There he was standing next to Boney, his arm draped around her shoulder. 8 months, since Erik, 8 months since Sam. We were ok now, we could move one, at least so Edward thought apparently, and it hurt that even if he was moving on it wasn't with me. What did he see in her anyway, she was like a Barbie doll, cut on the outside, but on the inside she was just plastic.

"Bella" he called out as he saw me. I smiled, not genuinely that's for sure, but I just didn't want him to notice, even if inside, I just wanted to burn that bitch to the ground. "Wow… "I hear Jasper whisper to me, obviously feeling the tension in the environment. – Shut it, Jasper- I say, frustrated. He lifts his arms, as if to lift white flag, he walks to the table in which Alice and Rose are sitting. I groan inward as I walk to where Edward and the Bitch are standing. I take a clear look at her; she's wearing a pink dress with an imperial cut, the sleeve a short ruffle on her shoulder, exposing all her neck all the way to half her shoulder, pink high heels, her long strawberry blond hair, falling on her shoulders, shallow bitch."Hello Bella" she says to me, all perky. I just nod, turning to Edward, "a word, you and me" I say to him. He nods following me out of the room.

-What?-

- Really, Boney?-

-Yes Boney, you got a problem with that?-

-Ummm… yes!-

- Well… it shouldn't it's my life not yours so back off-

I stare at him, after everything, we were fighting over this, damn why didn't notice, it was me all along who's liked him, who loved him! God, but I can't tell him, he doesn't feel the same; it will drift us apart even more.

-Fine- I walk away from him, tears threatening to come down my face. I don't go back into the cafeteria; I just go to my room, at Charlie's place. I sit in my bed, can't hold it in anymore. I let out a sob, and cry my eyes out, damn and I needed this, I needed the release.

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Edward Point of View

I stare at her as she walks away from me. What was her problem anyway? But deep inside it hurt me that she walked away. Why? Dude, you love her!!! I hear the little voice in my head say.

SHUT IT! I say back denying everything, in truth I know it, the smiles, the cute little laugh, how she had pulled me out of that saturnine zone I was in, pulling herself out as well with only a small amount of my help, and damn it she had been great though it all. In that moment I knew it even if I didn't want to admit it to myself. I loved Bella, but I shrug it off, because last time I loved someone they ended up dead, and even though I knew it hadn't been my fault, it could happen again.

Boney, she was just an entertainment. She wasn't anything real to me, off course I found her attractive but she wasn't the girl for me, Bella knew it and I knew it, but I couldn't tell Bella I loved her because one, I knew she didn't feel the same way we would just loose a great friendship, and two, I would end up hurting her in some way. So I'd just go on my way, dating to just date, and loving one person who I share everything with, Isabella Goresphille.