Oh please excuse me if I mispelled a lot a words and stuff. I don't really feel well right now I think I'm sick or something sorry. So if this chapter didn't come out the way I wanted it I'm really sorry I'll make it up when I'm feeling better. For now Enjoy guys!

Chapter 7. Let me think about it.

Risa

As soon as I said that I had a sudden flashback or memory..

Memory 2: Rejection ( vol.4) ( The day Otani rejected Risa =C)

" Let me think about it," Otani murmured as he looked away worried or confused.

What? Did he say that he was going to think about it? Did he really say that? To let him think about it. I wasn't expecting him to say that...either a yes or a no. I sat silent in the aiport watching as couple went by all of them being perfect. The girl smaller then the boy...Why is eveything so hard? Why did I have to be so tall? I would love it if I was small like most girls. Otani will never like a girl like me...he said he'll think about it. Ugh. Why did I have to confess to him? I should of kept my mouth shut. I feel like this day is going to be a long long day...

I shook my head as soon as that memory flash stopped. I got..rejected...by Otani. I looked over at Otani. Who was looking at the wall pointlessly and looked really stiff. Maybe...the way I felt when Otani told me to think about it is the same way Otani feels now when I told him to let me think about it. Say something Risa! Anything! My mind yelled at me.

" Give me some time okay?," genuis Risa that was just genuis that must have come out the wrong way too. I sarcasticly think to myself.

" Sure...," he sighed not sounding really happy about eveything.

Now what do I do?

" How 'bout tommorow?," I blurted the first thing that came in my head.

" Huh? What about tommorow?," he asked.

" Tommorow...come by my house and...we'll talk about what will happen to us...if that fine with you,'' I murmured completely shock that I had just said that.

" Really?," he turned around suddenly.

ACK!

I do my best to cover myself and nodded.

" I'm sorry," he mumble looking away as his cheeks colored red.

" Okay...then can you do me a favor and please leave!," I begged.

"Er...Yeah sure..I'm really sorry I didn't really-well..uh..I'll see you tommorow," he mumbled and went to the my balcony.

" Er..sure," I said right as he climb down.

Once I was certain that he left I locked the doors to the balcony. That was crazy! I can't believe that boy Otani saw me half-naked over here! I mean who would of thought some random person you meet who turns out to be the boyfriend you don't remember had just seen you almost naked...but it's not like I'm that appealing I'm way to tall to ever be appealing.

Hmm...Otani

What does he see in me?

Or maybe I should be asking myself that. I guess all these moments I'm going to regain will make me answer that question. Did I really love Otani? If so..how much? AND WHY AM I THINKING TOO MUCH OF HIM!

Otani

" Nice move you did Otani...pfft..Are you sure you didn't have it all planned out? The whole seeing her half-naked part," Nakao bursted laughing while Nobu joined in.

" NO! Why would I do that!," I yelled at them more embarrased then mad.

" Why would I plan something like that? Who do you take me for?,"

" A Natural born flirt,'' Nobu and Nakao both said at the same time.

" You are dust! Shut up," I exploded.

" Even with the whole awkward moment everything worked out right," Nobu asked as her lips twisted in a smile.

" Yeah," I mumble still a bit annoyed " She told me to meet her tommorow."

" Hmm..if my incredible phycic powers are right...I think Risa is already falling for you," Nobu blabbered.

One thing I'll neve say out loud is how what Nobu just said truly made me happy. I remembered what happen earlier. I really didn't think she would appear like that. I never even seen her like that. Not ..that I never thought about it.

'' Hey Otani! Earth to Otani?," Nobu caught my attention.

" What were you thinking? You went completely blank...are you thinking of Risa half-naked you pervert,"

" HUH! NO!," I blushed.

Again Nobu and Nakao burst our laughing.

They are crazy...rolling my eyes I march home as those idiots continue ot tease me and laugh at me.

Risa

-next morning-

I nervously sit in the table across from Otani. I couln'd really sleep last night. I was waiting for Otani to say something...I mean why does it have to be me to say the first words after what happen last night.

"er...did I have any other boyfriends before you?," I asked, breaking the ice.

"no,"

There was an awkward silence.

" Okay,...so how did we meet?," I asked.

" In an umibozo concert right before high school but we didn' really meet until..our first year in high school ..they use to call us All Hanshin Kyojin ,"

Ugh.

" A comedy duo! They name us after a comedy duo! How awful!," I made a face.

" Ugh..yeah we use to hate that," he replied too making a face.

" So..,"

I tried coming up with something to say because somehow I can't really think of anything to say to him. What did we always use to talk about when we were dating anyway!

" Umibozu," he murmured unexpectedly.

Eh?

" Your facial expressions are things that really will stay with you forever...your face is too easy to read...right now you were panicking because you didn't know what to say and thinking what is the things we use to talk about when we were dating and I answered Umibozu," he wasn't looking at me when he was saying this but I was completly shock.

He can read my mind!

I have a phycic boyfriend all along!

" Am I really that easy to read!," I asked pokerfacing.

" Sometimes," he answered back with a smirk.

Crud! That's not good! How will I hide the fact that I don't love him if I never regain my memory? Wait a minute he's not reading my face now is he? I looked at Otani in alarmed.

" Heh..you know Koizumi you act the same as always..even if you don't remember me...I guess I like that about you," he murmured which my heard idmediately registered that it was something sweet...

I wanted to hear more sweet words.

That's when something pop in my head.

" When did we first kiss?," I asked curious.

He looked surpisingly at me as his cheek colored red.

" Er..I'm not sure," he awkwardly said.

" What do you mean you're not sure?," what is he talking about he has to know right? I mean we were going out right? We had to kiss right?

" Hmm...well you see the thing is our first kiss was an accident," He mumured nervously.

" Accident? Why?,"

" I guess I passed out when that happen so..yeah,'' he turned redder.

He passed out in our first kiss?

" What about our second?...were we dating by the fist kiss?," I asked even more curious.

" Uh...no not in our first...or second...and about the third well we started dating just a little way after the third kiss,"

I try picturing that. No not happening.

" Hold it! We weren't dating in our third kiss? How many kisses did we have before we dated!," I asked totally intrigue now.

" Er...I guess 3," embarrassed Otani looked away.

3 kisses before we dated! Whoa!

Otani looked completely umcomtorable now and as I watch him I notice that I start to smile. Just seeing him getting embarrassed made me smile for some reason.

" Well how about we try it?," I suddenly asked before stopping the words coming out of my mouth.

" Try what?," he asked lifting an eyebrow confused.

" You're trying to regain my memory right and I don't realy remember how are kisses were so...let's try it..let's try to kiss," I say not in control of myself the words just spilling out.

Let's try it...

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