Ch.7 Remembering

The next when I woke up I couldn't remember a thing and must have been completely out of it because I woke up next to a toilet. I had no idea how I got there that just proved how out of it I was then it hit "Mom" i gasped. I had just remembered that she called me and that I wasn't my self after the fourth call when I finally answered the phone. Only thing different was that it wasn't Laura's bathroom I was in it was mine.

I had such a massive headache I didn't want to think about what happened, besides im sure mom and dad will tell me everything that happened. It was still pretty dark so i figured it was the middle of the night still too drained to get up I just sat there instead of heading toward dad's old bedroom to sleep. Just then I heard someone come in the bathroom it was my dad okay now im scared.

"Dad" I said very weakly

"Yes Renesmee" he said in a very stern and angry voice

"Im so very sorry"

He just look at me anger and disappointment on his face he was still so furious. He layed me on his bed and said before leaving

"We'll talk about it when you are your complete self now sleep your exhausted" and he walked out of the room.

Edwards P.O.V

I didn't like seeing my sweet little Renesmee like this she was out of control I was especially hurt when she..... cursed at me. I couldn't believe what was coming out of her mouth it wasn't her at all I have raised her better than that so I blamed her friends for this. I warned them if they don't stop being her friends than I would make her do it and maybe something else worse than that. I wasn't happy for saying it but I don't really think they were a very good influence for her and I will do anything to protect her from that kind of crowd.

I was on my way to my old bedroom to check on her she was really quiet so I figured she calmed down by now. Then I heard something in the bathroom I looked in and there she was laying there next to the toilet. It looked very uncomfortable so I went in and picked her up to take her to my room.

"Dad" she mumbled weakly

I didn't know if I wanted to answer her knowing how mad I still was

"Yes Renesmee" she flinched she noticed I was still mad infact mad enough that I growled at her

"Im so very sorry"

I walked her to the bedroom in silence set her on the bed then said as I walked out

"We will talk about it when you are your complete self now sleep your very exhausted"

I walked back down stairs and saw everyone sitting in the living room Alice and Esme had their arms around Bella trying to comfort her. If she could cry I bet she would

"How is she Alice?"

"She still in a huge shock Edward" she said as she frowned

"Bella it alright love she calmed down she's just sleeping now"

My love looked at me the look on her face was anger, disappointment, and confusion

"Edward i've been thinking about what happened and well maybe it would be best if we have Jacob enrolled in all her classes to keep a very close eye on her"

Well this was a shock something I wasn't expecting even everyone else except Carisle had the same expression"

"Yes Edward I completely agree with Bella" Carisle said

"Bella I don't know"

"Well you better think fast cause I just called Jacob and he is on his way over"

"Without discussing it first and with me"

"Edward I don't care as long as it will keep Renesmee out of trouble than im willing to do it"

"Oh fine but I still think we should have discussed it first"

Then the door open with the stench of a wet dog

"He guys what's up" Jacob said as he walked through the door

"Jacob please sit down Bella and I need to talk to you about something"

He was hesitant for a second Oh jeez what did I do this time

"You did nothing wrong Jacob its more for Renesmee's benefit"

"Nessie?"

Then Bella said "Yes Jake"

"What about her?"

"Well you know we let her go to that party right?"

"Yeah"

"Well something happened and we want you to enroll in her grade at the school we all go to in all her classes to keep a close eye on her, but whatever you do you can't tell her the reason just make up your own got it" Bella threatened him

For a moment he just looked at us speechless not even saying anything in his mind

"What do you mean, what happened?!"

"Well were not really sure ourselves but all we know is that she got..... drunk and was out of control when we went to the party to go get her it took us forever to get her back here and she was cursing at us too"

Oh boy Jacob looked mad like he was about to phase

"Look dog if your gonna go out of control and phase then take it out side!" Rosalie yelled

"Shut up blondie"

"Rosalie" Esme scolded

"Im serious Esme if he is going to phase he better get out of here cause im not dealing with another freak out"

"Jake Rose is right why don't you go take a nice long run you know get all this taken in before we go on any farther with this conversation"

He nodded and left at once now all that was left to discuss was what we were going to do with Renesmee.


When my dad walked out of the room I randomly started crying my self to sleep. When I woke up again it was a bit brighter but I still felt horrible about last night. It was cloudy like that wasn't expected it is Forks after all so I immediately jumped out of bed. Still had a headache though but not as bad this time so I slowly walked down stairs preparing myself of being yelled at for hours when I see mom and dad. Uncle Emmet was the first to see me come down

"Well well well if it isn't the little drunkie mornning sleepy head"

I know he only made it to sound like a joke but it still hurt. So I just looked him with shame and embarrassment.

"Emmet shut up cant you see she feels horrible about this as it is and your just making it worse by jokeing with her like that, which by the your in so much trouble young lady"

"Aw come on Rose im just having a little fun and man were you ever wasted last night I mean you were just all over the place"

I started to cry again he said it like it was good thing and it really wasn't it was a bad thing a very bad thing.

"Emmet I think you better go somewhere else right now your upsetting her" Grandpa Carisle said

Then Grandma Esme swooped out of nowhere right next to me and started to hug me.

"Oh sweetie its okay"

I sobbed into her arms "N-n-n-n no it n-n-n not I scr-scr-scr screwed up b-b-b-b badly"

She hugged me tighter and at that point everything started to come back to me. From the drinking all that soda which had alchole in it and I didn't even know it, making out with my friends boyfriends, the phone call with my mom, and the worse part about it was my parents and Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper crashed the party to get me out of their. They embarrassed me so much that it made me so mad, mad enough that I cursed at them all on the way home say stuff like this is bullshit, you assholes, and fuck you. The worst thing that I remember yelling at them was I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL!!!! I was so horrible that I didn't even want to look at anyone. Then another thought hit me Jake oh how was I ever going to explain this to Jake especially the making out part I was doomed.

I didn't do anything except cry in Grandma Esmes arms "Im s-s-s sorry I d-d-d dont hate a-a-a-a-a any of you I d-d-d-d din't m-m-m-m mean it"

"Renesmee dear please stop crying I know you didn't mean to say it in fact any of its not your fault it was the alch..."

"HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT AFTER WHAT I DID!!!" I cried out as I ran out of Esme's arms and out of the house.

I just wanted to be alone at this point so I could get my head together. No one came after me so they must have understood and let me go knowing I would come back sooner or later.