Kendall's P.O.V

Nick had just left…he had just finished raping my poor Jamie, I looked at my broken lover he looked so hurt and defeated I hated when he looked like that. I tried to move my arms but Nick tied me to a concrete pillar, but the way he tied my hands was just perfect…if I could get one hand loose then I could slip my other one out. As I started wriggling trying to free myself I noticed James had turned and was now looking at me, he had tears rolling down his face; he was pale and was losing a lot of blood due to Nick raping him.

"Jamie…Jamie baby I need you to untie me…I have to get you out of here" I said as I looked at James but continued to wriggle, James didn't make a sound nor did he move he just looked at me with sad eyes.

"Jamie come on…baby I know your hurt but you have to untie me" I said, but James just shook his head. Realizing he wasn't going to help me I continued to wriggle until I had worked the ropes loose enough to get one of my hands out…the only thing was it was at an awkward angle and I would most likely dislocate my shoulder in trying to get free. It was a chance I had to take I had to get James out of here before Nick came back. I leaned forward and started to pull my shoulder closer to me the pain started shooting up and down but I had to do this, just one more pull and I would be free. I leaned as far as I could go and when I did it snapped…yep I dislocated my shoulder but it didn't matter my plan had worked I slid my other hand out of the ropes…I knew James wouldn't be able to walk meaning I would have to carry him, so I aligned my shoulder and popped it back into place but ramming it into the pillar I was tied to…it really hurt but I had to get us out of here. I ran over to James when I looked there was so much blood and he was pale…very pale, I went to grab his arm and he flinched from me and started to cry so I bent down infront of him.

"Jamie I know your scared but you have to trust me ok? I'm going to get you out of here but you have to trust me" I said as tears ran down my face…that son of a bitch hurt my Jamie. James looked at me and whimpered

"I-I-I d-d-don't w-w-want t-t-to b-be h-here" James whimpered he sounded so scared and hurt

"I know baby…let me take care of you…can you sit up?" I asked he nodded and sat up, when he did I got his pants and walked back over to him…then I felt it I felt a vibration! James had his phone! I pulled the phone out to see it was Logan calling I hit the ignore button and called 911

"911 what's your emergency?" asked the operator on the other side of the line

"Yes me and my boyfriend have been kidnapped…I don't know where we are and my boyfriend is losing a lot of blood please help me!" I said in a panic I didn't know when Nick was coming back and I didn't want to be here when he did

"Alright sir I'm tracing your call right now just stay on the line with me…May I ask your name?" the operator asked

"M-My name is Kendall…and boyfriends name is James...please hurry I don't know when he'll come back" I said

"It's going to be ok Kendall just a few more seconds…ok I found your location police and medical help are on their way" the operator said I felt relief when I heard the news I looked at James and saw that he had laid back down I bent down and looked at him.

"Kenny...I don't feel good…it's cold" James said as a slight shiver wracked his body

"I know baby but I need you to stay awake ok….help is on its way" I said as I ran my finger through his hair I heard a beeping coming from the phone when I looked at it, it died leave it to James not to charge his phone! I looked back at James to see him closing his eyes.

"James…JAMES! Come on you have to stay awake…come on let's see if we can find a way out of here" I said as I helped him put on his pants. As I helped him stand up we heard a car door slam shut and footsteps….it was Nick! I didn't know what to do there was nowhere for us to hide so we just stood there and waited for Nick to walk in I was scared to death and I hoped the police was close. We saw the door open and there was Nick he had a smug smile on his face which turned into shock when he saw that I was untied and glaring at him. He walked closer towards us then stopped.

"James I thought I told you I would kill your boy toy here if you tried to run" Nick said as he looked at James

"He didn't try to run…I called the cops and they're on their way now" I said as I watched Nick begin to laugh

"And how did you call them huh? Did you mind page them or something?" Nick asked in a cocky tone

"No I called them using James' phone you prick" I said smirking at the way Nick's face fell

"W-what phone?" Nick asked in fear

"The phone you didn't know about…your fucked Nick" I said, he turned around and started to run but was encountered by the police. They arrested Nick and the medical team came in and got James they examined me and put my arm in a sling…I rode with James to the hospital as he was being examined I called Logan to tell him what happened.

"Hello?" Logan said on the other line

"Logie it's me…look me and James are at the hospital" I said

"What!? What happened are you guys ok?" Logan asked in a panic

"I dislocated my shoulder but other than that I'm fine…James on the other hand…look just get down here ok? I'll explain everything then" I said

"Ok we're on our way" Logan said as he hung the phone up. I waited for about twenty minutes before I saw Logan and Carlos running towards me, Carlos looked like he had been crying and Logan looked physically sick with worry.

"Kendall are you ok?" Carlos asked once he reached me, he embraced me in a tight hug and let out a little whimper

"I'm ok 'Litos…just dislocated my shoulder nothing major" I said as I returned the hug

"What about James…how is he?" Logan asked

"I don't know they haven't told me anything yet" I said

"What happened?" Carlos asked

"Nick…somehow he got us to this warehouse, when I woke up James was tied to a bed and I was tied to a pillar…he wanted James to choose between the both of us and James chose me...and well Nick didn't like that so he…" I said stopping once I got to the hard part Logan and Carlos were both looking at me in fear of what I was going to say next.

"What did he do to James Kendall?" Logan asked in fear

"H-H-He raped him…he raped Jamie infront of me and there was nothing I could do to stop it" I said as a new set of tears ran down my face. I don't know if it was because I was crying or if it was the news that I just told them, but Logan and Carlos were in shock…they stood for a few minutes before they said something.

"Where's Nick now?" Carlos asked

"With the police…James had his phone in his pants…Nick didn't know about it and when he left I found it and call 911" I said as I looked at my two best friends. We talked for a little bit before a doctor came out asking for the family of Diamond. Logan, Carlos, and I ran to the doctor praying that the news was good.

"Is he ok?" I asked, the doctor took a deep breath

"He's lost a lot of blood…and the injury that he had suffered is quite severe" the doctor said

"Ok so what now?" Carlos asked

"I'm-I'm afraid he isn't going to make it" the doctor said with a sad look on his face. Everything around me started spinning…I couldn't lose James I couldn't he had to be ok! Logan must have noticed me swaying so he made me sit down for a few minutes…the doctor came back out.

"Mr. Diamond is requesting to see Kendall" said the doctor I nodded and followed him to James' room once there I walked in to see James laying on the bed with a blood drip attached to his arm. He was getting a little bit of his color back but he was still pretty pale, I walked over to the bed and looked at him. His eyes opened and he gave me a little smile and grabbed my hand.

"Hi" James said barely above a whisper

"Hi…how you feeling?" I asked as I tried to hold back my tears

"I've been better" James said with a slight giggle "But you know I'm not going to make it right?"

"What Jamie don't say that…your going to be fine" I said as a tear fell, he couldn't think like this he had to think positive!

"Kendall it's ok…I know it's coming" James said as he squeezed my hand

"James Isaac Diamond stop talking like that! You're going to be fine" I said as I let my tears flow

"Kendall you know I love you right?" James said with his voice growing softer

"Of course I do…I love you too Jamie…which is why you have to get better" I said knowing our time was coming to an end

"Kenny do you remember when I first kissed you?" James asked me, I nodded

"Yeah…I freaked out and ran...biggest mistake ever" I said as I ran my fingers through his soft hair

"It might have been then…but we still got together" James said as fought to keep his eyes open

"And I never regretted that decision…I love you so much James" I said as I saw his heart rate start to go down

"Promise me...you'll move on…that'll make you happy…promise me that" James said in a soft whisper

"I promise…Jamie please don't leave me…I love you" I said as I cried

"I love you too Kendall, but I have to go…but I'll see you again someday "James said as he took his last breath, his heart monitor flat lined and his grip on my hand was lost.

"Jamie…Jamie…JAMIE NO…JAMIE WAKE UP...PLEASE WAKE UP" I screamed but I knew it was no use he was gone…my sweet little Jamie was gone and he wasn't coming back. Logan and Carlos came running into the room as soon as they saw me hunched over James' lifeless body they began to cry, the doctor came in and called James' death, he left us alone with James so we could say our goodbyes. After Logan and Carlos said what they had to say they left me alone with James, I ran my fingers through his hair and just looked at him, soaking up every last minute I could.

"Jamie I lied when I said I would move on, I had my fingers crossed…there is no moving on from you. James you were my first and my last…my only" I said as I bent down to kiss him one last time. James was a special person, he was my special person…he was my only.

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