Okay so i am so sorry about my lack of updating but i had so much to do! But it is summer now and i hope i will be updating more frequently. Well i am sick of writing disclaimers cuz you all know i am not Stephenie Meyer…
Enjoy!
Edward POV
"Alice what was that vision of!" I screamed at her though i already knew the answer. Alice took a few deep breaths trying to calm the situation.
"Edward that was a vision of you and Bella when you are older, but this is a good thing! you will no longer be alone and Bella can be with this family forever. Besides did you really want Bella to marry one of those boys in her school like Alex?" Alice asked me.
I for myself wanted to side with alice in saying that this was a good thing, i did want to keep Bella forever as mine own but what was right for Bella? Certainly not getting married to a vampire was were her life was supposed to go but was it that direction?
"Alice i have to gonad think through everything that has happened. I can't let Bella's life become more dangerous than it already is just so i have can love her. Don't worry i will be back soon".
"Edward! wait! Maybe this is Bella's destiny. She has always had a thing for you, right from the start. Would it be so bad if your "friendship" developed into something more. If you leave for too long then you will end up hurting Bella. And as for the danger, from the day we adopted Bella we knew that there would be some risks but they were risked we had to take because we love her. So the love we feel is a little different from the love you feel, or are going to feel but a teeny-tiny risk for Bella would be nothing. Just think about it," alice said and then walked away.
I was even more confused now than i was before what would happen to Bella. Would she love me back? I had no idea what to do so i ran, as fast as i could.
Bella POV
Today was finally a Saturday, the day i waited for all week. I could finally relax and hangout with my family. I was just about to go downstairs, when i heard yelling, it was coming from Edward,
"Alice what was that vision of!" he screamed. Edward was usually very mellow. It took a lot to work him up so much. Now I was curious. I crouched down to the stairs and listened,
"Edward," Alice's voice rang, "that was a vision of you and Bella when you are older, but this is a good thing! you will no longer be alone and Bella can be with this family forever. Besides did you really want Bella to marry one of those boys in her school like Alex?" hey why does everyone hate Alex? Alex and i have gotten to be very close friends, best friends. Wait? What does this mean? That i will marry Edward?
Lately, i have noticed Edward a lot more than i did when i was little. Was he always so beautiful? And it was so embarrassing to be thinking these thoughts about my brother! What is wrong with me?
"Alice i have to gonad think through everything that has happened. I can't let Bella's life become more dangerous than it already is just so i have can love her. Don't worry i will be back soon,"
I heard Edward say. I quickly ran up to my bed room before anyone coiled see me and shut my door.
What does all of this mean? I would fall in love with Edward? Did i want to love Edward? One word rang very clearly in my head, yes. There would never be anyone as perfect and beautiful and smart as Edward, if i married anyone else i would always regret it because they could never live up to Edward. Even Alex, my best friend, i was always comparing to Edward.
As i though things i realized something. Why would Edward, the most perfect person in the world, want to marry me? It all became very clear to me thin, in that moment, that he didn't want to marry me. That was why he was throwing a huge fit about the vision Alice saw, because he wanted someone more beautiful and smart and caring than i am. Tears started to well down my face when i realized that i would never be good enough for Edward and that trying to be would just ruin his life. I could pretend to be happy and grow up without Edward for him. It would all end wonderfully for the Cullen's. Once i was 18, i could move out and leave the Cullen's as if they had never met me.
Why would I even have to wait until i was 18, i could go now. I would just have to pack all my up and leave. I pulled out my suit case from my closet and started throwing cloths into it. I put my water bottle in it too, the one Emmet gave me when he though i could become a professional athlete. I had a few granola bars in my bed room too, incase i got hungry in the middle of the night. When everything was packed i carefully opened my window and dropped down my suit case. Then, i started to climb down the talk tree that stood next to my second story window. I knew my chances of escaping were not good but thy were going okay so far.
Once My feet hit the ground i grabbed my bag and sprinted as fast as my body would take me. I could hear my own heart pounding and the thudding of my shoes hitting the pavement. but i just kept running because it was all i could do. For myself, for my family and most importantly for Edward. I had no idea where i was running but i stayed on the pavement hoping to find a main road somewhere. Maybe i could even go to Alex's. Who knows? All i know is this is my one chance.
Just so you know i was going to end it there but then i felt bad about not updating so i wrote more…
Alice POV
Images came to me and i knew instantly that we were in trouble. Bella had ran away! She had heard most of Edward's and my conversation! But why would she run away? Wouldn't she be happy. I knew Bella was starting to have a crush on Edward. Why didn't this please her? I ran out the door hoping to get Edward, he was the only who could convince her to come home.
"Edward! Edward! " I screamed running into the woods, following his scent. "Edwaaaaaaaaaaaaard!" I continued running. He could't have gone too far could he? I continued yelling but it was no use. I pulled out my cellphone and dialed his number praying that he would answer.
"What!" he growled into the phone.
"Edward! you have to help me! Bella ran away!" I screamed into the phone.
"Alice how could you let this happen? Didn't you see her trying to run away? Why didn't you stopped her!" I could tell he was furious but at least he was going to help.
"I was focused on what you were doing and what was going to happen to yours and Bella's relationship" I said.
"Can't you see where Bella is going and go get her. If she is going on foot she couldn't have gone too far." Edward sounded very stressed.
"edward that's the problem! Bella has no idea where she is going! She doesn't even know where she is!" My voice was very panicked but i had no idea what to do! How could i have let this happen! Our family was falling apart and it was my fault! If i didn't let that vision slip than this would have never happened.
"Okay i'll be there in a few" He said and hung up. I was usually the person who fixed things. Not the one who messed everything up! Why was this happening? What was going on in Bella's head? I still don't understand why she would want to run away! did she have any food or water? I just had to stay calm and pray that she would be okay until Edward would get there.
Okay so how was that? Sorry it was kinda short. Anyone of you tried to run away? Tell your story in the review! I did ounce but then i remembered i wasn't allowed to cross the street on my own so i came home. lol REVIEW!
