! But some guy saved you. I told you I can take care of myself and you're the one that gets run-over by a bus!" I stared at her. Everything rushing back to me.
The last thing I heard was tyre screeches. I looked to my side and saw a big red bus with Rocko at the wheel trying to steer. It came so fast I didn't have time to react. Until I felt a massive thump on my body as I was dragged to the ground skidding on the pavement and knocked my head on the pavement lamppost knocking me unconscious. The last thing I saw was Collin on top of me looking at me with sadness. And the road shredded to pieces.
I gasped. How did he do that? No one can physically push me out the way after they were on the other side of the road. While shredding the road to pieces! I have to find a explanation and I wont give up till I do.
"How did you get here?" I asked. Surely she would've been in school and find out tonight when she comes home.
She looked down blushing.
"Carlisle found me…at school…at told me what happened." She said. But somehow I wasn't true if that was the whole truth. But I've got too much going on to find out. At that moment Carlisle walked through the door towards me walking with such grace I could never master. This seemed to tense Mel I looked at her confused by her change of position. I shrugged it off anyway.
" Hello Ava." He said giving me a sad look. I wondered why?
"hi" I said. " what's up doc?" I asked trying to keep the atmosphere at least a little happy. He laughed a musical laugh.
" Im fine thank you Ava. But the real problem is you" jeez thanks. Im flattered. "You seem to have a slight fracture on you leg but it would get better in about 2 weeks maybe less depends on the person." He said seriously putting on a doctor voice. It so funny when you know a person as one thing and when in a completely different atmosphere you they change completely. I shuddered remembering something.
"Cool" I said. I wasn't really that bothered. I heard somewhere the more exercise you do the quicker you heal.
He laughed. "When do you think I will be able to go?" I asked truly curious. Hospitals freak me out. That's part of the reason I don't visit it a lot.
"Oh probably tonight. I'll have to keep checking up on you which is pretty simple as I live near you and know where you live so I can let you out earlier." He said with a sparkling smile. I nodded and he said one last bye and left the room. A nurse came in several of times checking up on me which got annoying as Mel kept smirking in the corner reading a magazine. Mel left a little while later after the last checkup before I can go.
"Im going to get a drink. You want one?" She asked half way out the door. I shook my head. I didn't really feel like a drink.
I just sat in my room playing that scene over and over again trying to think of a explanation.
" There you are!" said a friendly voice I recognized so much. I smiled and opened my eyes to see Connor looking at me with concern.
"Connor im fine!" His face didn't budge. I just laughed and looked behind him to see Chris, Jennifer, Megan, Joey, and Aston. Chris had a bunch of red flowers in his hand with a big smile on his face. He came forward and handed me the flowers.
" These are for you!" He said after placing the flower to the side of my bed after he figured out it wouldn't fit into my lap. I smiled. " im really sorry to hear about your leg" Megan said not really with much concern at all in her voice just joy. She thinks im 'stealing' Collin from her. Please, she can have him. He's too confusing for my good. "…You're not going to be able to come to school!" Meg finished. I must of dozed off because I didn't catch half of that.
" Oh no, I am. Im getting let go today. They're giving me some drugs and crutches to make my leg heal faster" I said with a smirk. HA that'll show her! Her face fell but she kept the smile on.
"Oh! That's…GREAT!" she said. Pfttt yeah right. At that moment Mel came through the door and plopped down on the chair in the corner and started flipping through her magazine while sipping her drink without a care in the world. I giggled and coughed. She looked up half way through sipping her drink. She laughed and put the drink back on the ground followed by the magazine. She walked over to me and shoved Connor out the way and sat at the side of my bed.
"What?" she said her eyes big with a big smile on her face. Obviously she knows there are people here.
"Guys, this is Mel my annoying sister im stuck with!" I said while giving her a shrug and we laughed together. Connor joined in while the others just stared.
"What about your parents?" Jennifer asked with her nasal voice. I looked at her smiling.
"What about them?" Mel asked. Oh no! don't tell them. Don't tell them!
" Well its just that they're not here to see you!" she said with a confused look. I looked at Mel and she gave me a confused look.
" They're.." She started but I interrupted her before she could say anymore.
"…at work…in London….for a business trip…they called me just a minute ago" I said giving Mel a pleading look. Please don't tell them. She seemed to have caught on but the others didn't. Except maybe for Connor but she just shrugged it off.
"Yeah. Yeah they're in London." She said a tad confused but playing along anyway. They all just looked between us and just shrugged.
A minute after talking about what I missed at school including the drama after of everyone saying I jumped in front of the bus to me being superman. At that I laughed at that and of course denied it while everyone laughed at they're stupidity of believing it minus Connor of course he just laughed at THEY'RE stupidity. They all said they're 'bye's and left the room in silence with just me and Mel.
"Why'd you lie?" said Mel quietly looking down at her hands playing with my bruised ones.
"I had too. I didn't want….I just need a new slate and don't need the sympathy of everyone" I said. That isn't strictly true but she doesn't have to know the truth. It's better if she doesn't.
"Oh. You're going to tell them though right?" She said looking into my eyes. I can't lie too her again.
"Yes. Sometime." I said. If it gets out miraculously. Which I doubt because I won't tell anyone easily. She nodded and lay her head on my chest listening to my steady heartbeat. We just sat there in silence thinking of how messed up our lifes are. I just wish she could've grown up in a better family and with a better life. Im so sorry Mel. So sorry.
As I walked out the hospital on my own struggling with my crutches and bag I felt the cool air on my face. I breathed it in enjoying for once in my life. Mel went home because she was too tired and said she had too much homework. I let her go on the bus and lent her some money because she said she forgot hers. Weird. I swear I gave her some this morning. As I hopped to the bus stop I saw a certain tall windswept hair guy. Collin. I had to get some answers.
I rushed over to him as fast as I could breathing heavily. He must of heard he as he turned around wide eyed and then groaned. I looked to the side of him and saw Bella and Rosalie fighting over something.
"its happened before…" "…..private….." "….turned out good…." "cant trust…." I heard small parts of sentences I rushed forward to hear more but was too late seeing as Collin coughed and Bella and Rosalie looked up. Bella smiled.
" Hey Ava, hows you leg?" Bellas musical voice said. She looked down and the smile faded. " oohh. That must hurt" she said with sympathy.
" no, not really. They gave me drugs so the pains numbing" she looked up and made a O shape with her lips. I laughed and looked at Rosalie and saw her debating with herself while looking at my leg. " Hi, im Ava." I said struggling to reach out my hand. But it just stayed there she just stared at it until Bella gave her a nudge.
"Rosalie." She said looking away from my eyes. What I do? I looked at Collin and saw him staring at me with pain in his eyes. I gave him a confused look but shrugged and carried on talking like nothing was wrong.
" Hey Collin, can I talk to you?" He seemed to have snapped out of his trance and looked at me in the eyes. They suddenly turned darker and for some reason I wasn't scared it was like I knew why but I didn't. ARGHH this is so confusing. "please?" I asked my voice going quieter.
"Fine." He said but looked to Bella who gave him a encouraging nod like she knew what to do in these situations. I gave one last smile to Bella and led the way. Collin walked in front of me overtaking my lead to make him lead the way. OH NO! I put my hand out and stopped him his body stiff like stone but I just ignored it.
" oh no! not this time buddy, im leading the way or ill have another broken leg" I said. He just smirked and stood still for me to lead the way. He put one hand out and gestured for me to continue. I just rolled my eyes and carried on.
" Your leg isn't technically broken" He said behind me his breath close to my neck. I gave a shaky laugh. Oh god! What is this boy doing to me? He's going to be the death of me I swear.
" yes, but yours will be if you don't shut up and walk." I said turning around and smiling.
"Doubt it." He said with a shrug. I just rolled my eyes and continued while he smirked behind me. I stopped at the end of the car park where hardly anyone goes so we can have some privacy. I turned around steadily hopping on my crutches and looked up into his eyes. I gasped. Oh god his eyes are even more beautiful close up. I just gulped and tried to make my insane thoughts go away. "what?" he said looking into my eyes. It was like he could see inside me. Like every thought, and meaning he could see.
"how did you push me out the way?" I asked directly. I only had a little bit of time and im not going to waste it with drabble.
" what do you mean?" he said his voice worried.
" what do you mean what do I mean? I mean you were all the way on the other side of the car park I was on the freaking road and you PUSHED me OUT the WAY!" I said
" Did i?" He asked. Oh! He's just trying to think im delusional isn't he? Creep!
" YES you did! I saw it. I wont tell anyone because I think im going cooky anyway so no-one will believe me even if I tried" he smiled and I carried on " I need to know. Im sick of staying in the dark I really am! No one tells me anything anymore because its 'not safe' or 'I wont get it'" my voice lowered as I looked him in the eyes "please?" I asked making my eyes go bigger.
"I wish I could" he finally managed to say " I really do because I feel I can trust you, but this one you'll have to figure out on your own" He said looking down " Im sorry." He kept looking down my eyes were wide. He wants to tell me? And for some reason I feel happy about that. That he wants to tell me and is telling the truth about trusting me. I nodded.
"ok." I said he looked up with a smile on his face. He is so cute! " Only if you say hi to me in English?" I said with a smirk. He laughed a musical laugh and nodded.
" Deal" He said raising his hand out. I looked down on it and smiled. HE TRUSTS ME! He really trusts me! But the question is do I trust him?
" Deal" I said and took his hand in mine. His hand was ice cold and made me shiver. But I didn't mind in some way it made me feel warm. What is this boy doing to me? He jerked his hand away after remembering something and rubbed the back of his neck.
" well ill just go then" he said turning on his heel. For some reason it ached me to see him go. No don't go I wanted to scream but knew I couldn't so just said
" Yeah. Well, see you in English!" I shouted " and don't forget our deal!" I said with a laugh. He turned and laughed too.
"Don't YOU forget our deal! And try not to hurt yourself its annoying" he said with a smirk. I just stuck my tongue out and waved my hand and hobbled away to my stop.
I don't know why but I smiled all the way there. Collin is not good for me I swear. He makes me happy and I just CANT stay angry with him its physically impossible. I better stay away though. I trust people too easily. I need to be more careful.
I need to be safe.
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