Glorfindel:

I watch Elrond wrap up our third born child then look towards my mate. He reaches out towards our baby and then his hand drops to the bed as his eyes shut and he goes still. Panic goes through me and I grip his hand.

"Erestor? Erestor..come on..my love?" I gently pat his face with my hand and another healer comes over to feel his heart rate.

"My Lord his heart beat is low. He lost alot of blood"She frowns and my friend quickly hands the baby off to Elladan who hurries to another room. Elrond pressed the back of his hand to Erestors forehead.

"Come on, my friend. You can pull through. Your children need you" He whispers and orders the other healers to quickly clean up while he fills a bowl of water and dabs my mates forehead and face "His heart still beats. Slow but it is there. We could have lost him"

"Will he be ok? The babies need him..I need him" I stroke his hair as he remains motionless with his eyes closed "What do I do?"

"I will do everything I can, Glorfindel" Elrond tires to offer me a small smile "Let me get him comfortable and in a clean bed. I will call if something happens. Go see your children. They need their Ada as well"

"Please be alright" leaning down I kiss Erestors still lips and a young healer leads me away. She takes me into a room where Elladan is leaning over a small bed that has two others beside it. He looks up and motions me close.

"You did not get to meet this one yet. Another boy" He moves away from the bed and I look inside. The small baby inside lays asleep. He is dressed in a to big one piece outfit and on his head is dark hair. Just like Erestor. Beside that bed another holds our daughter. She has her own pink clothes on and moves her head to look around. Our first son is also awake and moving his arms.

"Can i hold one?"

"Glorfindel..You are their father. You dont need to ask. Which one?" Elladan smiles and glances at the babies.

"The dark haired. We have yet to met" I look in to the bed again to look at the tiny child. Elladan reaches into the bed and takes the sleeping baby into his arms then hands him to him. With a little help I am holding my son perfectly. The baby yawns and opens his eyes look at me. Bright gold just like my lovers "Hello..I am Glorfindel. Your Ada. You look just like Erestor"

Holding him with one arm I touch his small hand with my finger and his hand wraps around it. His eyes close again as he falls back to sleep. Most likely tired from his journey here. Elrond peeks into the room and waves his hand for me to see him. I take my son with me as I enter back into Erestor's room. Everything is moved and cleaned. Windows open to let the sun in but Erestor lays there. Thankfully I can see his chest moving.

"I looked him over. He is very, very lucky. We were able to stop the bleeding we found and he should recover though I do not know when he will wake. Could be soon but he should. I recommend being at his side. Talk to him. tell him of the babies. it may help" My friend pats my shoulder and looks at my son in my arms "healthy looking children. Even with being early. Go..Sit with him"

I take my son over and sit in the big chair beside Erestors bed. His face is pale but calm.

"My love.." I touch his hand with my free one and Elrond leaves us to give me some alone time "I have our youngest son. He and the other two are perfect and well. The one I hold looks just like you and i wish for you to wake up so you could see. we need you, my love. Our babies need you"
I watch Erestor hoping to see something .

Moving closer I sit on the bed and gently lay the baby beside Erestor. The child moves his hands in his sleep and one touches his mother.

"See my love? The baby wants you. Can you wake for the babies, my Sparrow?"

Together the child and I sit with Erestor for a little while until Elrond quietly comes into the room to get me as my son needs to feed. I press a kiss to Erestor's forehead and take the baby back into the next room with his siblings. The other two are already in the arms of wet nurses and Elrond takes the one I hold and hands him off as well. I take a seat and watch the three she-elfs with my children.

They smile and coo at the babies while telling me how perfect they are as they feed. My heart is heavy for my love and my children. I should be overjoyed at their birth but I cannot bring myself to smile. Erestor should be feeding the children. Erestor should be holding them and helping me name them. Erestor should be awake. Elrond comes over and places a hand on my shoulder.

"He is in good hands, my friend. You must keep strong for him and the babies. Once they have eaten I want you to get some rest. I k now you'll want to stay close so I have had a cot brought to Erestors room"

"Thank you, Elrond. You are the greatest healer I know. I know you will take care of him. How are my children?"

Elrond pulls up a chair and sits beside me as he looks over a chart.

"For being a month early all three are small but that was also sure to happen with them being triplets. Your daughter is completely healthy and the same with your first born son. The last boy however is smaller then his siblings. Maybe he got the most of Erestor's genes. I am not sure. But they are eating very well" Elrond nods towards the nurses and looks back at the chart " I am thinking you and Erestor conceived two sets of twins and the one that was lost would have been like your youngest son. I am also thinking that the miscarriage helped in how Erestor is now. He does have a fever but we are keeping it down well"

"I just would like him to be awake and well. This is not how I saw the birth of my children"

"It is hard I know. Everything will be alright. I promise"