A/N: Sorry it's been a couple of weeks. I just finished up my story MOMENTS. Still gathering research for my WWII story. May pump out one of my other AU stories in the meantime after NOW is complete. PLEASE REVIEW. This story should have way more reviews for the amount of alerts so please show it some love as it nears the end. Probably only 5-6 chapters left, if that. Enjoy!

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Chapter 7

Payson POV

Packing for this trip is always an ordeal. I try not to pack a lot so I don't have to drag it. Mom's free laundry service is always appreciated. I glance out my window and see Jade in hers, still running around packing too. We're both excited to get back to District 4 for two reasons. One, we've only been able to make love a few times in the past year because our father's are totally onto us and two, we're going to finally ask if we can marry. We're not stupid. We know the shit is going to hit the fan.

It's not uncommon for teenagers to marry at sixteen. Life is pretty simple here since the rebellion. We grow up, go to school, master in a trade, get married, start a family, travel. The only difference is that we don't starve to death from hunger or die from sickness as easily as before. Marriage at a young age is not discouraged for two more reasons. One, our population dwindled during the rebellion and two, the Capitol would rather have a couple married than not if their sexual relationship resulted in a pregnancy.

The tough part is that our parents accept and support our relationship, but don't think of us as being sixteen and in love. They've done their best to keep our hormones in check by watching us practically round the clock. I know that I have Uncle Gale's favor. It's just that Jade is his little girl and it's natural for him to want to protect her. Jade and I don't want to go behind their backs and have a toasting. They would respect our toasting if we did it, but we want to be cool about it.

I take a deep breath and hope for the best. No matter what, I'm putting my foot down this summer. I am going to make this happen for us. No point denying what is inevitably, our future.

Katy POV

I can barely breath I'm so excited. I can't wait to see Finn. All the texting and sexual tension through it has amp-ed up this trip. We've been dating for six months now. Finn had wanted to wait until this summer to ask me out but his unexpected trip to District 12 for the winter break set the wheels in motion before he planned.

We had been texting, flirting if you will, when we both confessed that we liked each other. We got to talking about how I've never been kissed and he had only kissed a girl once and it didn't go well. He said we would know if it was right when we kissed for the first time.

I admitted that I couldn't wait to see him to find out and he told me to open my door. Oh my god! My heart was in my throat as soon as I read it. I got up from my bed, tried to fix myself up in two seconds and opened the door. There he was on the other side of it. Sandy hair and green eyes, tan, like a sun god. I couldn't breathe. He smiled wide at me and then took a step towards me, placed his right hand on my cheek and put his lips to mine.

I caught fire. Seriously, I think I smelled smoke.

Now I know what my mother meant whenever she told stories about how my father set her on fire. I am overwhelmed by this feeling. Is this feeling right? It certainly feels right. My god he smelled awesome. I lean up on my tip toes and Finn opens my mouth with his tongue. My knees give out. No wonder Payson and Jade are always trying to sneak away to be alone. This feels like heaven. I put my arms around Finn and pull him to me. I hear the door click behind us.

We just stand there kissing. I begin to feel comfortable and attempt to push my tongue into Finn's mouth. He moans when mine rubs his. He smells so good. I don't ever want to stop kissing him. He has his arms around me now, holding me close. I'm so lost in the moment that I don't hear the footsteps in the hallway. The door opens and my father bears witness to our kiss before we break away. I don't know what to say. Finn clears his throat and holds onto my hand.

"Hello Peeta, it's good to see you." Finn says. I think my father just had a heart attack.

Our overnight train is going to be leaving soon. Grandpa Haymitch and Grandma Effie are already downstairs and ready to go. Mom and Dad are ready. I have a few more personal items to pack and then I do my annual hop on my suitcase to get it to close. I'm ready to see Finn again.

When I get downstairs, I find Payson there already and the Hawthornes. Looks like everyone is there and waiting on me. We walk to the train station and board as normal. Once I'm seated on the train and in motion I text Finn.

K: on my way

F: so you're about 12 hours away. Time is gonna drag.

K: it is what it is. Are your parents cool about us?

F: they're supportive. Said they'd help bring your parents around if they freak out.

K: my father probably thinks the kiss was a one time deal. We never spoke about it.

F: well, I think we just need to behave and they'll be cool

K: what if I don't want to behave?

F: 11 hours 52 minutes. You're killing me.

K: lol

Peeta POV

It's not too long since boarding, that dinner is going to be served. Katniss and I are in our room washing up for dinner when she comes up behind me and wraps her arms around my waist. "Hey beautiful." I greet her and turn around to capture her lips with mine. She pulls my neck down, forcing our kiss to deepen. This can only mean one thing.

I back her up to the wall and her legs instinctively wrap around my waist. I run my hands up over her thighs, grateful that she wore a sundress for the journey. I'm already hard. She turns me on in ways I still can't believe, even after all these years. I pull her panties off and then rub the little nub at her folds, feeling her wetness all over my fingers. I press myself into her and we both break the kiss and gasp. What is it with us and train sex? I thrust into her, taking my time but it's not long before I reach her special spot and I feel her walls close in around me, bringing us both to the edge. When Katniss comes, I am right there with her, spilling my seed into her.

She always feels so good. I love her to death but when our pure primal lust takes over, I swear I could never live a day without her. We were made for each other and I don't ever want to be without her. Not now, not ever. I swear we're going to be one of those old couples that die within moments of each other. I set her down on her feet but she grabs onto me, her knees weak like jelly. I laugh at the thought that I still do that to her. It's such a sexy, satisfying feeling that your wife still wants to fuck you senseless every five minutes after nearly twenty years together.

I kiss her ear and then trail soft wet kisses to her cheek, down to her neck and contemplate leaving a love mark. Katniss runs her hands through my blonde curls and her fingertip lingers at the base of my neck after rubbing my earlobe. I don't know why we ever bother getting dressed. I unzip her dress and let it fall to the floor. I pick her up and walk us over to the bed, my pants still hanging at the bottom of my legs. One swift move and they're off, along with my shirt. I can just never get enough of her.

I'm awoken to the sound of knocking on the door. Haymitch is calling us to dinner. He already knows what we're doing, or did rather. I hear him going on about rabbits as he treads down the hallway to the dining cart. I nudge Katniss awake with soft kisses and we dress and make our way to dinner. Once we all get situated, we dig in and begin to enjoy the meal. Katniss, Johanna, Gale and I have decided that we're going to have a talk during dinner with all the kids about our expectations concerning their behavior. We don't want to embarrass them in front of the Odairs and we all want to be on the same page.

Because I'm the one that's gifted with words, it was voted that I broach the subject and encourage a conversation between the kids and us. I stand up at the head of the table to get everyone's attention and then I take my seat again. I don't want to be threatening when I have to drive home important points with these kids.

"Listen kids, all of us adults have been talking recently and we just wanted to more or less inform you that there are certain expectations this summer in regard to your behavior and your boundaries. Now, we know that you're all between the ages of fourteen to seventeen, including the Odairs, and several of you have been toeing the line with dating recently. Let me just say, that we expect you to behave yourselves accordingly and to have good judgment, no matter what you do or whom you're with. You're all old enough to know right from wrong." I continue.

"That being said, for those of you in a serious relationship, don't expect a lot of alone time. We don't want you to be tempted by each other and do something that you'll regret. That's why we keep such a tight eye on everyone. So just respect our boundaries, you know what I'm saying, and we'll have a nice relaxing vacation." I think that went rather well. Dessert has been served during my speech and I am just about to dig my fork into a luscious looking piece of cheesecake when Payson speaks up.

"I'm sick of the boundaries." He says. It's such a simple statement, yet it's loaded with defiance. I look up at him and Katniss places her hand on my arm. Oh shit.

Payson POV

I look across the table to Uncle Gale and Aunt Johanna, and then squeeze Jade's hand. "We're both sick of the boundaries. We won't be adhering to them anymore." I state. My father looks from me to Gale and then he speaks. "Payson, you know all good things come to those that wait. You're both sixteen. There's no rush." He says. I shake my head.

"Dad, you're just not getting it. I am in love with this girl. My whole life has revolved around her. We don't need to wait. We don't want to wait. We want to be together openly. We don't want to sneak around just because Uncle Gale can't stand to see us kissing or being affectionate. It's unnatural for us. When you and Mom were our age, you were in the Hunger Games. You were in love with her. If she had given you the time of day, you would have been all over her. Don't deny it." I say and my father hangs his head in defeat. He's on our side and I'm almost certain that my mother and Johanna are too.

I look right into Gale's eyes. "I've asked Jade to marry me and she's agreed."

It's a loaded statement and the oxygen is sucked right out of the room. Gale rises, fuming mad at me. I rise as well and so does my father. "How dare you ask her for her hand without asking my permission first Payson. She is my daughter." Gale says.

I take a deep breath. "I meant no disrespect Uncle Gale. I'm in love with your daughter and her answer was the only one that mattered to me. I wanted to avoid this confrontation." I admit.

Gale looks furious but Aunt Johanna is pulling on his arm and the connection is keeping him centered. Gale relaxes. "It's not that I won't give you both my blessing but you're not getting it now. You have to wait until you're eighteen. I'm not going to sign a form so you can sleep together. When you're eighteen, you can do what you want and I'll be happy for you." He says and sits down to begin eating his dessert, like the conversation is over.

Jade is furious now. "Daddy, I want to marry Payson now. Not in two years. I want you to sign the form and I want your blessing." She says.

Gale shakes his head. "Two years Jade. Two years and then I'm on board." Gale picks up his coffee to sip it.

Jade stands up. "Is this about my virginity? Because it's a little too late for that."

Oh fucking shit. Gale's coffee comes flying out of his mouth.

Gale looks at my father who is just as shocked as he is. Aunt Johanna reacts before anyone else can. "I'll sign the paper Jade. Sit down before your father has a heart attack." She says.

Gale's fury turns on her. "You will NOT sign that paper Jo! She just told us she's been sleeping with him! They didn't even wait!" He sputters. Her brown eyes look at him.

"Gale, are you stupid? These kids have been in love since they laid eyes on each other. We always knew this day would come. So what, they screwed around before marriage. Look at the four of us. We're still in love after nearly twenty years and we're all still hot for our spouses. Katniss and Peeta barely got on the train before they were pawing at each other. These kids have it over us in spades. Be happy for them. They're one of the lucky ones. They're best friends and they fell in love with each other. They don't have a single memory without the other. It's only natural that they want to be with each other sexually." Jo explains.

My mother speaks up. "Personally Gale, I find it admirable that they even want to make it official and do things the right way. They could mess around behind our backs and not care. This proves that they're responsible for their actions. They both go to school and work in our shops. I say we give them their space and our blessing and help them be more self sufficient." Gale hangs his head in defeat.

We all sit in silence for several long moments and then all of a sudden, Katy speaks. I had forgotten that everyone else was even in the room witnessing this entire spectacle.

"I'm dating Finnick." She says. Garret slams his fists on the table, gets up and leaves. Gavin whistles at his display. I smile, happy to have the attention off of Jade and I. Gale and Johanna laugh.

Grandpa Haymitch wipes his mouth with his napkin and grabs Grandma Effie's hand to beckon her to follow him. He looks at my parents. "Well you two, thank you for the very entertaining dinner, once again. Looks like you passed on those rabbit genes to your children. This should be an exciting trip! Oh, by the way Peeta, great speech." He gives Dad a thumbs up and a wink, then they leave the room.

My father looks at my mother and his words say it all.

"What the fuck."

Katy POV

When I wake up in the morning, the sun is beating down on my face through the green curtains in my train compartment. I pull the flower patterned comforter up to my face and snuggle back in, not quite ready to give up and get up. After a few minutes of non-thought and very nearly drifting off again, I awake with a start. Morning. We're almost there. I'm going to see Finn soon.

I toss my blankets off in a hurry and run the water for a shower, stepping into it before it even fully warms up. I lather my body up with some vanilla soap and shampoo, my usual scent preference and then towel dry as soon as I turn off the water. I'm running around my room naked, gathering my shorts and tank top when I hear voices in the hall. I don't even have time to react when the door opens up and Garrett is standing there.

"Oh my god Katy I'm sorry!" he yells. I grab the towel encasing my hair and cover my body with it. "Damn it Garret! Don't you knock?" I yell at him, furious that he didn't think. He stutters and hold his hands up in defense, as if I'm going to attack him. "I'm so sorry Katy. I thought that you were up. I mean, we're almost there. I had no idea. I'm SO sorry!" He exclaims. I can't help but believe him since he certainly isn't the greatest liar or actor. "Just get out." I spit back at him and he rushes out the door. I walk over to the thick door and lock it, feeling slightly more secure and then return to getting my clothes on. I hear the whistle of the train and begin to feel the impending slow down of speed that will culminate with our arrival in District 4.

I quickly dress in my summer clothes, grab my bag and make my way to the train exit doors. When it comes to a stop, I am the first one off and I literally fall right into Aliese's arms. We dance around and hug each other. I'm so happy that we've had cell phones this whole year so we could keep in touch easier. It beats having to send pen pal letters through the snail mail system that we have in place in Panem. Aliese breaks our hug and winks at me. "I brought someone for you." She says and then motions over her should to her brother.

My facial muscles can barely control the huge grin that's plastered on my face. It equally matches his. He slowly walks up to me, not even remotely hesitating and he bends down and presses his lips to mine. I feel his arms encircle my waist and I wrap my arms around his neck and toy with his bronze colored hair at the base of his neck. I'm lost in the moment. There is nothing else but Finn and I.

Suddenly I hear my mother say, "Peeta, relax. We'll deal with it later." My father exhales and says, "What the fuck Katniss? His tongue is checking her tonsils. I want to deal with it now!"

My mother, never one to relinquish control if she can help it belts out a firm response. "Later Peeta. " And then leaves it at that.

Finn carries my bag back to the house, while we hold hands along the route.

I can't wait for the next two weeks.

Payson POV

Our parents haven't said anything about the outburst. I'm in my room unpacking when Finn taps lightly on the door and lets himself in. "Hey dude, good to see you!" he says as we shake hands and give each other a guy hug. "Katy told me all about the excitement on the train. Feeling suicidal these days?" he laughs and plops down on his bed.

I sigh. "It wasn't supposed to happen like that but it just tumbled right out. Can't take it back and personally, I feel a lot better with it out there, ya know what I mean? Jade and I are going to be together. They have no aversion to that, only that we're young. I don't see the point in waiting. And since last summer, it's added fuel to the fire. If we had waited to have sex, then maybe this wouldn't be so bad but what's done is done."

Finn rests against his wooden headboard. "So what you're saying is, that if you'd both waited to sleep together, you could have held out until your could marry at eighteen? Why not just fool around like everyone else and wait the two years?" he asks.

I shake my head like he's an idiot. "They're all over us Finn. We can barely hold hands and steal a kiss without some kind of buffer between us. They know we're serious about each other. Personally, I don't think my parents would be so strict if Gale wasn't so crazy about it. I think they're just all afraid Jade is going to get pregnant. I mean, as a father, Gale might really be that hell bent on the whole 'virginity' thing but I know my parents would look the other way given their feelings for each other. But because Gale is psycho protective, everyone just obeys his rules. He's just out of his fucking mind."

Finn smiles and rubs his face with his hands. "So what are you gonna do? I hear they're going to sign the certificate. You ready for this Pay? Ready to be with one girl forever?"

I sit down on top of the clean clothes that I haven't put away yet. "Yes Finn, I am. There is no forever without her."

Katy POV

Aliese and I are spread out on the floor of her room, our annual ritual in full swing. We've been catching up about the last couple of weeks prior to our arrival. These cell phones are the best invention ever. Course we hardly text or call our Grandparents as much as we should but Grandpa Haymitch has said nothing about it. I think he's pleasantly happy that we keep in touch with each other.

Don't get me wrong. Garrett, Gavin and I all have our school friends and we're as active as could be. But we're the offspring of Victors and some people feel uncomfortable coming to our homes and hanging out with us. Our parents our heroes, respected, but they still committed murder. After all these years, it's still difficult to wash every trace of blood off of their hands.

So the twins and I have always hung out with Payson and Jade and done our own thing. Coming to District 4 every summer and running around with Finn and Aliese, whose parents are exactly like mine, is a welcome relief. I think here in District 4 they're treated a bit differently. They're both very popular and they're friends are always around. They keep their distance while we're here, probably out of unfamiliarity or just respect because they have company. I think the sun and surf just have everyone much more relaxed out here than at home.

After Aliese helped me unpack and we painted our nails, wicked hot flashback there, she smiles and clears her throat.

"So Katy, how serious is this thing with my brother that you have going on?" I almost choke on a potato chip. Aliese and I have spoken about how I like Finn but there's kind of a boundary there too. She's my best friend but he is her brother, and they're both like family. It's a 'tread carefully' situation.

I blush and focus on my royal blue toenails. "Um, I guess it's kinda serious. I mean, we never really talk about that part. We only see each other a couple weeks a year." I admit.

Aliese smiles and leans up on her elbows. "So if I told you my brother was madly in love with you, what would you say then?" she asks.

I smile again. "Well then I would have to say the feeling is mutual."

Aliese pushes herself up off of the plush carpeting and dances around. "I knew it! I knew it!"

I'm confused. "Knew what? That I really like him? I do. Who wouldn't? But he's here and I'm there. It's not an easy situation and it's not going to get easier." I remind her.

Aliese settles back down and folds her legs in front of her. "Oh yeah? My brother asked my parents if he could move to District 12 after he graduates school next year. Wait for it, wait for it! They said 'yes'."

I suddenly feel lightheaded and I feel the smile and flood of emotions begin at my toes. Finn, in District 12, with me, all the time, all year, I can see him whenever I want. That would be like a dream come true. Before I have time to react, the familiar tapping is heard on the door and Finn walks in before anyone grants him access.

My emotions overwhelm me and I spring off the floor and into his arms, crashing my lips to his and taking him by surprise. Aliese sees that as her cue to give us some privacy and leaves. "I think I'll go check on the twins. Gavin and I need to do some catching up." She smiles a wicked smile and closes the door behind her.

It takes a few moments before Finn breaks the kiss. His face is flushed red and mine is no better. "I missed you too." he says. He bends his forehead to meet mine and then I pant. "Is it true? Are you moving to District 12 next year after you graduate?" I breathlessly ask him.

Finn smiles. "THAT was supposed to be a surprise. Remind me to thank Aliese later. And yes, if you want me, I'll be there." He kisses me again and all my thoughts scatter like butterflies.

"I always want you Finn. Oh, I'm so happy now. You don't even know." I admit and hug him tighter to me. Playing with the hair at the base of his neck. I bite my lip and he pulls it into his mouth.

Payson POV

It takes a few days of walking on eggshells and settling into our vacation before my father corners me about everything that went down on the train. I found him in the kitchen just after dawn, nursing a cup of coffee. We're both on the same body clock from working at the bakery. I walk over to the black coffee maker and pour myself a steaming cup into a blue ceramic mug. I fix it the same way that my parents prefer it, light and sweet. I pull out the wooden chair and sit down next to my father. We spend a few moments in silence before he breaks it by speaking.

"When were you going to tell me Payson?" he inquires. I look up into his deep blue eyes that mirror my own and am completely confused. "What do you mean Dad?" I ask. He sighs and then rubs his hands on the outside of his mug.

"When were you going to tell me that you and Jade were sleeping together?" he asks. Now it's my turn to sigh and look uncomfortable. Considering that I have a really open relationship with both my parents, but especially with my father, I can see how that tidbit of knowledge would be bothersome for him.

"Um, Dad, it's not the kind of thing one just comes out and admits to their parents. I wasn't trying to 'not' tell you. It's just private." I admit. Dad continues to ask me questions. "How long have you two been sexually active?" he asks. I turn beet red. "A year. It was last summer when we were here. It was unplanned. And it's only happened a couple of other times since we've been home." Woo, I feel better now that I got that out.

"Are you using protection? Did anyone help you get any?" he asks, probably fishing for information as to whom my accomplice might be. "No" I admit again. "Aunt Johanna put Jade on birth control because of her period. We haven't used condoms or anything additional." My father looks like he's going to have a stroke. "I didn't know that you even really knew what a condom was or where to get them. It's not like they're easy to come by in District 12." he says. I smile.

"Dad, I"m not stupid. If she wasn't on birth control, I don't know if we would have allowed ourselves to go so far. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you or at least confide in you. It was hard not to. It's just that Uncle Gale..." I trail off.

My father lowers his eyes to the table. "He's really upset with you Pay. Jade is his little girl. He loves you both to death but he expected you to wait and marry first when you were both of age. It's just a sign of respect." he says. It's my turn to lower my eyes and I slink down in the chair a bit.

"Dad, I already know that you and Mom are going to sign the marriage certificate and that Aunt Johanna is also willing to do so. Do you think that Jade and I could get married here? In District 4? We don't want to wait anymore. Our entire families are here and we're all together. It makes more sense." I try to persuade him.

Dad sighs. "Jesus Pay, if I didn't know better I would swear you were trying to kill Gale. The man can't even have a vacation in peace."

I counter. "Well maybe a wedding and us setting things right will help smooth things over. You think?" I inquire. Dad laughs at me a ruffles my hair. "Looks like we have a wedding to plan." he says as he gets up to wash out his mug in the stainless steel sink.

As he's doing so and I'm basking in a flood of relief, he speaks again.

"So what's going on between Finn and Katy?"

Shit.

Katy POV

My father has been a frigging pest the past week. You would think that he's had no quality time to devote to me because of Payson and Jade's wedding but no, he's everywhere. He keeps popping up in the most unexpected places. I feel like there's a pair of eyes on me at all times. Finn and I have been relatively low key. No big public displays of affection other than a small peck on the cheek here or there and some hand holding.

Everyone is on edge and I fear that one small spark and what's left of the peace might crumble. The wedding is set to take place the day before we leave. Payson and Jade are going to marry at the District 4 Justice Building, then we will all have a luncheon reception and will later board the overnight train home. Once we arrive, they will have a private toasting in their new home, above the bakery. Dad made a call home and has it being readied for them upon their arrival. All they'll have to do is move their clothing and personable items into it when they get home.

It's kind of surreal, Payson moving out. I never gave too much thought to that happening. It seems like everything is moving so fast. That we're all growing up in a hurry.

Today Finn and I are taking his boat out and going snorkeling. Going out too deep makes me nervous so I've only gone a couple of times. However, it will be just Finn and I out there. At first I didn't think that my parents would grant permission for me to go but when I asked my Mother, she just waved me off and said "Sure Katy. Have fun."

Finn and I pack a lunch for our excursion and head out to towards a small island to the west of his home. It takes about an hour in the boat to get there even though you can see it clearly from land. Once we are close enough, put down the anchor and agree to swim first before lunch. I'm excited to see the marine life. I'd also like to find a large conch to take home.

We don our flippers and masks and drop feet first into the water. After finding each other and holding hands, we begin to leisurely swim and explore the ocean floor. It's not very deep in this area and it's ideal to snorkel as opposed to diving. Finn is like a master of the seas. It's as if his body is pumping salt water instead of blood.

After an hour in the water, Finn finds the perfect shell for me to take home as a keepsake of our time together. We swim towards the boat, which is a ways off now, and prepare our picnic lunch for consumption. We lay out a large beach towel on the floor of the boat and then advance on our lunch. Finn starts feeding me strawberries after we eat our ham sandwiches. They're so ripe and moist that some juice trickles out of the corner of my mouth and down to my chin.

I look around for a napkin but before I can reach one, Finn moves in and licks the juice off of me from my chin to my mouth. When his tongue reaches the corner of my mouth, I feel excitement pool in my nether region. This boy is hot. He's almost too hot for my virginal self. My breath sucks in and Finn presses his lips to mine, not being nearly as aggressive and provocative as his tongue was a moment ago.

We kiss for what seems like forever and then Finn gently guides me onto my back, against the floor. We're so entranced for some time in our kissing and holding one another that we don't even hear the approaching vessel.

Our intimate moment is interrupted when I hear my father speak. "Break it up you two."

Payson POV

When my father gets back with Katy in tow, I can tell it's going to be an interesting night.

My parents went rounds when Dad discovered that Mom let Katy take off with Finn. Even though Finn is like the golden child, Annie and Finnick agreed with Dad. Why put temptation in the mix?

Leave it Grandpa Haymitch to get involved in my parents argument.

"Let me get this straight Katniss. You gave your virginal fourteen year old daughter permission to spend the day, ALONE, aboard a boat with her dashing seventeen year old beau on the open sea. All this while you were planning the upcoming nuptials of your non-virginal sixteen year old son to your best friend's equally non-virginal daughter. Jeez, I don't see why Peeta would be even remotely upset do you? I guess you're just itching to be a Grandmother at thirty seven!" Grandpa says.

Dad looks relieved. "Thank you Haymitch! Finally, someone gets where Gale and I are always coming from! These kids are always sneaking off with each other. It's exhausting looking after them!"

"Peeta, I'm sorry! I was so busy and distracted that I just didn't think. I mean, when I was fourteen, sex was the farthest thing from my mind. It just didn't even occur to me." Mom says.

Grandpa laughs. "No offense sweetheart, but even if it was, Peeta isn't an Odair. Those boys are like sex on a stick." Grandpa punches Finnick's arm. "You've got a good looking son there Finnick. The boy is quite the stud. Just like his old man." Dad rolls his eyes at the jab.

Finnick smiles. "Why thank you Haymitch. But that's not helping the situation. So not helping."

I laugh and decide to quit being the observer and allow them to go in search of Finn and Katy. Since Finn tells me everything anyway, I'll worry about the details later and then take care of things big brother style if it's necessary. I take out my cell phone and text Jade.

P: Where are you?

J: Here.

P: Where is here?

J: In the house.

P: The main house?

J: No, Annie's.

P: Where in the house?

J: Where are you? Main house?

P:Yes. Katy and Finn took off so they're all freaking out and on the hunt.

J: That's too bad. I'm all alone here.

P: Where exactly are you in the house? I'm on my way.

J: I'm in the tub.

P: You're in the tub? As in, naked in the tub?

J: Yes.

P: Running now...

J: It's kinds wet in here...

P: It's only gonna get wetter. :D

Katy POV

This trip has flown by way too fast. I can't believe that we're leaving in two days. The thought of leaving Finn has made me anxious and I've been unable to have obtain a restful sleep all night. I finally give up and make my way downstairs for a warm glass of milk. Hoping that it will sooth me enough to fall back asleep. When I get downstairs, I'm met with a sleeping Garrett on the couch.

I walk over to him in the pale moonlight shining through the window and my breath hitches in my throat. He's beautiful. He's asleep on the couch with only camouflage pajama bottoms on and bare feet. His sculpted chest is bare and strong from all our years of hunting and exercise. His brown hair is messy and frames his face in a natural way. I already know that his gray eyes with the flecks of emerald are gorgeous beneath those lids. I never noticed Garret or Gavin this way. They are walking Adonis's.

I watch him in silence for a few moments, unable to tear my eyes away. I don't know why. It's like I'm overcome and a magnet pulls me to him. He's my best friend. Gavin and Garrett both are. We're all cut from the same cloth. A word escapes his mouth and springs me from my internal thoughts. One word is all it takes to send my heart into a tailspin. "Katy" he mumbles in his sleep. My name on his lips. Not just any way. Breathless, romantic, erotic.

I'm stunned. I notice his body begins to react to his silent admission and his pajamas begin to elevate. Oh my god, he's got an erection dreaming about me. Me! I'm sacred, fascinated, embarrassed and wildly curious all at the same time. I can't move even if I wanted to. On instinct, Garrett moves his hand down into his pants and pulls his penis out of them. Holy shit! I see his penis! I've never seen a penis before. I blush uncontrollably.

Garrett starts stroking himself and making small thrusts forward, softly moaning my name. My god, what must he be dreaming about to elicit this kind of physical reaction? His hand movements being to furiously pick up as he strokes himself and after a few moments, his penis erupts with a white milky substance all over his stomach. I would be lying if I said the entire scene wasn't arousing and I'm left to contemplate why I feel so wet in my own underwear.

I gasp when he opens his eyes to discover his mess and then his eyes find mine.

I run out of the room before he can even form words.

Payson POV

Today is the day. Today is the day that Jade becomes a Mellark. I feel like I've been waiting for this day my entire life. Duh, I have. I'm in my room, fresh from a long shower and just finished buttoning up my white long sleeve oxford shirt when my Mother calls through my door. "Come in Mom." I say and then fasten my black belt around my navy blue dress pants. When my Mother walks through the door and her eyes meet mine, she smiles and places a hand over her heart.

I smile back at her, feeling a bit insecure at the moment. "Nervous huh?" she asks me. I nod my head in agreement. "Don't be nervous honey. Everything is going to be just fine. Here, let me help you with that tie." she says and walks over to the bed and picks up the blue tie from it. The color matches my eyes perfectly and Jade picked it out for me when we went shopping for dress clothes. My mother folds my collar upward and then wraps the tie around my neck. She folds down the collar again and then begins to tie it accordingly. When she's all done, she fastens my collar to the stationary buttons and then steps back to admire her work. "How do I look? I ask.

Mom smiles again and I see tears form in her eyes. "You look so handsome Payson. I can't believe my baby is getting married today. God, you remind me so much of your father. He gave you great genes." She laughs at her compliment and I blush. "I think you gave me pretty great genes too Mom. Thanks for helping me with the tie. I probably would have botched it up on my own." I admit.

Mom brushes off my comment and then smacks her head in amusement. "Oh, I got all caught up in the moment and forgot that your father and I have a small token for you. It's not much but you'll recognize the significance of it when you see it. Ready?" she asks. I smile again and nod yes. She takes out a small box and flips open the black jewelry case to reveal a small gold piece engraved with the word 'Always' on it. My breath catches in my throat as it's meaning hits me. My parents say that word to each other all the time and it holds deep rooted feelings for both of them. It has it's own meaning for Jade and I as well but it's depth has always run deep because of my parents love of the word.

Mom continues. "It's a tie clip. Jade figured that with the tie, in her favorite color, this would be the perfect compliment to it. She helped me pick it out while we were shopping. We got Jade a trinket too." I am at a loss for words and simply embrace my Mother in a tight hug. I hear her start to cry and when I pull back a bit, the tears are evident on her beautiful young face. "I love you Mom. Thank you so much for everything." I say. She sobs a little harder and then says, "I love you too baby." We pull apart and she dries her tears, collects herself and then leaves the room.

I travel downstairs and await Jade and Gale so that we can all walk over to the Justice Building. It's about a ten minutes walk from here. I'm anxiously waiting to lay eyes on her when the bedroom door opens and Gale begins to lead her down the stairs to me. She's wearing a soft white sleeveless summer dress with a blue sash tied around her waist that matches the color tie I'm wearing. I notice a bracelet around Jade's write with a charm bearing the the word 'Forever' on it. I smile at my Mother in thanks and I know she gets what I'm trying to convey.

When Jade and Gale reach me, I extend my handsout to Uncle Gale and he shakes mine and then gives me a hug. Then I extend my hands out to Jade and Gales places her hands into mine. Grandpa Haymitch opens up the front door to usher everyone out before us as Grandma Effie exclaims "Oh boy, it's gonna be a big, big day!" We all laugh at her sentiment and make our way to the Justice Building.

The ceremony is quick. All four of our parents sign the certificate granting permission to a minor to a marry and it's a relief that they finally all approve. We are then swathed in a simple rope fishnet to bind us together as we say minimal vows, only the traditional 'I do' because we have chosen to say our vows privately at our toasting. When we complete the vows, we are unwrapped, and then instructed to sign our marriage license. Once that is completed, we are officially wed and can kiss in commencement.

Jade signs first with no hesitation and then hands the pen to me. I flash her a bright smile, the kind that matches hers from the inside out and then sign my name to the document. I barely have the pen down when I feel her lips on mine, sealing our agreement with a kiss.

Katy POV

The looks so beautiful and happy together. I'm so ecstatic for them. I can't believe today has really happened and that tonight we will be on the train home. I have been a huge mess of emotions that past couple of days since I accidentally viewed Garrett in his private moment. I am confused by the act itself, the feelings that he had behind it, my feelings about it and how I feel about him, how I even feel about Finn since it all happened. I can't deny that it caused arousal in me. Arousal that I have felt with Finn as well.

What does that say about me? That I can be equally turned on by two guys? That I'm physically attracted to them both? I have no idea what I'm feeling. Finn has always been here in District 4. For the last couple of years, I've fantasized about him and him only. Now, I'm faced with the fact that I'm also fantasizing about Garrett. My Garrett, one of my best friends. The best friend that lives directly across the street from me. The one that I hunt with, go to school with, play games with and tell ever secret to.

As much as I'm crazy about Finn, in the back of my mind I always felt like he was somehow unattainable. We live so far apart. Hearing that he wanted to come to District 12 after he graduates was exciting and overwhelming. There's no denying that there is an age gap that, at the present time, is affecting us. I know that it will be insignificant when we are older, but now, it's an obstacle. I'm not ready for sex, or marriage or babies. I can't even wrap my mind around the fact that my brother just married his girlfriend at sixteen. How does he know that he'll feel the same way about Jade at age fifty that he does now at sixteen? I can't be certain that I would.

All of this contemplation leaves me bewildered throughout the luncheon for the bride and groom. I secretly can't wait to board that train and be alone with my thoughts. Finn notices my detachment and tries to coax my worries out of me. I manage to put him off and not ruin the day but it's eating at my insides. I wonder if I would feel so conflicted had I not seen Garrett that night. I don't know. I can't say for sure. Truth is, I did and now I have to cope with it.

I'm in my room packing the remainder of my things and talking to Aliese. This is always one of the hardest parts. Saying goodbye to my best girlfriend. I always miss her company and attention back home. A soft rap on the door alerts us to Finn's presence but when the door opens, we find Garrett on the other side. Aliese gives Garrett a hug and then leaves to go hang out with Gavin while she still can. They've grown quite fond of one another and I have a feeling something more will come of that bond later.

I'm immediately flooded with the scent of him. He smells like the forest and musk. I don't know how I never noticed before. How did all of this ever escape me? If Finn is the sun god, then Garret is definitely the earth god. He's very attractive and enticing without even trying. We stare at each other in an awkward silence for a moment and then he walks over to where I am packing and begins handing me items. Without even realizing it, he has a pair of my purple bikini panties in his hand. When I avert my eyes and look down to his hand, his eyes follow mine and then we both blush.

I open my mouth to say something and then he does something that completely blows me out of District 4 water. He brings my panties to his face and breathes my lingering scent in. His eyes travel to mine and they're full of lust. The heat that floods my crotch make me explode with want and I'm once again not in control of these feelings. Before I can form a coherent thought, Garrett crashes his lips to mine and wraps his arms around me. My arms go around his neck, pulling him down to me. I have no idea whats come over me. Just then, the door opens and we both pull away to discover Finn standing there in shock.

Finn turns on his heels and runs away. I pull apart from Garrett, mumble an apology and then dash after Finn who I see running down the beach. My heart is beating a mile a minute. I can't lose this boy. I have to make him see how confused I am. That's it's not all my fault. That I'm young and stupid and immature. That I got caught up in a moment because I witness a private act. Would I be so confused if I saw Finn jerking off? Probably not.

I run after him shouting his name all the way down the beach. He's stripping his shirt and shoes off mid-run and then dives into the water. I approach the pier and go running down it, full speed, trying to catch up to him and his steady movements. He's too fast a swimmer. I'm not going to be able to catch him. Without thought I dive into the water fully clothed and come up for air. I feel like I weigh a thousand pounds. I begin to swim out towards him, treading water and trying to focus while shouting his name. I won't let him go. I love him. This I know. I love Garrett too. That I know. They both mean something entirely different to me but I cannot take back what happened or the curiosity that lead to it.

All I know is that I can't lose Finn. I have to work on this and make it right somehow. I continue pushing forward until my arms feel like lead and a cramp forms on my right side by my hip. I persevere but it begins to cripple me. I look back and realize how far I'm out. I won't make it to the tiny island Finn is swimming to. It's not the big one that we ventured to on our day out, it's much closer and easily accessible via swimming; if you're not weighted down by denim.

Just then a searing pain makes my vision spot and I grab my side and overcompensate to steady myself. I feel so tired and can barely keep my head above water. I feel myself slipping beneath the water; welcoming it's calmness and serenity. I come up for air and then go back down. The pain blinding me. When I go under for the third time, I blink my eyes a couple of times as the salt water stings them. Then I close them and feel peace.

Finn POV

I'm so upset. I can't breathe, think, feel. Seeing Katy in Garrett's arms set off a wave of jealousy in me. I knew that he was in love with her. I knew it. How could one of them not be. Growing up side by side all these years. They would have to be immune to females to not be attracted to Katy. Still, I thought that Katy was really into me. I was making plans to be with her. I was waiting for her. Essentially putting my life on hold so that hers could catch up with mine. What a fool I am.

I'm a third of the way to the small inlet when I hear her hit the water. I keep going, pushing on and letting my muscles work out my frustration. She calls my name but I keep swimming, hardly looking behind to see where she is. I'm nearly at the inlet when I finally realize that she hasn't called my name. I turn around and my heart sinks like a stone. She's gone. The waves are still. She's not on the pier or the beach. Oh my god. She's in the water.

I'm paralyzed with fear. I swim as hard and fast as I've ever swam in my life. I have no idea where she is but I swim straight from where I came from. Diving down and back up for oxygen, straining my eyes to locate her. The water is a good fifteen feet down in these parts. It's almost too deep just to dive. I say a silent prayer that I'll find her in time. Something catches my eye when I dive down for the tenth time and it's Katy's necklace catching the sunlight. She's floating a good ten feet down when I reach her and pull her up to the surface.

When I break the surface, I assess that we're closer to the inlet than the beach at this point and push forward towards the inlet, towing her under my arm. My adrenalin kicks in and I pump harder than I ever have before; trying to reach dry land. When we get there, I haul her into my arms and stumble to the beach and breathe into her mouth and then pump her stomach. I repeat the motion over and over again, hoping that I'm not too late. I start crying hysterically but I don't stop doing CPR. Then I see the water bubble out of Katy's mouth as she coughs it out of her full lungs. I roll her over so she doesn't choke and give into my hysterics.

I pull Katy into my arms and rock her while I cry. She's shivering and I just hold her close and rub her arms and back to warm her up. She pulls away from me and looks into my eyes, putting her hand on my cheek. "Finn, my god Finn. I'm so sorry. I can't lose you. I can't. I just can't." she pants and holds me tighter. I don't say anything in response. I just hold her and rock back and forth. Trying to process all that has happened and how dangerously close I came to losing her. What if I hadn't found her in time? Another minute could have been the difference between her being alive or dead. I won't play this game with her. If I have to let her go to keep her safe, then I will.

It's dusk now. Our families will be out looking for us but the chance of them finding us this far out at night are slim. My father always told Aliese and I that if we ever got lost or separated from him, to sit tight for the night and he would find us in the morning. I untangle myself from Katy and begin to gather driftwood. We need a fire if we're going to make it the night. I put all of my father's survival training into high gear and get a fire going. Then I find a tree close by with a few bananas growing in it and climb it. I yank some down and then descend in search of a coconut on the ground. At least those fall all the time. Once I've gathered enough provisions for the evening, I settle back down next to Katy and wait for her to wake up. It isn't long before I drift off to sleep, curled all around her.

I awake to Katy's lips on mine. They instinctively kiss her back and as I wake up fully, so does my body's reaction to her affection. All of the panic I felt at possibly losing her manifests itself in my love and desire for her. I kiss her with all the feeling I have inside of me. I want to devour her. My hands roam in places they never have before. I've always been cautious with Katy. Careful in the way that I kiss her and touch her, to not scare her away. But seeing her with Garrett made me realize how wrong I have been to not show my full affection for her. I want her to know that I WANT her.

I'm willing to wait until she's of age or at least until she's ready. But she will know how much I crave her tonight. I plunge my tongue into her mouth and grind my erection into her. Our clothing the only barrier between us. I barely break our kisses when I remove her shirt and bra. Pressing my flesh against hers and kissing down her neck towards her collarbone and eventually to her breasts. I take her small breast into my hand and gently rub the nipple in between my fingers. Then I take it into my mouth and roll my tongue over it. Katy bucks in response to the sensation.

I let my hand travel down to her shorts and rub my hand on the outside of them. Katy moans and kisses me deeper, her tongue on fire. My penis is throbbing with want for her. It would be so easy for me to lose control and just take her right now. Logic stops me. She's fourteen, I'm seventeen and we have no protection. It doesn't mean that I can't make her feel good though. I continue to rub her pants and she moans loudly now. I unclasp her shorts and put my hand in her pants, feeling all the wetness pooling in her panties. Oh my fucking god.

I rub my finger over her slick folds and then tease the little nub there. Katy is clawing at my back and then I slide my finger into her. I come in my pants then and pant with her. I've never done this with anyone else. I'm going on a little fatherly advice and pure basic instinct. I take turns plunging fingers into her and curl them against her vaginal walls. Katy bears down to push my fingers even further into her and when I feel her contract around them, she goes full bore into her first orgasm.

When she's done riding it out, we both open our eyes mid kiss and then stare at each other. We just had a 'first' together and it's an important moment; signifying our feelings for one another. It takes a few moments for our breathing to return to normal. Katy pushes my bronze hair out of my eyes and then trails a finger over my cheek, to my nose and mouth. She keeps looking from my eyes to my mouth and then she whispers the words that I have been longing to hear since I saw her with Garrett. "It's you Finnick. It's always been you." Then she kisses me and I lay back into the sand with her on top of me.

Katy POV

Leaving Finn after all that happened was probably the hardest thing that I ever had to do. The train ride home was miserable and Garrett was incorrigible. He knows that despite my attraction to him, my attraction for Finn is ten fold-and I've told him so. I overheard my Father make some kind of comment about deja vu. All the events that transpired have led me down a path to a better understanding of my feelings. All that matters now is making it one year until Finn graduates. Then we'll be able to be together.

I'm walking around District 12 on the way to the woods two months later when my cell phone goes off with a text message. It's Finn.

F: What's up beautiful?

K: Not much. You?

F: Not much. I miss you. Just wanted to say hi.

K: I miss you too. What are you doing?

F: Oh I'm at the train station.

K: What are you doing there?

F: Train just rolled in and now I'm waiting.

K: Waiting for what?

F: You.

K: Me? Why would you be waiting for me at the train station?

F: Because I want to see you.

K: lol, well you have a long wait because I'm in District 12.

F: That's funny because the sign in front of me says District 12.

K: What? You're here?

F: I'm here and waiting for you.

K: Running...

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