Yeah, I have no idea where this story is going… I might end it soon, if I get around to it… So sorry, I have such bad writers block! XD
**FLASHBACK**
"Well, I have changed! I um...My..." I could say it... I mean, it would probably just mess with his head more, so I thought I might as well get as much out of the deal... "My feelings have changed" I said.
He stared at me, wide eyed.
"W-what do you mean?" He asked.
This time, it was my turn to smirk.
"That is for me know" I said and stood up "and you to wait and find out" I winked and walked up stairs, laughing. Before I walked up stairs, I looked at him, and he was just staring at me with this dumb look on his face, which just made me laugh more, I saw him smile/smirk when I walked up stairs.
I sighed... Okay, maybe I do Love him, just a little...
^Amu's inner voice, that she still refuses to listen to, well, not as much as before^
"No! You love him a lot! Stop lying to yourself!" It yelled at her.
Back to 1st person
...although, will never tell him that any time soon...
* END OF FLASHBACK*
Eggs and Bananas!
I walked into my room and shut the door. I smiled in satisfaction. He was probably still standing there with that stupid face! Ah, priceless…
I walked over to my bed and lay down on the sheets. I was looking up at the ceiling fan, just day dreaming about nothing, relaxing. Then something flashed in my head:
"Tell yourself, Amu-chan" It was Dia's voice.
I shot up into a sitting position. I gripped one side of my head. I was so confused, I couldn't figure out where her voice was coming from! My heart, my head, the air…
"Only you know that answer" I heard again. This only caused me more confusion. I buried my face in my pillow and tried to focus on her voice, trying to find her location.
"…person you hold dearest to your heart" I heard her distance voice say.
Then my head was silence and she was gone, for now.
"What the hell was that?" I asked myself quietly. I rubbed my temples, confused.
"Was it from a dream?" I thought, but nothing came to mind. I sighed and collapsed on the bed.
"Dearest to my heart? What is that supposed to mean?" I asked myself.
"Oi! Amu, 'you alright?" I heard Utau ask me through my locked door.
"Y-yeah I'm fine!' I hollered back.
"Okay" I heard her say with a skeptical tone.
I heard her footsteps on the stairs
"What up with you, Ikuto?" I heard her ask. Was he really still just standing there? What a dork.
"…It's nothing…" I heard him reply.
"What is up with everyone today?" I heard Utau ask. "First Amu is being a shut-up in her room and now you are drifting off in Lala land… Did I miss something?" I heard her sigh loudly. "Listen, I'm going out to do some shopping, I'll be back in a few hours… By the time I'm back, you better be back to normal, and tell Amu that, too… I swear you guys are all crazy" I heard the door slam shut and there was silence down stairs.
I lay there listening for any signs that Ikuto was coming up stairs. I didn't hear anything. I sighed in relief. Even though it was fun teasing, I wouldn't even admit it to myself that I loved him, let alone admit it to him. I closed my eyes… What would I do if he came up here and started questioning me about it? I don't know what I'd do…
*Grumble*
Crap. After the whole hand fiasco, I never even got breakfast T0T
There is know way I am going down there to face him. It would be way to embarrassing to have him question me about our previous conversation.
I sighed. Well, for all he knows, he… Well… He doesn't know that I might love him! So I guess it doesn't really matter if I go make breakfast or not! It will be like, being in the kitchen with Utau! Yup! Utau!
I jumped out of bed and headed to the door. I grabbed the handle and stopped abruptly. I took a deep breath, and opened the door.
I walked quietly to the staircase. No sign of him… Not that it mattered! Pfft…
I slowly walked down the stairs and stopped at the bottom. I peaked around the corner.
No sign of him. I sighed in relief.
"Is he still there?" I heard someone whisper in my ear.
O.O
"Oh My God!" I screamed and jumped back away from the voice behind me. Of course, it was Ikuto, standing there, no longer appearing stumped by our conversation, or, so it seemed…
"What's wrong?" he asked me.
I stared a him, eyes wide, heart pounding, and whether that was from him startling me, or him being in my presence, I was unsure of.
He raised his eyebrows at me.
I slowly straightened up.
"C-can I help you?" I asked him, annoyed.
"No, I was just coming down to watch some T.V." he told me.
What happened to that dumb-founded guy from a few minutes ago?
"Oh…" was all I said.
"What were you doing? You were walking so sneakily… You were probably coming down to-
"I was not coming down sneakily because I was worried you would still be here!" I cut him of, before he could mock me.
He simply stared at me.
"I wasn't going to say that, I was going to say that you were afraid that Utau would see the mess you made and be mad at you…" he told me.
He planned what he was going to say. He so did, I can see it in his face.
I started blushing.
"Pfft! Whatever!" I stomped into the kitchen, utterly embarrassed.
I could feel him watching me. Irritated, I almost forgot that I never cleaned up the egg. I looked down, just in time to keep from stepping in it. Then, of course, I forgot about the pan, and accidentally stepped in ti with my bare foot. I waited for pain, but there was none. Luckily, the pan had cooled down enough and it was only warm. I sighed.
I looked back and saw Ikuto laughing at me.
"Idiot…" I heard him say under his breath.
"Beh!" I made a =_p face at him.
I washed off the pan and got another egg out of the fridge. I tossed them into the pan and let them cook. As I waited, I looked over at the T.V.. I could only see the back of Ikuto's head, but I fixed my eyes on him. I was examining the way his hair was parted, and how it always seemed to stay the same when he spoke.
"I know I am mesmerizing, but why are ou staring at my hair?" he asked me.
"W-what! What are you talking about!" I asked frantically, completely embarrassed.
He got up and walked to the DVD cabinet. It had glass panel dorrs and he opened it and angled it a me. Sure enough, I could see how he saw me. Through the reflection of the glass… Ugh, I will never live this down!
He laughed at my expression.
"Oh, and by the way," he pointed behind me "I think your eggs are burning" he winked at me and plopped back on the couch, chuckling. I turned around, and my eggs were black.
"Ah! Crap! I am so done with this!" I grabbed the entire pan and just tossed it in the sink.
Frustrated, I grabbed the phone and decided to just order some breakfast.
(A/N Can you even do that? XD Ahaha!)
"Oi, Ikuto, I'm ordering food, do you want anything?" I asked him.
"What kind of food?" He asked.
"Breakfast food!" I told him.
He chuckled.
"Nah, I don't want to get fat, like you" he said.
"Shut up! I'm not fat!"
"Sure…" he replied.
Frustrated, I just hung up on them.
I grabbed a granola bar and a banana and started up the stares.
"You're still gonna get fat!" He called after me.
I was fed up with him. I gripped he banana in my hand, locked onto his head, and released it.
Bull's-eye.
I heard him cry out, and rub his head. I was laughing. So. Hard.
I could have fallen on the floor, but I was smarter then that, I saw him turn to me and he know I was the culprit, I saw him jump up and run towards the stairs. I ran to my room, shut the door, and locked it. Then I doubled over and fell to the ground laughing. Heard him run up the stairs to find me already in my room. It was silent. Then I heard him run somewhere, and in about a minute, he was back. Then a thought came to me. Wonder if he has a-
Then he barged in, it was what I feared… He had a key. I stared at him, expecting to be punished in some sort of way. But whatever punishment I would receive would be so worth it. I had only planned to, at most, hit him in the head, but I never expected that it would burst open and cover his head with banana! It was to priceless, I was laughing so hard, pounding my fists against the floor, it was just to good. It hurt, so badly, but it was just to funny! I laughed and laughed for about another two minutes, because every time I would look back up at him, I would just start laughing again. But once I had mostly recovered, I finally looked back up at him an just stared at him, giggling. He had one hand on his hip, the other by his side.
"Can…" I laughed a bit, then coughed, and continued "Can I help you?" I asked blandly.
He just stared at me. Then out of no where, he raised his hand quickly, I felt something touch my head, then heard something crack, and then something liquidy drip down my face, and the rest of my head. It dripped of my eyes so I couldn't see what it was but, it smelled like, it smelled like…
Eggs.
I used my hand to wipe my eyes, and sure enough, there was egg shell in my hair and on the ground. I stared at him, and this time he was laughing. Did he seriously just do that? Did he just dump egg on me! What is with him and eggs! Seriously! This is gonna be so gross to rinse out of my hair! And off the floor! Oh… He is so dead.
I took advantage of him being on the floor, and once again, I sat on him, or, well, more like I dropped myself right on his stomach. Feeling a sense of Déjà vu, and then remembering the other day, I immediately got off and walked to the bathroom. I heard footsteps following quickly behind me, then it hit me. Two people with messy hair. One bathroom. One shower. I needed to hurry, I ran to the bathroom that was just around the corner. I ran inside and shut the door behind me. Ahaha! I win! I looked at my hair and saw that the yolk was still intact on my head.
I heard him sigh.
"That's okay, I can wait." I heard him say. No, something's not right, there is no way he would just give up like that.
"I will just, wait out here" I heard him continue. "right by the door, the thin, thin, door." he said. What was he getting to? "The only thing separating us, and, uh, just remember, I have the key." he said.
That sick pervert. There is no way he would ever actually sink that low! Never! B-but still, now I am conscious of his presence. I sighed in defeat.
I grabbed a towel and opened the door. I gave him the death stare.
"You can go first" I told him, gritting my teeth.
"Why the sudden change of heart?" he asked me.
"I got scared" I told him. Scared of the pervert right outside the door.
"Aw, so you wanted to take a bath with me?" he asked. I could feel myself blushing.
I decided to take his offer to my advantage. I squatted down next to him, and put on an innocent face, he looked puzzled. I inconspicuously grabbed the yolk carefully off my head, and threw it at his face.
"No, I'm good, I just thought you could probably use the shower more then me" I smirked and laughed at his expression of shock and disgust.
I turned away with my towel and walked down stairs, and heard the bathroom door shut and the shower start running. I sighed, that was to good, first the banana on his head the egg yolk dripping down his face all over his body, it is gonna suck to wash it all off of himself… Ah! I slapped myself in the face! NO! No! Go away! Mental image! Don't imagine him naked in the shower! Ack! Stop thinking about it! Crap! I am such a pervert! But it isn't like I actually want to see it! No no! Okay, just… Stop…
I set my towel down on the counter, and turned on the faucet waiting for it to heat up to wash my hair… I waited and just listen to the sound of the water running…
"Dearest to my heart?" I said unconsciously while playing with the water coming from the faucet with my hand…
What does Ikuto mean to me, anyway?
