AN: I am so so sorry for the delay.. I couldn't use my laptop and all my files were there... But here's what I managed anyway.


For the next few hours, I drifted along the house silently. Lost in my own thought.

Renesmee and Edward did their best to talk to me. But I was too occupied to even notice. Nathan, on the other hand, kept his distance from me. It was like he can't stand to be in the same room as me.

"Momma?" Renesmee said when I tucked her in for the night.

"Hmm?"

She put a hand on my cheek and demanded for my attention.

"Okay, I'm listening." I smiled.

She showed me images on how I was acting the whole afternoon. I was more like a zombie than a vampire. I trudged along the house with a vacant expression on my face.

Renesmee dropped her hand after flashing the last photo. Every image was masked with one question. Why?

"Mommy has a lot of things going around in her head." I explained with a strained smile.

She cocked her head before nodding uncertainly. I tried to smile encouragingly. But failed miserably.

I kissed her forehead and head out her room. I softly closed her door and leaned back against it. I stayed like that for a few moments before heading to my own room.

When I got in, I saw Edward staring out the window. I approached him slowly and wrapped my arms around his waist.

He didn't move and continued to stare out the window. I cleared my throat and he let out a low chuckle.

"The moon's beautiful tonight." I commented.

"Though not as beautiful as you." He countered. He turned around and wrapped me in his arms. I lay my head on his chest and let out a contented sigh.

"Where's Nathan?" he asked suddenly. I cringed. Why did he have to ruin the moment? I disentangled myself from his arms and walked to the bed.

"I don't know." I shrugged. "I think I remember him saying something about hunting though."

I flopped down the bed face first. I buried my face in my pillows and stopped myself from screaming in frustration.

"What's wrong? You seem off today." Edward asked, lying down beside me.

"I don't know. I'm frustrated. I don't know why. I think that's the problem!" I cried.

"Shhh… Everything will be all right. If it's Nathan you're worried about, I can ask him to leave first thing in the morning."

"No!" I said a bit too loudly. Edward raised his eyebrows. "I mean, I want to know more about my past. It's just weird that I can't even remember half of my childhood." I added quickly.

"Then what do you want to do then?"

"Let's just wait and see what happens."


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