A/N: ok everyone this is it and tagging for smut! not your thing then skip all the italic and go to the end so you will know how this chapter ends. happy reading! :) feedback is always appreciated.

The sun peeked through the blinds and on Rae making her cover her closed eyes with her arm. She goes to turn away from the light and cuddled more into the bed and covers but feels a weight on her waist and hears light even breathing next to her. She takes her arm off her face and opens her eyes to see Finn cuddled next to her and the memories from the night before flood back.

Rae looks around the corner at the same time Finn does bumping their heads together that immediately have them yelling "Owww!" and rubbing their foreheads.

"Are ya ok?" Finn asked as he lowered his hand from his forehead and looked at Rae with concern in his eyes and voice. Rae lowered her hand and looked at him giving him a nod.

"Uh yeah, you?" Rae felt butterflies flapping around in her stomach at finally finding Finn but than her brain worked over time at trying to figure out what to say next.

"Um yeah fine uh…" Finn stammered out as he started to rub at the back of his neck, his heart beat faster and his mind a complete blank as to what to say next.

"So when did you figure it out?" They said in unison causing them to let out awkward laughs. They opened and closed their mouths in the awkward dance of tying to fugue out who should go first.

"It didn't dawn on me until I got home. I had honestly thought it was the radio station we saw each other at." Rae admitted as she played with a button on her jacket giving Finn bashful look. Finn awkwardly shifted his feet not sure if he should get closer or stay in the spot he was standing in.

"Well that would explain why ya didn't say anything at the shop." Finn gave Rae a crooked smile deciding to step a little closer making Rae blush.

"What 'bout you?"

"Same but ironically at the station which is why I didn't say anything at the shop either." Finn chewed on his lower lip as he blushed and rubbed the back of his neck both looking on nervously.

"I want me knickers back!" Rae blurted and went wide eyed at realizing what she said. Why do I always say twatish things? Really Rae is that the best ya could come up with. No So, how ya likening the party? Like the music? Ugh!

Finn felt his cheeks go red as he huffed out a laugh. Oh thank god she brought it up I don't think I could have figured out a way to say "I got ya knickers" without sounding pervy.

"Um yeah they're uh at me flat. Not that I go around keeping ladies knickers I find or anything. Pulse it would be kinda hard to explain why I have a pair in my back pocket to find their owner." Finn shifted his weight huffing out an awkward laugh. Really Finn that's what ya come up with! I am so not good with speaking. I should become a monk and take a vow of silence.

"Right ya have a point it's not like you're price charming carrying around a glass slipper to find Cinderella." Shut up Rae and turn off the word vomit. Rae looked down making a face at herself than looked up to give Finn a quick smile.

"Exactly or in this case the prince trying to find a naughty Cinderella." Finn bit his lower lip to keep from grimacing at himself. Ok there's got to be a hole around here to jump into right. Rae huffed out a laugh.

"Um so can we go back to your flat to get them." Rae said hesitantly not wanting it to sound like she was desperate to jump his bones although she really did but just didn't want him to know that yet.

"Of course. Uh do ya want to say something to Rob?" Finn pointed back to the house than sucked on his lower lip. Oh please don't let me fuck this up! Just hand her the knickers Finn get her number, ask her out, try and not attack her beautiful lips. Damn I want to kiss her again so bad. Finn focus and don't scare her off.

"I'll just send him a quick text." Rae huffed a smile at Finn before opening her flip phone and sending out a text to Rob. She closed her phone and looked back at Finn. Oh I so want to cover him in Dairylee and lick it off him. Rae focus, get ya knickers and his number. Don't fuck this up. Ugh he's' so out of my league. Rae shook her head as she thought this and stopped the negative thought telling herself she's perfect just like her therapist Kester taught her than cleared her throat. "So are ya good to drive to ya flat or do we need to call a cab?"

"I'm good to drive, um this way." Finn started off in the direction of his car with Rae following after him. They got into Finn's car and drove to his flat.

Rae walked into the spacious lounge room of Finns flat, she noticed framed band posters on the wall, some with autographs on them. He had an old sofa and a couple of recliners in the middle of the room arranged to face the telly in the corner. The kitchen was opened up to the room with a small dinning area next to it, Rae saw a record player with a shelf of vinyl's against the wall opposite them with a door to the right side that led to what Rae guessed was Finn's room seeing a peek at the bed inside of it. Finn walked in after her and closed the door then took his jacket off hanging it up by the door, Rae took off hers and Finn took it to hang it up.

"This is a nice place ya have," Rae gave him a small smile as she walked over to the records. "May I?" Rae gestured to the records as she looked at Finn who nodded yes.

"Thanks and yeah go head. Do ya want anything to drink? Water? Beer?" Rae nodded and said "yes a beer is fine." then started to thumb through the records. Not a good start there finny-boy but ya improving. Ah perfect. Rae pick's one out and turns to see Finn standing near her with a beer, she takes the beer and holds up the record to see if he wanted to listen to it.

"Good choice can never go wrong with Bowie."

"That's true." Rae smiled nervously than took a sip before putting her drink down than put the vinyl on the turntable and put the needle in one of the grooves. "I have to say I gave ya marks out of ten on ya collection." Rae pointed to the shelf as she picked up her beer and took a sip.

"Oh really how'd I do?" Finn raised his bushy brows that Rae found kinda cute on him and took a sip of his drink.

"Well ya got zero for starters on the first record I found which was reggae but it improved as I kept looking. So over all I give ya decent seven out of ten." Rae smirked as Finn scoffed looking wounded.

"A SEVEN I should get at least an eight." Finn shook his head at her cheekiness.

"No a seven, it leaves you room for improvement." Rae gave Finn a crooked smile before taking a sip of her beer, I don't know if I want to argue with her or kiss her. God her lips are so tempting. "So um my kickers." Rae asked nervously.

"Right this way Miss superior music knowledge." Finn smirked whilst sweeping his hand in the direction of his bedroom door.

"And don't ya forget it!" Rae teased as she put her beer down and walked to the door then in the room as Finn followed. Yeah defiantly want to kiss her. Ok focus Finn. She turned to see a light switch and turned it on. She surveyed his room to see it clean with soothing light blue walls, more framed posters, a dresser a few inches by the door she entered, a wardrobe on one side of the room and the bed on the other. Rae turned to look at Finn who closed the door blushing as he took the red silky knickers off the top of his dresser and gave it to Rae.

"So ya often have lady's underwear on top of ya dresser." Rae inspected her knickers. No stains and they don't feel crusty that's a good sign I didn't sleep with a perv.

"Only the one's I drunkenly shag at a rave and that disappears the next morning leaving them behind." Rae looked up to see him closer to her, her heart beats faster, a throbbing between her thighs begins to form with his closeness. God he smells good.

"Yeah about that uh…" Rae trailed off as her brain went blank at what to say.

"Why did ya leave?" Finn had asked that question to himself for the last week since the rave. Rae took a breath licking her lips.

"Honestly I had an insecure moment I figured in the harsh light of day you would have regretted what happened with me." Rae raised her shoulders to her ears than lowered them biting her lower lip trying not to cry.

"Well I can tell ya I don't and now that I've properly met ya I defiantly wished ya had stayed." Finn said in a low velvety tone of voice that sent a wave of electricity through her, straight to her core. He licked his lips giving Rae a once over stopping at her plump kissable red lips than to her big expressive eyes the color of golden amber with flecks of green mixed in. Rae swallowed at his intense stare of his soulful brown eyes as she dropped her knickers on the floor. Oh Fuck it. Before Finn knew it Rae crashed her lips to his, her hands fisting his t-shirt as she pushed him against the wall between the dresser and door. His lips there's something in his lips I can't get enough of. There so soft. Finn put his hands around her waist pulling her closer to him, Fuck her body feels amazing. Rae nibbled on his lower lip, licking it making Finn groan, their kiss becomes heated when Finn slipped his tongue into her mouth. She tasted like the sweetest honey to Finn and he couldn't get enough. Finn pulls away to look at Rae catching his breath.

"Are ya sure?" Rae nodded yes and they attacked each other with Finn pulling up her blue dress and off of her than Rae pulls hit t-shirt off him both articles of clothing falling to the floor. Rae and Finn kiss each other passionately as Rae undoes his button and fly of his jeans, she slips her hands in the waistband of them taking a moment to squeeze his arse. I want to bite into his arse like a rabid dog. Oh god his hands feel amazing. She breaks their kiss and pulls his jeans down, He steps out of them as Rae rose back up to him, and they drink each other in as they look the other up and down. I wasn't dreaming she is a real life goddess. He's an Adonis. Finn pulls Rae to him again and kisses her lips fervently as his hands go up her back causing shivers to slide down Rae's back and unclasps her teal bra, he slips the straps off her and it falls to the floor. Finn turns Rae around and pushes her up against the wall now tilting his hips grinding against her, his hardness felt by Rae. He entangles his hand into her hair pulling it exposing her neck, Rae moans out in pleasure, god her hair feels like silk. He kisses down her neck dragging his lips along her heated skin making Rae let out a breathy sigh. He makes his way down her chest nipping at her flesh and takes one of her nipples into his mouth swirling his tongue around it as Rae arches her back, her hand intertwined in his hair. His right hand massages her other breast as his left letting go of her hair slides down her side and to her waistband of her teal underwear, Finn kisses his way to the other breast as his right hand moves to her hip and he takes off her knickers throwing them behind him landing on the other side of the bed.

Finn takes off his boxers next and kneels in front of Rae ready to worship at his goddesses alter, she looks at him with lustful eyes. Finn lifts up one of her legs placing soft kisses up her shin, knee and the top of her thigh. He furrows his brows as he sees old scars on her thigh, Oh please don't be disgusted by them. Rae worries her lower lip than hitches a breath, surprised as Finn slowly kisses them one by one, he works his way up to her core grazing his teeth on her inner thigh sending sparks trough Rae's body. He puts her leg over his shoulder as Rae put her arm on top of the dresser and other hand on the doorknob of the door to brace herself. Finn parts her lips taking a moment to savor the smell of her arousal before licking up her slit to her clit making Rae buck her hips and lean her head back against the wall. God she tastes like honey and spice. He licks her slit a few more time before placing his lips on her sensitive nub, kissing and suckling it tenderly making Rae whimper, her stomach muscles tense, her legs start shacking and toes curl. Finn inserts one then two fingers into her wetness and twists them as he pumps in and out slowly, Rae groans out his name.

'Fiiiinn god yes Finnnn. Faster please." Finn sucks harder and pumps his fingers faster obeying his goddess. Forget Sexwizard he's the fucking King of Sexwizards, omg. Rae closes her eyes as pressure builds deep inside her and explodes throughout her body making her see stars and scream out Finn's name. Finn laps up her cum with some of it dripping down his chin and hand, Finn pulls back looking up at a flushed Rae breathing in short bursts of breath with a light sheen of sweat on her forehead.

"Was it good? He asked in a husky tone as he put her leg down keeping a hold of her as he rose up to stand before her.

"Yeah it was alright." Rae whisperers teasingly making Finn grin then she smiles lustfully at him as he grinds into her again needing to be closer, she feels his hardness against her aching clit. Rae takes her hands to cup his face and kiss him tasting herself on his lips as Finn slides his hands down her sides and around to her backside cupping her arsecheeks as he lifts her making Rae gasp into their kiss. He's actually fucking lifting me, he's a herculean sexwizard. Finn kisses her heatedly as he carries her to his bed her legs wrapped around him, I could kiss her lips for forever. He places Rae on the bed and lays on top of her supporting his weight with his forearms, Finn kissed down her neck and behind her ear sucking on her skin making Rae moan out. She runs her nails down his back as he kisses her neck and collarbone. Oh fuck his lips feel amazing. Finn rolls them over never breaking their kiss, now Rae is straddling him. Finn opens the dresser drawer to pull out a Johnny, Rae sits up and takes the foil packet out of Finn's hand, she opens it and grabs his hard cock in her hand sliding it up and down his length causing Finn to hitch his breath. She gives him a saucy smile as she puts the condom down his shaft, she lifts herself up and slowly lowers herself onto him both letting out a gasp.He moves his hands to her soft hips, her skin is so soft and god she feels so good.

"Ride me girl!" Finn groans out, oh I'll ride ya until there's nothing left but a damp patch. Rae rolls her hips slowly her arms are raised and her fingers intertwined behind her neck. Finn moves one hand up to her breast and pinches her nipple and pulls at it making Rae cry out in ecstasy, her snuggle pups are so perfect, she's so fucking beautiful. Rae moves faster as Finn massages her breasts with both hands, he moves his hands down and tightens his hold on her hip as he starts to trust into her meeting every roll of her hips, they start to breath faster a sheen of sweat starts forming on their bodies as they find a rhythm that starts to send them over the edge.

"Finn I'm close soooo close." Rae moans out as she leans down grabbing the headboard for leverage and grinds into him, her clit rubs against his pubic bone making Finn grunt in approval as he trusts harder, deeper.

"Oh god Rae…OH FUCK!" Finn groans out as a heat builds between them, Finn lifted his head to take one of her breasts into his mouth nibbling on her nipple. They move faster and faster until they scream out their orgasm together and it washes over them, Finn cups the side of her face to kiss her lips as Rae collapses on top of Finn too blissed out for her mind to work against her making her worry that she was crushing him. Finn rolls them to their sides, he pulls out and takes off the condom reaching over to grab a tissue on his side table and wraps the used condom dropping it in the bin. Finn lays back and cups her face rubbing his thumb along her cheekbone looking deeply into her eyes than places soft kisses along her jawbone and up to her mouth placing a soft kiss on her lips.

"Ya know this was so much better sober and not drunk as the first time." Rae smirked as her fingers drew shapes on his chest, Finn intertwines one of his thighs in-between Rae's his hand grazes her waist and pulls her closer to him.

"Yeah it was," Finn smiles warmly at her his fingertips of his other hand playing with a bit of her hair. "Rae um…uh," Finn bit his lower lip looking nervous and took a breath. "How did ya get um them s-"

"Scars." Rae finished for him. Ok Rae Kester said to be honest with people and if people can't accept ya for who ya are they can fuck off.

"Yeah," Finn whispered. Ya shouldn't have said anything ya gonna fuck this up. "But ya don't have to tell me anything if ya don't want to."

"It's ok. Um once upon a time when I was a teen I got bullied badly. My mum worked a lot and I didn't have friends, Chloe and I drifted apart at the time, so there was no one to talk to and I found unhealthy ways to cope. I harmed myself and one day when I cut too deep, it landed me in a metal home for four months." Rae looked at him her heart beating fast and her nerves were working overtime. She shivered a bit as she was cooling off from their heated bliss, Finn pulled the duvet over them and moved closer to Rae.

"So what happened after that?" Finn felt a hate inside him for all the twats that made Rae feel any less than perfect.

"I got help, went to therapy, and learned better ways to cope. I'm also mad, I take meds to help but I still have bad days from time to time." Rae bit her lower lip trying not to let the tears she felt fall. Oh god I hope I didn't scare him off.

"I think ya strong for going through all that Rae and ya still keep on goin', " Finn intertwined his finger with her and held her hand close to his chest his heartbeat being felt by Rae's hand. I think I could loose my heart to her. "When I was seven and me mum left da and me I didn't talk for weeks after, going into months. Me nan came to live with us and she got me to see a therapist about it, it took awhile for me to open up but I finally did and he helped me realized what me mum did had no refl-"

"Reflection on me." Rae finished a shocked look on her face. Finn looked at her with astonishment.

"How did ya know what I was going to say?"

"Because that was what my own therapist said to me when I talked about me dad leaving me and mum. Was his name Kester Gill?"

"Yeah!"

"It's a small world isn't." Rae smiled. I think I could loose my heart him.

"Yeah it is, he also helped me deal with my feelings when my Nan died too," Rae gave him a supportive look. "I like ya talking to ya and I don't like talking to anybody." Finn said as Rae scrunched up her face in a smile that he mirrored, he took his hand and pushed some of her hair behind her ear than placed another soft kiss on her lips. He pulled back to look at her, to take her in. "Rae I like you." Rae smiled feeling her cheeks go red.

"I like you too Finn and talking to you." She yawned as sleep was catching up with her and her eyes felt droopy. Finn yawned and leaned his forehead closer to hers so they touched.

"Goodnight girl." "Night Finn." soon the embrace of slumber took a hold of them and they fell into a contented sleep.

Rae smiled as she looked at Finns peaceful sleeping face taking him in, how his long thick lashes twitched with the movement of his eyes deep in sleep, the dusting of feckless along the bridge of his nose, the light scar on his cheek. I wonder how he got that. I could make up constellations with his freckles for forever. Rae turned to look at the clock and instantly panicked at the time. Oh shite I'm gonna be late for the airport, shit, shit, shit! Rae carefully removed Finn's arm, he moved to lie on his back making it easier for Rae to get out of the bed quickly but quietly she didn't want to wake him. Rae got up naked and frantically searched for her clothes; Fuck where are my teal knickers at? Ugh I'll have to wear these I guess. Rae put on her red ones and put on her bra than her dress. She found a peace of paper and pen to quickly write down her number and going through a mental check list of things she needed to do before going on her week long holiday to Tunisia. She looked around one last time for her underwear but still couldn't find them. She walked to the door but turned to look at Finn. Well Finn since I've met ya I've done the walk of shame twice, worth it so fucking worth it. God I hope I didn't fuck it up, please call me. Rae turned opening the door and hurried out closing it behind her rather too quickly and created a gust of air current that picked up the light piece of paper. It floated down between the space of the side table and bed; it safely landed just under the bed hidden away.


A/N:

Did you think I was going to make it that easy! Oh I do hope this doesn't cause a misunderstand that can easily be explained. Evil cackles!