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Chapter 6

Elliot went back to his one room cabin after he had done his rounds it was his night off and he needed a drink. Just as he was sorting his head out she had to turn up, no warning nothing, telling him she loved him. He grabbed a beer out his small fridge and took it outside and sat on the steps.

"Hey Elliot you okay" he looked up and saw Maria one of the full time Carers at the camp walking towards him.

"Yeah I'm fine" he lied.

" Yeah of course you are. Want to talk about it"

Elliot shrugged his shoulders. "I guess it could help, why don't you grab yourself a beer" she walked past him and went into his Cabin emerging a minute later with two beers.

"Got you a top up" she smiled.

"Thanks" he said taking it off her.

"So what's happened you were fine earlier? Then I notice you leaving early this afternoon,when the kids were having snacks, which isn't like you. Plus you looked a bit upset when you came back up from the sports field this afternoon"

"You been watching me" he laughed nudging her.

"Would it be that bad if I was? She asked wiggling her eyebrows at him "I can think of worse things to be watching"

Elliot smiled at "Thanks"

"So come on what happened?"

"Someone turned up today that I wasn't expecting, I didn't even know she knew where I was, it just took me by surprise a little" he said drinking his beer. "I wasn't prepared to see her and I didn't handle it very well"

"I take it this woman is your partner, the one you needed to get away from…Olivia"

He nodded.

"How did you feel when you seen her?"

"I don't know angry one minute then the next I just wanted to hold her and tell her I loved her"

"And do you love her?"

"I will always love her, that's what hurts so much and seeing her today brought all my feelings back that I have been trying so hard to forget. But I cant go there not after everything that happened the things we said to one another after the shooting, the look in her eyes when I told her why I pulled the trigger, it was like she hated me. Then she turns up here after three months and tells me she needs me and she loves me. how does she expect me to react to that. Olivia doesn't do that she doesn't open up and lay her feelings out there. I'm just so confused and it's driving me crazy."

"Where is she now?"

"I told her to go back to New York…. "

Maria smiled to herself." God I hope she has gone." She thought to herself.

"You know what you need?" Elliot looked at her "A night out, playing pool, beer and tequila shots"

Elliot laughed "You know you could be right, I've got a day off tomorrow so no early morning"

"Great come on then" she said jumping up "Let's go" she grabbed Elliot's hand and pulled him up.

"Give me five minutes to change" he said. "I will meet you at the reception"

Maria smiled "See you soon" she said running off. " He might be upset and on a sort of rebound andHe might be quite a bit older than me by about 2o yrs., but he was fucking gorgeous with a body to die for, tonight he would be hers, a few drinks and shots get him to relax. He wont be able to resist me" she thought to herself as she ran into her cabin and got changed quickly.

Elliot pulled off his sweats and pulled on his jeans and a black t-shirt. He picked up his wallet and opened it to check he had enough money. The first thing he seen when he opened it was a picture of his kids on one side and him and Olivia on the other. He smiled as he looked at the photo. It had been taken for one of their undercover jobs when they had acted as a married couple. At the end of the job he had kept the photo and had carried it in his wallet ever since, often hid behind his kid's photo so Kathy wouldn't see it. He felt a pain in his chest as he looked at her, why the hell did he send her away, he should have at least talked to her "You're a fucking idiot Stabler" he cursed to himself as he wiped the lone tear that fell from his eye. He would give it few days and ring her. Christ I need to get a grip of myself, just go out and have a laugh with Maria. Forget Olivia. He knew she liked him, she never really hid the fact and flirted with him quite a bit, maybe he should just go out and have some fun, something he hadn't had for a while so what if she was the same age as his oldest daughter. He took the photo out of him and Olivia and put it behind his kid's photos, he didn't need reminding all night of his past and what he had lost.

They entered the bar in town and ordered four beers and 4 tequilas and headed for the pool table.

"Here's to a good night" said Maria raising the first tequila shot as a toast. Elliot raised his glass and knocked back the drink.

"Rack em up" he smiled picking up his beer.

Olivia climbed of her bed in the Motel and looked at her watch it was just after nine; she had been asleep for three hours. She heard her stomach grumble and realised she hadn't eaten since this morning. She threw some clothes on and grabbed her keys, hoping there was somewhere to get some food in the small town. She walked down the mains street and stopped outside a Country bar that advertised food. She wouldn't normally go into a bar alone but she didn't really have a choice, plus she was sure this place was a lot safer than bars in New York. She pushed the door open and walked in and headed straight for the bar and took a seat.

"Hey how what can I get you" asked the barman.

"Bottle of Stella please" she smiled looking round the bar "You still doin food?" she asked him.

"Sure what would you like?"

"Burger and fries will do"

"Sure coming straight up" he said putting her beer in front of her. "You sitting at the bar or taking a table"

"I will take a table" she said climbing off the stool and sitting at a small table tucked out the way so she didn't stand out sitting alone.

Two hours later 4 beers and 8 tequilas later Elliot was feeling a lot more relaxed but his pool playing was getting worse.

"I think this is gonna have to be the last game" he laughed as Maria mis cued and totally missed the white ball.

"Yeah I think your right….why don't we make the last game a bit more exciting"

"Oh yeah what did you have in mind?" he asked sitting on the table.

"Hmmmm how about" she said walking up to him and standing between his legs "A small bet" she ran her index finger down his chest and grinned.

He swallowed hard and looked at her his eyes falling to her lips as she licked them "If I win you have to dance with me"

"I….. I don't do dancing" he said his voice deep and low.

"Tough Stabler" her voice was low and her lips inches away from his "you're supposed to be having fun"

"I can think of better ways to have fun than dancing" he grinned raising his eyebrows. Making Maria laugh.

"Yeah like what?" she asked moving away from him. Elliot grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him her face close to his, he knew it was the alcohol making him act so brave that and the fact he knew she wanted him she had made that obvious throughout the night the way she flirted. So he knew he wouldn't get turned down. He just wanted one night to forget everything.

"Quite a few things" he moved his lips closer to hers and brushed them against hers. Images of Olivia flashed before his eyes as he kissed her. He knew he didn't really want this, not with Maria it was Olivia he wanted to be kissing. He closed his eyes trying to push the pictures of Olivia out his head. But all he could think of was the night outside the bar and the one and only time he had kissed her.

"Excuse me where are the bathrooms?" Olivia asked the barman.

"Just through the back past the pool table" he told her.

Olivia walked through the bar and as she got close to the pool table she saw a couple kissing the blonds arms were wrapped around the guy's neck pulling him down towards her, his hands gripped her hips. She stopped dead as she close to them and just stared when she realised who it was.

Maria moaned into the kiss and Elliot opened his eyes slightly and realised someone was stood was them. He pulled out of the kiss and opened his eyes and just stared not speaking as Olivia looked at him.

"Mmmmm baby, what's wrong?" asked Maria cupping his face. He didn't answer and just stared over her shoulder. Maria turned around and looked at Olivia "Elliot what's wrong?"

Olivia finally spoke "You fuckin Prick" she snapped unable to stop the tears.

"Olivia…"

"Fuck you" she said turning and running from the bar.

"Elliot?" Maria said realising straight away who the brunette woman was "I thought you said she had gone"

Elliot just stood and stared after Olivia, wondering what the hell had just happened. He looked at Maria "I'm sorry …. I need to go" he said pushing past her and running after Olivia. He fell out the bar door and checked up and down the street, he saw her about a hundred yards away and ran after her.

"Olivia …. Please wait" he shouted as he closed the gap "Liv please" he panted grabbing her arm and spinning her around to face him.

"Get the hell off me" she snapped.

"It wasn't what it looked like"

Olivia laughed "What! I didn't just see you with your tongue stuck down some blond girl's throat, Jesus Stabler what is it with you and blonds, maybe I should have dyed my friggin hair… she is about the same age as Maureen for christs sake"

"No… I mean….I" he was trying to speak but nothing would come out "I wanted it to be you…." he never seen her arm moving as her hand connected with his face she didn't slap him it was a full blown punch. His head snapped to the side and he tasted blood from his lip.

"All you had to do was say you didn't love me and I would have gone"

"Liv please can we talk about this" he said wiping the blood away from his lip.

Olivia shook her head "I never want to talk or see you again. To think I have spent months crying over you, worried about you, what a fucking joke" she turned to walk away from him but he held her arm tight.

"I couldn't say I didn't love you because….. I do …. I do love you" he cried " I need you Liv"

"It's too late Elliot, cause right now I fuckin hate you and never want to see you again…. Now leave me alone" she ripped her arm from his grip and stormed away. Elliot fell back against the wall and slid down to the floor and dropped his head to knees and cried, what the hell had he done he took the photo him and Olivia out his wallet and looked at it through the tears.

Maria stood just up the street and watched the reaction between Olivia and Elliot. She slowly walked up to Elliot and sat down next to him and touched his arm.

"I'm sorry" she said handing him a tissue for his lip.

"It's not your fault" he sniffed wiping his eyes and dabbing the blood from his lip.

"She has one hell of a right hook"

"I'm just glad she didn't use her left"

"You want to go and get another drink"

"No thanks I just need to alone" he told her standing up.

"Will you be okay?"

"We'll see, I will just walk back to the camp, I need to clear my head. Make sure you get a cab back okay"

She nodded as he walked away. As she stood up something caught her eye she picked up the photo from the pavement it was of Elliot and Olivia, they looked so happy together. She smiled and stood up. As much as Elliot was hot and she would love to get him into bed she had to do something, he loved her and she obviously loved him after all she hadn't left when he told her to. There were only 2 motels in town, so she headed to the closest one thinking if Olivia had walked then that was her best bet.

She rang the bell at the reception "Hey Mickey" she smiled as the owner came out from the back.

"Hey Maria what can I do for you?"

"Did a woman from New York check in here today"

"Sure did…Why?"

"I just need to know her room number"

Mickey just looked at her "I need to leave her something that's all … it's to help a friend"

Mickey smiled "She is room 15, I don't want any trouble"

"There won't be I promise" she said picking up a pen and grabbing a piece of paper. She wrote something quickly and wrapped it around the photo before leaving the reception. She stood outside room 15 and slipped the photo under the door and knocked before leaving quickly.

Olivia heard the knock on the door as she splashed water on her face. If that was Elliot he could just leave cause she wasn't answering to him. She pulled her bag out from under the bed and began to throw her clothes in, the sooner she got back to New York the better. She checked the room to make sure she had everything and went to leave. As she got to the door she noticed the piece of paper that had been pushed under it. She dropped her bag to the floor and bent down and picked it up. She unfolded the paper and looked at the photo of her and Elliot. Then at the paper.

Don't give up on him, he loves you. He wasn't to blame for tonight it was all me. I knew he was upset after your visit today and I used that to my advantage. I have never seen a man so broken as he was when you walked away tonight. Just give him a chance, he was a mess when he first came here, he needs you. And from what I seen tonight you love and need him just as much otherwise you wouldn't have been so upset at us kissing. He is in cabin 4 just in case you need to know.

P.s sorry about the car I couldn't risk you leaving tonight and making a huge mistake.

Olivia flung the door open and looked at her car it had four flat tyres "What the hell" she said looking at the car, she went back in the room and closed the door and sat on the bed looking at the photo. "God I hate you Stabler" she sighed.

I couldn't just have them getting together. I am going to be changing the rating to an M from the next chapter the lovin and smut is on its way.