Hi everyone, here is a much anticipated update
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-A
"I want you to make love to me." I answer, he smiles and leans in to kiss my neck. I close my eyes and focus on the feeling of his lips on my skin. Listening to my breathing. He pulls me up into a standing position with him and leads me to his room. He keeps looking at me with a smile on his face, I bite the end of the sleeve of my hoodie in anticipation. We get in the room and he stands me in the center of the room. He dims the lights and removes his socks. Who knew someone could make remove their socks look sexy. He walks over to me and slowly pulls the hoodie sleeve from my teeth. He licks his lips and his eyes scan my face.
"Since the moment I met you it's only been you. I could never look at another girl the same. I guess I was waiting for you to come back into my life somehow." He pushes a lock of hair behind my ear, giving me goosebumps. "I am not letting you go again." He says softly, grabbing my chin softly to look at him directly in the eyes. "You. Are. Mine." He says between soft kisses to my lips. "Forever." He puts both his other hand on my back and pulls my flush to his body, I can feel his erection digging into my stomach through my hoodie. Needs in my body start to flicker. A need for him.
He reaches his hand around and slips it under the back of my hoodie. His fingers gliding across my skin. I close my eyes and tip my head back. His fingers on my chin slowly trace the skin from my chin down to the neck of the hoodie. I roll my head to the side and he runs his fingers back up my neck to my ear. Then he trails them along my jaw and he starts kissing my exposed neck. We slowly start walking backwards till I feel the bed behind me. He backs up, leaving me needing his skin on mine. He reaches for the hem of my hoodie and slowly pulls it up. His knuckles grazing my skin as he lifts it up over my body. When I open my eyes back up and shake my hair out his mouth parts a little. I want to touch him, I need it. To feel like I have him, not just a part of him but all of him.
"I need to touch you." I tilt my head to the side, softening my face. His eyes study mine, flickers back and forth between the two. He reaches for the hem of his shirt and pulls it off his head. I take a second to look at the broadness of his shoulders, he is more fit than the last time. His arms are slightly bigger and as I look down to his abs, they are more cut. My inner goddess wipes the drool off her face. He pushes me on the bed, startling me and causing me to let out a small yelp. I start giggling as he crawls over me and hovers over my face. "You HAVE been working out." I say. He grabs my hands and pins them over my head. I gasp. This is unfair.
"I want to touch you first." He says, "To make sure you are still real." He lets go of my hands. I grab onto the blanket for something to hold onto while he starts kissing down my neck and over the dip in my collar bone. I haven't removed my bra yet, he kisses around it. But I want his mouth on my breast. I want his mouth everywhere on me, my body screaming for it. I wiggle under him, he reaches his hand up and sprawls it over my tummy to hold my down. Each kiss sends me deeper and deeper into the cloud. Cloud Nine. I start letting out small groans and his fingers flew on my stomach, his need is growing to. Right into my leg. I tip my head back and let out a gasp and his tongue slides across the waistband of my sweatpants. My inner goddess hulk rips off all her clothes and screams TAKE ME. He slides off he bed and with it slides my pants. The crisp air gives me shivers.
Just as soon as I am cold I am warm with Christian's chest touching mine as he puts his lips to mine. His chest hair tickle on top of my breasts. He rolls me over so I am laying on him, then he sits us up into the sitting position. Reaching behind me he slowly undoes my bra, the anticipation is building. With ease he slides the strap off my arms and my body groans for his touch. I close my eyes and his hands glide over my breasts and his kisses on my neck. His hands travel around to my back. He pins me to him and flips me onto my back again. Hovering over my almost naked body.
"I feel like I have waited a thousand year to see you again." He says, looking into my eyes, brushing some hair off my face from flipping me. Its practically everywhere. "You enchant me." His eyes water up a little, this is a far more intimate moment than we have ever shared. I reach up and touch his face, his scruff itching the inside of my hand. I lift my head up and kiss him, bringing his head back down to the pillow with me. There is so much I want to say but right now all I want to do is be wrapped up in his touch and I know he needs that too.
His hand is under my neck, pulling me to him. His mouth mimics what I do, he shifts off me a little and runs his knuckles down my stomach to my cotton panties. He slides his hand in between the fabric and my skin and i find myself already about to let go. His fingers slip lower and lower. He catch his breath against my mouth at how ready I am for him. He kisses me back with need. He then insert his finger. I gasp and he moves his lips to my neck as I moan at the feeling. he rubs my with his thumb and my body quickens.
"Oh, no, not yet. I have waited to long to let you come that fast." He says in my ear, and continues kissing my neck. He removes his fingers and moves away from me off the bed. Im breathing loud and a chill flows throughout my body, leaving behind the tingle of the tip of an orgasm that he left unfinished. He slips my underwear off and I am completely vulnerable. He slips off his pants and boxers to spring free. He reaches over to the top drawer of his dresser and pulls out a condom. I watch as he rips the foil and slowly guides it on. He slides onto the bed over me. I slide my hands down the sheets and raise one slowly towards his chest. He is hovering over me giving me enough room to slowly place my hand over his left peck. He closes his eyes and lets out his lips part. I sprawl my fingers out into his light hairs. I can't tell if he is in pain though.
"I would never hurt you." I whisper. His eyes open and he looks down at me. His face looks younger, relaxed. He lefts his one hand up and steady his body on his other elbow. He puts his hand over mine.
"I have known for to long what it feels like to not have your touch. I am not going to push you away anymore." My heart melts. He wants me to touch him. He lets go of my hand and reaches up, cupping the side of my face. He is yearning to be loved and we have denied our feelings for each other for to long. He slowly slides his hand down my neck, the feeling so good I close my eyes and lay my head to the other side. He continues down my over my breast and down my ribs. His fingers dipping in between each rib dent. He moves his hand over to my hip and around to my but, lightly squeezing it before grabbing the back of my leg. He holds me still as he eases into me. The feeling is overwhelming, my body almost heating up from the inside. I arch my back as he continues to fill me. I feel all the air leave my lungs as he pulls back slowly. Oh My. It feels so good.
"Ahh," I moan out.
"Oh, Anastasia." He says into my ear. Rhythmically he moves in and out. My nerves tingle and the rest of my body relaxes. I open my eyes and look up at him at his soft gaze. He quickens a little, my body pulsing under him. I feel it coming, my release. I hold onto it, the warm tingle in my inner core that will spread through out when I come. His breathing deepens and his fingers dig deepening into my thigh. Hes close too as he pulls me closer. My hips rock up to meet his, he lets out a loud groan and together we both hit our climax. Our bodies hot and covered in a thin layer of sex sweat. It smells sweet and salty. He smiles down at me and I cant help but smile up at him.
"Do you have any idea what you do you me?" He says, slowly pulling out. I wince at the sudden emptiness I feel when he is gone.
"I wish you knew what you did to me." I say back, I watch as he slides off the bed, removes the condom, and puts just his sweatpants back on. They hang on his hips in that way that makes my mouth go dry. Round Two? No, I am completely exhausted now. "Can I ask you something?" I blink at him as he crawls towards me on the bed. I am still naked but I am holding the blanket around me. He gives me a kiss, biting my lip as he pulls away.
"Anything." He says.
"What did you do for... you know... your needs?" I say, looking away from him, embarrassed. I know he instantly knows what I mean, he chuckles and lays down on the bed next to me, I stay sitting up.
"I perfected self pleasure." He says and smirks his rare sexy smirk. I instantly feel silly for asking. "What about you?" My eyes shoot to his and I tilt my head.
"Nothing. I went my whole life avoiding sex that it was easy to just... not want it. At least not anyone but you." I say and throwing the blanket over my head to hide my blushing. He sits up and pulls the blanket from over my head.
"I should have never let you walk out that door. It was the biggest mistake of my life. I will never make that mistake again Ana. I promise you, your life will be everything you want it to be." He pushes hair off my cheek, his ends tracing my jawline.
"I just want all of you. No secrets, no boundaries, no rules." We stare into each others eyes for a minute. I could stay like this forever. I reach my hand through the gap in the blanket to touch his chest. He closes his eyes. "You are more than what you lead on to others. I want to know that side of you. I never want to let you go either." He opens his eyes back up and they are fire. He grabs my face and kisses me. pushing me onto my back. The blanket falling off from around me. He kisses me everywhere from head to toe. I giggle against the feather kisses.
"No. Secrets." He says in between kisses to my stomach. "No. Boundaries." He travels down to my inner thigh. "Some. Rules." He says. I freeze and suddenly his tongue is THERE. Oh. I groan into my hands as his tongue traces circles. I wasn't ready for another round, but now I am. I feel my body getting ready to release again but he stops and slips off the bed. Grabbing another condom, pulling off his sweatpants, and rolling it on. He slides over me and his mouth is on mine. Passionately he kisses me, or tongues gliding against each other. I grab into his hair, pulling his closer as he slowly goes in. He groans against my lips. He leans to the right and rolls me over on top of him. Oh, hes deep, I could climax right now. "You are in charge." He says and puts his hands on his thighs. I see that even with the littlest movement his eyes roll back a little. He is not one to have someone take charge of him like this. Except Miss. Robinson I push that thought far from my mind for now.
I slowly rock my hips back and forth, I can feel him so deep and it feels so good. I place my hands on his chest and his eyes meet mine. I pick up my pace and he throws his head back and lets out a loud moan. There is something about having this power over him that makes it even more hot. I close my eye and roll my head back.
"Oh. Fuck." He says and tightens his grip on my thighs. I release and let my body feel the growing sensation of my climax.
"Christian." I call out his name and clasp on his chest. He places his hands on my back, lightly massaging my sensitive skin, I feel myself drifting. With such ease he puts me back onto my back and pulls out of me. I dont even open my eyes, I just roll over and let sleep start to take over. Christian climbs into bed behind me. I feel his weight on the mattress as he gets on. The soft blanket slides up my skin as he covers me. He plants soft kisses in my hair as I drift off to sleep.
(A&C Songs)
"Never Be Like You"- Flume
this song belongs more in chapter 2 or 3, but I love this song for them.
"Need You"- Ember Island
"Latch (Acoustic)"- Sam Smith
I have to admit, I was really nervous to write this chapter...
