Naturally after finding out something like that I avoided Chris. Thankfully I think he was avoiding me too so it made it a lot easier. The avoidance level was so high that when he was released there were no goodbyes. Life was much more easier with him gone. Though some times I do miss insulting and arguing with him, it is way better with him gone.

His confession of feeling the 'l word' for me was what was needed to back the divas off of my case. They saw it as not only could I keep a guy I could make them fall in love with me in a matter of weeks. Of course I didn't tell them that he probably felt that way before the whole game thing. That was my little secret.

They felt bad that I had to go to work for a while avoiding Chris like that so when I told them that Matt and I were officially a couple they didn't brag about it or anything. They just showed how happy they were with squeals. I don't know which would have been worse. But yeah Matt was definitely boyfriend material. He was so sweet. It was just something about him that just attracted me to him. He didn't suffocate me. He didn't just drop the l bomb out of nowhere. Hell he hadn't dropped it at all. He was just Matt and that was all I needed.

The divas and I were on new terms now too. I spent more time with them and sometimes actually took their advice. I was helping them too. It was all going good. Of course Johnny was still annoying. Because he was always in the same town as Matt it was more than hard to avoid him. Why he was still trying to 'get to know me' still puzzled me. I had just taken up to calling him Peter. I had dibbed that as the pervert name. It can go as Peter the Pervert, or Peter the Peeping Tom, and my personal favorite one of course Peter the Jackass. Ok that last one didn't ring as well as the other two but it fits him to a t.

But anyways that is how I ended up where I am now. It's been two months since Chris left and three months since Matt and I got together. I was currently in his locker room while he did his match. I would normally be there waiting for him to finish but my ankle was killing me from a bad flip during the show yesterday. So he told me to stay back here. It wouldn't have been possible for me to be here if my schedule hadn't lightened up. No more shows follow by appearances followed by shows. Now I usually did a Raw, a house show and maybe an appearance once in a while. It was the good life. Especially since SmackDown wasn't traveling too far from Raw either. I was practically on both shows. It didn't even feel like we were on separate rosters. So there I was in his locker room which he shared with who knows. When the one and only Johnny walked in. I was more than surprised.

"What are you doing here?" I thought I had done a good job last week with going through the whole show without running into him. It seemed as though the luck ended here.

"This is my locker room." The way he said it made me wonder if they had based his current gimmick off of his personality. Either that or he really played that gimmick all day everyday.

"No. This is Matt's locker room." For a second I wasn't sure but with one cursory glance around the room I was reminded that it was Matt's.

"Which makes it mine too. You know we do share rooms." He said as he set his stuff down on the bench in front of the locker space.

"Oh." I had know Matt had a locker roommate. But he never told me who and I never saw Johnny in here. But then again he was on ECW meaning we could have already been out by the time he came in. That or he could just be around the arena when I was in here. He does look like the type to look for an easy ring rat to do something quick with before the show. I was jerked out of my thoughts when I felt his presence before me. I looked up from my spot on the couch to see his face smiling down on me. "Excuse you" I said with annoyance as I backed as far as I could away from him. That smile looked sinister. It was really freaking me out.

"Well I was just thinking. Matt and I do share a locker room. Maybe we should share other things too." By now he was so close I could smell his breath.

"Ha really funny Rico Suave but that line isn't going to work on me. Now if you would kindly excuse yourself, I would like to get back to watching the match."

"You know you want to. By now I know you're getting bored with him. You need someone more exciting. Someone who can pleasure you completely. Someone who knows what you want. What you need. Someone like me." Now he was so close I could feel his breath on my lips. I had to get out of here. He must have drugged me. He had to have drugged me because now I wanted to close that little gap in between out lips. I wanted to find out if he could really pleasure me completely. I mean yeah sure I was happy with Matt. But that's just what I was happy. Content. The infatuation was quickly wearing off and I had no clue what to do. I wanted to burn with desire. I wanted everything I knew he could give me. But I didn't want to hurt Matt. I didn't want to leave what was so good with him for sex because I knew that was all I was going to get out of John. So that was why I had to get out of there.

I turned my head to the side and practically jumped off of the couch and began to speed walk to the door. He must have known I was going to do that because he was at the door before I was. Blocking it with his whole body so I couldn't get out.

"He doesn't even have to know." He said as he leaned down so he was close to me again. He sure did know the right things to say to persuade a person. But it wasn't just Matt. What about Melina? I couldn't do that to her. She was my closest friend out of all the divas. So I voiced this apprehension to him. He just smiled. " I told you. No one has to know." My defense was crumbling now. I was curious and it was getting the best of me. Before I knew it I was leaning into him and our lips met.

The jolt I felt then was enough for me to say Matt who? Immediately it got hot and heavy. There was something about the way he tasted. It wasn't like any mint or anything. It was him and I loved it. I wanted more. I don't know how long we were at it but it wasn't until I was against the door with him trailing kisses down my neck that I had enough sense to look at the tv and see that Matt's match was over. That was all it took to bring me back into reality and shove John off of me. He gave me an 'what did I do now' look and I told him that Matt would be back very soon. With that said we quickly began the task of straightening out clothes out. I shoved him out of the room even though it was his too because I was sure I would look suspicious if Matt came in and saw both of us in there. He knew I couldn't stand John. I then quickly got back into the couch like I had been before and started at the screen. I had timed it perfectly because soon as I plopped down the door opened and Matt walked in.

I quickly got up and greeted him like I usually did after one of his match. Asking the usual questions of how was and everything. He told me he was okay and told me I should be sitting down and resting my ankle. It wasn't until then that even remembered my ankle was messed up. I rolled my eyes at his over worrying and went to sit back down on the couch.

"John was in here?" He asked me as he began to change out of his ring clothes in preparation for a shower. For a second I panicked wondering if he knew what had happened. But then I saw John's bag on the bench and knew that was how he knew.

"Yeah. I didn't know he was your locker room partner though."

"Oh I never told you that did I? Oh well he's not really in here that much. Well I'm going to take my shower and then we can leave." He said as he got some stuff to take into the shower room with him. I was more than relieved that his match was at the end of the taping.

I sat there waiting for him to finish. I just wanted to get back to the hotel and go to sleep to possibly forget everything that happened. I couldn't believe I had let that happen. I had really cheated on Matt with John. I told myself over and over again that he was scum yet I went and kissed him. I suddenly felt the need for a shower.

When he stepped out, I was ready to go. We left the arena and got into the car to ride to the hotel. The ride to the hotel was silent mainly because I really didn't want to say anything and I think he could sense it. When we arrived at the hotel, I took my much needed shower. When I got out, Matt was in the bed watching something on tv so I quickly jumped in beside him and tried to go to sleep before he could even try and start something. I don't think I could bear being with him and John in one day I would die of guilt. It must have been the worrying and guilt because before I knew it I was asleep and that was something I was glad about.

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So that was how things continued for the next month. I would be with Matt but once in a while I had a little secret meeting with John. I felt horrible about it but really didn't want to stop seeing either of them. Matt was sweet and caring. He was really everything most women dreamed of. He was what I dreamed of. As scary as it seemed I could see myself settling down and marrying him. I know creepy. John Morrison was the exact opposite of Matt. He didn't care about me. He wasn't sweet and I couldn't even see myself in a relationship with him. But, his skills in the bedroom were amazing. He wasn't kidding when said all that stuff about knowing what I wanted and pleasuring me completely.

I was in a serious bubble. Why couldn't I melt them into one man? With Matt's personality and mannerisms and John's bedroom skills. That would be perfect. But what was worse of all was that they weren't the only ones on my mind. For some reason I couldn't forget about Chris. That was what drove me crazy. Why couldn't I be normal and like just one guy? Instead I had three on my mind. One day I was going to slip up and say the wrong name. I really had to solve this problem soon really soon. Or it would blow up and I would be in serious trouble.
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I am terribly sorry this chapter took so long. I hope the length of this chapter makes up for it. Please review and tell me what you think about the recent change of events in this chapter. Reviews do make me write faster. P

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