Heyyyy guyyysssss...So I'm sorry that I was gone so long, but now I could really give a shit was people think of me, so I'm gonna keep on writing...yeah...I'm so totally confident in myself...not.

ANYWAY the story is probably most likely halfway close to over now, so the twists and turns might maybe not slow down a little bit less now. That made no sense, thanks anyway.

I'm really glad for the people who review to this story, and others, and I've been thinking of a Vocaloid story for like, everrr now, because I wanted one with the boys and the girls, but I'm in the process of trying to find old stories...because I flushed them all, if you missed that memo.

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Ayase POV

I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot, and now Kanou-san is in that room and since I didn't talk, they're questioning him. He was so sad. I could tell, because his face was blank. It's never blank, even if he's incredibly angry, it gets all stony, but it's never blank. Even now, it shocks me how much I know of him...the strong, dark, tall man, who took away my life with his kisses, who let me sleep in his bed, who told me we had a bond stronger than blood, who raped me in my sleep, who allowed me to be taken away multiple times, who-who...

He raped me.

He let me get raped.

He called me property.

He called me his.

He wanted to film me doing those things.

He still denies that he's gay.

I hate him.

I hate him.

I hate him.

But...He loves me?

Kanou POV

Ayase...Hates me...

"Sir, we're going to need you to answer the question."

He looked at me like that...What am I going to do?

"Sir? Kanou-san?"

Kanou looked up wearily at the man sitting across from him at the table. The room was small and dark, and he knew the mirror at the behind the man was not really a mirror. He set his head into his hands again.

"Kanou-san, we're going to ask you one more time- Where did you meet Ayase Yukiya?" Kanou felt tears behind his eyes, and quickly swallowed them.

He sat up straight, and put his stony expression on. "I met him when his cousin introduced us at a party." He lied.

The questioner leaned back and eyed him with amusement. "Really?" He asked. He leaned forward again so that his elbows were on the table and laced his fingers together. "And how long ago was this?" He asked.

"About a year ago." Kanou replied, staring right into the window. He wasn't lying. It had been a little over a year since he'd first seen Ayase on that stage...naked...His body so pure and clean and white...

"And when was the first time you had sex with Ayase?" The man's voice shook him out of his thoughts.

Kanou felt the anger rising in his stomach. "And what business of yours is that?" He asked slowly.

The questioner seemed to smile, and tapped his cheek with the pencil. "It's not." He replied.

Kanou looked away at the wall, and let the anger drain from him. "We had sex the first night we met." He said slowly, feeling his chest contract.

The man peered at him. "Was this sex consensual?" He asked, as if he knew the answer.

Kanou mentally prepared himself, and spoke aloud. "No. Not at first."

The questioner pulled both lips inside his mouth while he wrote something down. He shook his head. He no longer looked amused. "I had a feeling it wasn't. So you raped him. You raped Ayase Yukiya."

Kanou put his hands behind his head. "Yes." He whispered. "I did."

"How many times?"

"I stopped counting."

"Did he ask you stop?"

"Yes."

"How often?"

"All the time."

"Why didn't you?"

"I liked it."

The man stared at him with disgust. "You liked being in control of a young boy who couldn't do anything to defend himself. You liked holding him down while he begged you to stop. You liked the fear in his eyes while you put your hands on him. Is that right?"

Kanou trembled with fear and rage. Was that what he liked? No...He hated it. He hated Ayase telling him to stop, crying out, screaming when he-He hated that.

"I liked him..." Kanou said, his voice trailing off.

The man leaned forward again, his pencil still in the air. "I'm sorry, what was that?"

Kanou let his head fall back, and exhaled. "I liked him. I wanted him to like me. I wanted him to want me to do those things."

The man nodded, writing again. "And why didn't you stop when he asked?" He inquired.

Kanou laughed aloud. The man looked up abruptly. Kanou laughed as tears began to roll down his face, and he set his face in his hands again. The man waited a few moments as Kanou began to sniffle, and then sat up straight again, his face completely blank.

"I didn't stop because-" Kanou took a deep breath, then let it out. "I wanted him to like it. To like me. I wanted him to want me like that, want me to take him. I didn't like him crying out and begging me to stop. I hated that. I hated when he didn't let me touch him or cook for him or even pour him a glass of water. I wanted him to fall in love me so badly that-" Kanou stopped. The man was watching him, his pencil poised at the ready again.

"That?" He asked.

"That I disregarded his feelings." Kanou said heavily. He closed his eyes. "I was so fixated on raping him to get him to love me that I didn't focus on what I should have-making him happy."

The man nodded, seeming to realize how hard this must be to notice such a thing. Kanou suddenly stood up. "I have to go now," He said, with a blazing look in his eyes. He turned toward the door.

"I'm afraid that's not possible." Kanou turned slightly. The interrogation man was hold his clipboard and file casually, as if daring Kanou to open the door.

Kanou's face was the epitome of anger. "And why the hell not?" He growled.

The man pointed to the door, which swiftly opened, almost hitting Kanou in the back. He tried to kick, but the police grabbed him and held both legs and his arms behind his back.

"You're under arrest for the repetitive rape of Ayase Yukiya. And for false pretenses, and kidnapping."

Kanou breathed hard, staring at the ground.

Ayase, He thought, please be okay.

Ayase POV

"Yukiya Ayase?" A pleasant voice asked. My eyes popped open. Never trust the pleasant ones. I groggily looked over to my left. A young man with kind eyes was smiling down at me. I sat up slightly at the sight of him. He had nicely cut brown-blond hair, sort of sandy looking, and bright green eyes. I felt myself drawing the sheets of the bed closer. He was smiling. This wasn't good.

The nurse checked the clipboard. "We've apprehended your kidnapper." He smiled at me, then blinked. "You know, the one you called Kanou-san?"

"Oh. Right, him." I mumbled, looking away. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. Out of pure reflex I jerked away, as I'd learned that I needed to do.

The nurse's eyes were huge as if I'd slapped him. "I'm sorry-I wasn't thinking-Of course you wouldn't want people touching you..." He said, his voice growing softer.

Immediately, I felt terrible. "No, it's just-just a reflex." I stuttered.

His eyes turned their gaze to me again. I felt my stomach shaking. Can stomachs shake? Maybe that's what's called 'butterflies'.

"Well, we have to send you home to your family." He said, smiling a little bit. I snapped my eyes up to his. No...No...

"I-I don't-I don't have any family." I said softly, hoping he couldn't tell that I was lying. He blinked.

"None?" He asked incredulously.

I blushed from embarrassment. "No. None."

His brow furrowed in confusion, and I noticed how he had a dimple in one cheek. I stared at it until he noticed and smiled. "I'm sorry, I'm so rude, my name is Riyoto. Suni Riyoto." I smiled and looked at my sheets, smoothing them. I like smooth sheets.

He scratched the back of his head. "If you don't have any family, we'll have to keep you here in the hospital until further notice, since you're under the age of 20." He smiled apologetically.

I stared at him. "But-It's so lonely-Isn't there somewhere I could go? I'm scared of being alone." I said, blinking back tears.

He flushed red and looked away from me. That's when I realized-He likes me.

Suni cleared his throat and said quietly, "You could room with someone." I blinked at him.

He looked uncomfortable, and then said, "I don't have a roommate, so if you wanted to..." His voice trailed off.

I looked down. He was offering me a place to stay...but what if he had ulterior motives? What if he was one of Kanou's enemies? What if he held me down when we got there? What if-

"I understand if you don't want to stay with me, after all that's happened with that other man." I looked up at him. He was looking over to the wall, not at me. I took a deep breath.

"I'll stay with you."

His head whipped toward me, and a slow smile came over his face. He nodded quickly and proceeded to leave the room, bowing apologetically all the way. I let myself fall back onto the mattress again, staring at the window.

Somehow, I knew I'd mess this up again.

Wow. I'm super depressing. But I feel like I just got so much out of this story in this chapter. Now...To answer some...REVIEWS

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