Chapter 8: Words (Skylar Grey)
For once in my life I woke up to complete bliss. His arms were wrapped around my body making warmth touch me to the bones. I snuggled further into him and sighed. It was a great night and just for one night I felt loved. I didn't deserve this of course, I was a horrible person who didn't deserve happiness. Or that's what I tried to tell myself. Jace started to shift and his arms went around my waist tighter. His legs also tightened on mine that were curled around each other.
"Good morning beautiful" He said and kissed my head. I rolled over on top of him and cuddled into his chest.
"Mmmhm" I purred closing my eyes. His constant hand that rubbed my back put me into a lull. Unfortunately the shrill ring of my cell phone woke me fully up. I through my arm across Jace and grabbed my phone from the end table. Jace groaned when my body rubbed against his. I giggled then raised the phone to my face to look at the text. I also had a missed call from money but I would deal with him later.
Hope you slept well baby XOXO –Alec
My heart dropped into my stomach and I could feel the blood drain from my face. Alec, my boyfriend-I cheated. The fact couldn't wrap around my head. I scrambled out of the bed almost face planting but didn't. Quickly I made my way to the laundry room and pulled out my dress/coat from the drier throwing them onto my self not even bothering with underwear. Jace came in the room as I was changing wearing a pair of jeans his boxers peeking out from the band of his jeans.
Coming around to my side Jace wrapped his arms around my waist and nuzzled my neck.
"What's the matter babe?" He asked his breath brushing against my neck. I shuttered and moved my way from him making my way to the kitchen.
"Where's the money" I asked my voice almost breaking I kept my head down trying not to look him into his eyes.
"What? What money?" He asked confused as again he trailed behind me.
"What did you think it was free" I asked trying not to make the tears fall. His face fell.
"What do you mean? Clary no-" I cut him off.
"The fuck, the sex it's not free just because I know you Jace. I want my money" I cried.
"Clary no!" He looked offended. "What we did in there was not some "fuck' or just "sex." I made love to you Clary. Clary I missed you that one night stand years ago meant the world to me. You are the world to me I have never forgot about you. Every night in jail I saw your face Clary. Nothing got you out of my mind."
Finally tears had run down my face. I was trying horribly to justify my cheating and Jace didn't deserve having me in his life was already fucked up enough he didn't need any of that. "Just give me the money so I can be on my way" His face turned to disbelief to anger in seconds.
"Fine you want your fucking money" he wiped around and grabbed his wallet on the counter. He grabbed the bills inside and threw it at the ground by my feet. "There Clary take your fucking dirty fucking damn money" And like the dirty whore that I was I bent down on my knees with my vision blurred because of tears picking up the green paper on the ground. Quickly counting on both the hundreds and twenties I gasped.
"Jace this is too much" I choked out. He scoffed then left the room yelling as he walked out.
"Get the fuck out of my house slut, take your dirty money and go I don't care. Think of it as a pity tip for the whore of a prostitute"
Sobbing I grabbed the money the left over money and put some of it back on the counter. I had to leave before I broke down anymore.
Once I had made it to my own place I collapsed once the door closed. I had again nobody to blame but myself. I was horrible to Jace. He thought that the night had meant something and I just threw it back into his face. I could understand how hurt and upset he was. I didn't even mind the words he had said. I deserved everything that he had said.
The thing was though, that I did love Jace for the short amount of time I had with him I loved every second. He made me feel things that I had never felt before and it scared the hell out of me. So last night meant the world to me too. I was just to scared to admit I was falling for somebody who wasn't my boyfriend. Alec had nothing wrong with him except for the fact he was going after somebody damaged. I was to selfish to not give him up. He was safe, therefore something that I needed.
I should break up with him but I can't. And I was a hell of a bitch because of it. There was something that I had made my mind up about though I couldn't continue with how I lived my life.
My home phone rung in the distance and I crawled my way to it and picked it up.
"Hey Danni, it's me money you weren't picking up your cell I was worried I heard what happened. Don't worry nobody messes with Money's girls I got that dick back" I nodded my head even though he couldn't see me.
"Money I can't do this anymore- I quit, I'm sorry" Money was silent on the other end for a minute.
"I understand Danni, I know you went through a lot since I like you and you have some class I will let you go" He sighed on the other end. "I'll miss you Danni if you ever need me you know where to call"
"Bye money" and I hung up curled up into a ball and cried.
Sorry about the long wait for this chapter. It was quite sad to write and I bet everybody hates Clary. Poor Jace :( Anyways the reason I was gone was because my uncle passed away and I was at his funeral. He lost a battle to cancer on June 29th so RIP Dave. So I'm sorry again but I hope you can understand that I just didn't want to write anything for a few days. Happy late fourth of July to my American readers. Please comment and favorite telling me what you think.
P.S: Sorry if this confusing but here are the ages:
Clary- is 19
Jace- is 24
Alec- 21
P.P.S: So tell me who do you want Clary to end up with? ;) What is one thing that you want to happen in this story? tell me in the comments please!
