My mind have been through an almost never ending battle since the (shitty) convention with the 'douche bag creep' at the party. His grinning face, looking at me like he knew exactly what our relationship was. Stating that we were 'in love'. Since that meeting I've been thinking about this matter almost non stop. We hadn't talked anything for weeks, and I have avoided practice and school as much as possible. I had battled with myself about my feelings for Wakamatsu. I hadn't gotten that far on the subject though. I did know that 1) I cared for him even if I liked it or not 2) I didn't feel 'comfortable' with him dating or being around any types of freaks.
Now we were back to being friends again I guess. I had made peace with him and he didn't seem angry with me anymore. Though it had been quite awkward at first it soon came back to normal. We talked and hanged out on our spare time, and he came up to the school roof on his lunch. He even convinced me to play some one-on-one sometimes (though we both know who would be the winner). It had been quite a long time since I've had a friend this close... Except Satsuki then, but she was a girl and a childhood friend, she was more like an sister to me. Speaking of the pink haired girl, I was a little worried about her, now when me and Wakamatsu have become friends, I thought she would miss my company… but she didn't seem that bothered about not seeing me as much as usually. Maybe she used her new found free time to try to meet up with Tetsu? I wouldn't be suprised, since I knew how much she liked him. Though I doubt she have any chance with him, he don't seem like the… romantic type as to say. But who knows?
Today it was Monday, me and my loud-mouthed friend had spent the weekend in his apartment and today we had agreed (as usual) that he would come up to the roof during lunch. Our promised meeting was pretty much the only reason I got up and dragged my ass off to school today.
My first class was math (what a bother, really...), for once I wasn't the last one inside the class room, and I actually got there 5 minutes before it started. Satsuki brightened up slightly when she placed her eyes on me, she must have been waiting for me to arrive. I yawned and dragged my feet over to the place next to her. She bent over and whispered to me
"Oh so you decided to come today?"
"Hmm?" she didn't look or sound angry at all, by this time she usually was already scolding me about skipping classes and practice and what not. What was going on? "Yeah I did…" I answered slowly and a bit unsure.
"That's great! Any special reason?" She gave me a fast wink when she said 'special', at least I think she did, it happend so fast. The hell was she implying here?
"Not really… why the fuck are you asking me that? Should there be one?" I growled to her.
"Mm, no just asking~" She almost sang her reply to me. I was just going to snarl an remark back to her when our teacher entered the room. The shitty class was about to begin.
Nothing much happend during math, the teacher just went through some equations on the board and then we continued in our own books. I didn't really understand much but I wrote down some answers I thought should be right. The first class was over with and I was already dead tired and bored as all hell. I considered skipping the rest of the day and just go to the roof top and sleep. Though before I could make my way there Satsuki took a hold of my arm.
"Where are you going?" She said angrily. Why did I have to answer her? She already knew where I was going.
"To America, where do you think i'm going?" I could easily just shake her hand off and leave but that took too much energy and I was already tired so I waited till she let go herself. She didn't like my sarcastic answer at all and I saw her puff up her cheeks for a second which she usually did before she screamed (in anger). Wonderful, here it comes. I closed my eyes and waited for her to start, but for some reason nothing happend. She didn't even say a word. I opened my eyes again and glanced at her. For some odd reason she was smiling at me happily. What the fuck was up with her today?
"So you're going to the roof? Is there maybe someone you're gonna see there later?"
"Why do you care?" I said coldly, I didn't like her smug look, I would like her scolding better right now. She let go of my arm suddenly and turned around to walk back to the class room.
"No reason! Don't forget to eat something later, alright?" she waved and then she was gone. I thought I knew Satsuki but still sometimes she could be so confusing. But right now I was way too tired to think about her so I made my way up to my destination.
I watched the white clouds drift by slowly above me. The sun was hidden behind a big building further away, which was great, I didn't have to become blinded by it. It was just the right temperature and light for a nap. I closed my eyes and let myself fall asleep.
Funny, it was completely black, not a single light anywhere. Where was I? I opened my mouth and tried to say something, nothing. I tried screaming, but still nothing. What was this, had I lost my voice? Was I still on the roof? Was anyone else here? Suddenly an light appeared before me. Inside those lights Wakamatsu was standing. He didn't show any signs of emotions and he was looking right at me. But no, not quite at me, it was like he didn't see me, he looked through me. I had a bad feeling. I wanted to go up to him and tell him to come with me and leave this place but I couldn't move, and I couldn't speak. All I could do was observe him from where I was standing. Slowly something came creeping up from behind him, from the darkness behind him he came. With his hair as black as the darkness behind him, though this time he didn't wear his sunglasses. Now I could see his brown eyes... No they weren't brown, they looked red, and they almost glew. A mocking smile on his face as his hands crept up over Wakamatsu's body. Those red eyes was looking at me, he didn't speak but his eyes said enough to me. 'You can't do anything' they said 'You're powerless', his long sticky looking fingers wandered up his shirt. I wanted to scream at him to stop, to get off him! He wasn't allowed to do this! Wakamatsu's eyes was lifeless, like a dead fish. And he was crying, calling for me. 'Aomine'. I couldn't help him. 'Aomine!' I couldn't save him. 'Aomine!' Couldn't, couldn't couldn't...
"Aomine!" Wakamatsu was above me, looking down at me. I could hear my own heart in my ear and I was almost hyperventilating. My mind was working at full speed, where the hell was I? Was he okay? Before I knew it I had grabbed my confused friend and I held him close to myself.
"Wh-what is it?" he mumbled against my chest.
"Are you alright?" my whole head was spinning, but I was able to ask him the most important thing.
"Y-yeah, i'm fine. It was all just a dream." He put his hand on my arm and moved around in small circles. Both his answer and his action succeeded to calm me down. But I still didn't let go of the older boy, and thankfully he didn't complain. "It must have been a bad dream. I got up here and you were mumbling things and moving around. I should have woke you up sooner…" He trailed off.
"Don't worry. Sorry for scaring you." I whispered into his blonde hair. "I'm okay now" I looked up at the clouds above us that was drifting by slowly. The sun had come up from behind the big building and was now shining in my eyes, what a bother.
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And that's it for this chapter. I know it's a little late but I'd like to wish you all a happy new year, and thank you for reading. Every review/fave/follow I get means a lot~
And I want to apologize for any errors (as always) I don't have any beta reader, so please no flames or anything? Alright?
I'm still thinking about what will happen next… sooner or later there will happen some romance, but since both of these guys are idiots… it might be later I dunno yet XD
Anyway next chapter will be out as soon as possible (as usual, though i'm slow).
- Miranda
