To the world, you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

-Heather Cortez.

Twilight own it? Nope not me(;

Chapter 7!

BPOV.

I sat with Maddox until the next morning. After 5:30 we all started getting ready for our second day of school. I drove my baby to school by myself again. When we all met at school. Gracie grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze. I gave her a grateful smile. We started walking towards the school when we past the Cullen's at the door. I just stared at them. No emotion, not a glare nor a smile. Blank. I read all their thoughts, it was quite weird because, I didn't want to?

I lost my best friend to a GINGER! *Mental sigh*. Boy do I miss her. -Alice. That kind of made me feel bad she doesn't deserve a second chance. But me being the weak, feel bad, have a conscience, second chance giving, Bella I would give her one.

HEY! IT'S NOT A GLARE! WOOT WOOT! KARTWHEEL. BLACK FLIP. DO THE SHAKIRA DANCE. -Emmett. Why is this not a surprise? He always amazes me with his thoughts. I giggled at this. I had to send him something he will here about this for the rest of ever. Shakira? Emmett really? HAHAHAH! I mentally sent him the lyrics to Hips Don't Lie. He started to shake with laughter I looked away so he wouldn't see me giggle. Gracie look as if I were going mad I just shook my head.

No emotion is better than a glare! -Rosalie. She really has changed. I like this Rose better. I smiled at her.

Maybe she realize that what she said in the cemetery about her love- THE WHEELS ON THE BUS GO ROUND AND ROUND ROUND! -Jasper. I put a mental shield around him and started a conversation. WATCH YOUR THOUGHTS BUDDY BOY! I let down the shield and Edward looked at him looked at me and then back to Jasper, and gave him a questioning look. Last but not least. Edward. My Edward. My lover. My life. My heartbreaker. My typical let's fuck and then I'll leave you boyfriend from high school. Oh boy.

My beautiful Bella. Ah. I WILL talk to her today. No matter what.-Edward. Wonderful. He looked at me and then looked away as fast as he could. I just kept walking with Gracie hanging on my arm. I turned and sighed. I shut off my mind reading. English class was going to be interesting. Gracie stopped me before I walked into the classroom. "Bella. I don't want to lose you. Especially to the midget." she had a pained look on her face. I felt bad for her. I would never replace her.

"Grace! I would never, ever replace you with one of them. That's a promise." I smiled at her and she looked down. I hugged her and said, "And if you ever think that again I will be very upset." I said sternly and broke out laughing. I walked in to my class and sat down next to Alice. I was late. So she was already in her seat. "Hi." I said in a small voice.

"Bella Swan? Are you actually talking to me?!" she said with so much hope in her voice I thought she would have exploded. I sighed.

"Yes I am." she was grinning from ear to ear. And her eyes were as wide as possible.

"OHMYGODBELLA!IMISSEDYOUSOMUCHYOUHAVETOCOMEOVERWECANPLAYBELLABARBIELIKEOLDTIMES!" (translation: Oh my god Bella! I missed you so much. You have to come over and we can play Bella Barbie like old times.)

"Whoa Alice! Calm yourself! NO BELLA BARBIE!" I laughed. She frowned at me. "But, that's not why I'm talking to you. Since we never finished talking I was wondering if you could come over tonight at 6?" I asked kind of hopeful. I really need to get some closure.

"Of course! We'll all be there." Alice screamed and hugged me. I hugged her back. I felt nice. We were still talking when the teacher started his lecture. "GIRLS!" He yelled. There was a chorus of sorry 's coming form me and Alice. That's when I started a mind conversation.

Bella. Alice

Alice?

Huh? Bella? Yeah!

Yeah so about tonight it's at our house not yours. Okay?

Yeah yeah! But! You promise you won't run off again?! PLEASE!

I swear Alice.

Me and Alice talked one and on like this the whole period. Second period passed in a blur. I just sat there with a bored look on my face. And if the teacher did call on me all I had to do was fish the answer from his head. Third period was my period with Gracie. I just told I needed time to think and she left me alone the whole class period. I walked to lunch as slow as I could. Why am I talking to them again? Why are me and Alice friends? Oh my god. I walked in the lunch room and got a bottle of water and a salad. I wasn't paying attention when I ran right in to Alice. She had a huge grin on her face. "BELLA! Come sit with us! Please, please, please!" she rambled on. I didn't even answer and she just pulled me over to her table. "Alice!" I whined. We were already at her table. Jasper's face lit up as soon as he saw me. I just shook my head at him. He looked back down. I smiled at all of them until I got to Edward I just turned my head away. He looked down with the most pained expression I've ever seen. I sat down. "BELLA! It's about time squirt! I thought you would have hated me forever! Haha!" I giggled at Emmett. Then I saw Gracie giving me death glares. Well shit. "You guys, I'll be, uh, right back." there was a chorus of okays and alrights. "GRACIE! WHAT THE HELL?" she looked at me and glared again. Aaron growled at me from talking to her like that. " YOU'RE SITTING WITH THEM! WHAT DO YOU THINK IS A MATTER! DAMN BELLA!"

"GRACIE THIS ISN'T EVEN YOUR PROBLEM! I'M SORRY BUT YOU NEED TO LET ME BE HAPPY!"

"WELL THEN YOU NEED TO LEAVE IF WE MAKE YOU SO UNHAPPY!" right after that Maddox growled.

"No Maddox. It's fine I'll go get my things now." I stared at Gracie the whole time I said that. With that I left. When I got to my car I was fuming. I sat in the drivers side. I pressed my forehead against the steering and sobbed. There was a knock on my window. "LEAVE!" I yelled.

"Bella? Are you alright?" said a sickly sweet velvet voice. I looked up and saw a god standing at my window. Edward.

"What do you want?!" Doesn't he ever get a hint I don't want him around? Damn. I could already hear his answer 'I just wanted to see if you were okay?' being the gentleman he is.

"Bella get out of your car and talk to me, please." I shook my head stubbornly. Plus it was raining! I'm a vampire and I still hate rain!

"No! I need to go get my stuff. I'm leaving." My eyes were filling up with tears again. I didn't want to leave but what choice did I have? Gracie doesn't want me at her house. So I'm gone. The Volturi were interested in me! Maybe I can still take up their offer. Edward opened the door his face inches from mine.

"I'm not letting you go again." He said ever so softly. Dazzling me. I was at a loss for words. "You're not leaving me."

"I have to go. I need to get out of here. I'm sorry." I shut the door and sped off leaving him there. I just needed to get out. I'm not wanted anywhere. Not with my old family. Not with my new family. I went to my house, or Gracie's house. I went to my old room. I got all my clothes together my ipod and everything else. I got 10 pieces of paper.

Maddox,

I'll miss you. Please come find me later if you ever want to leave. You were with me through everything. I'll always be grateful for you. It's just no one wants me here. I was never wanted anywhere. The longer I stay the harder it is to fit in. I love you forever and always.

Bella.

Aaron,

Buddy. I'm sorry I wasn't what you expected. I'm sorry I wanted to be happy. I'm sorry you kicked me out. I would have ended up leaving anyways, eventually. I guess this just sped things up. I want to thank you for letting me stay here for a whole 76 years. I love you guys.

Bella.

Gracie,

Best friends. Huh? I'm so terribly sorry that I wanted to be happy. I was never going to replace you. Haha. Well since you don't want me I'm off. Don't try to apologize. I understand. You are a bitch. It's perfectly fine. Love always your best friend.

Bella.

Alice,

You hyper little pixie, you. I want to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. I'm sorry I broke my promise and said I wouldn't run off. But I'm not wanted like always. Please don't try to find me. I'm very sorry how I treated all of you guys in the beginning. Thank you for forgiving me and still being my friend at the end. Alice, just remember I'll love you forever. You will always and forever be in my heart. I love you.

Bella.

Rose,

Rose!(; thank you for being open with me. I will always think of you as a sister. Just don't forget me. And please don't look for me. Thank you for being a good friend. I wish we had more time together. I'm sorry. I love you always.

Bella.

Emmett,

You big teddy bear(;! DO THE SHAKIRA DANCE! I'll miss you! And all your silly pranks. Just remember! BELLA SWAN WAS ALWAYS STRONGER THAN YOU! Don't come after me please. I love you big brother.

Bella.

Jasper,

I'm sorry I never got to tell your family, our family how I felt. Let them know for me please. I know we weren't as close as I would have liked. But I will always love you. I don't want you to come find me. it's clear I'm not wanted anywhere. I'll miss you.

Bella.

Carlisle and Esme,

Thank you for being my second parents. I will be forever grateful. You are still my parents. Remember that forever. Remember that I will always, no matter what, love you. Remember me. I love you guys and I will miss you.

Bella.

Edward,

You left me. What more can I say? Of course I was mad. I loved you with everything. My life. My soul. My mind. Everything. You are my first love. I'm still upset with you. You stupid dazzling vampire. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. But I'm in love with you. I always will love you. I'm perfectly okay with the fact you not loving me back. I don't think I need to worry about you coming to find me. But like the others I will tell you not to come looking for me. I'm not wanted anywhere. It's better this way. I'm not in anyone's way. I love you Edward. Forever. Just don't forget me. I'll miss you the most out of anyone. I love you. Goodbye.

Bella.

I was sobbing I went and dropped of the letters at the Cullen's house and I left Maddox's and the others in their room. I took all of my stuff to the air port and I was off. That was the last time they would here of Bella Swan.

(A/N) Sorry guys. I've had like writers block! Haha. I've been real busy. Basketball started and so did school plus my track conditioning. I've been exhausted! I won't be updating as often but, I'll try my hardest and really want to get some more reviews. Please and thank you(;!