Song: Find Your Love
Artist: Drake

I was sick of making decisions these days. I was sick of my parents, sick of my grades, and sick of my damn purity ring. I was sitting on my bed, completely wiped out from all of this thinking. I ripped my ring off and threw it across my room.

"Fuck that." I muttered to myself. It kind of felt good being such a rebel right now. I just wish I wasn't alone. I'd go to Eli's. Good idea, Clare.

I felt naked without my ring on. But, I was sick of it. It was ugly, and it hurt my finger sometimes. So, without that ring, I no longer needed to be pure. I could be a complete fuck up if I wanted to. And, I could have sex with Eli. Finally.

Eli answered the door, and I let myself walk right by him and into his house. "Blue Eyes, what are you doing here?" He walked up behind me and let his hands fall on my hips, then around to my waist, pulling me into a backwards hug. "Where's your ring?" I didn't think he would notice my ring being gone so quickly.

I turned myself around to face him, still in his grip. "It's gone. I'm done with it. I've waited long enough." He looked confused, but slightly happy. "I don't know, Clare. You sure you're not just having a wild streak or something right now?"

I pulled away a little bit, just to make it seem like I was dead serious. Which I was, I think. "I'm always trying to be right. But it always takes too long, and I'm tired of waiting for everything. So just let me be wrong. Okay?" He smiled, and pulled me back to him.

"I trust you, Clare."


It was easy and simple, and I was glad I waited as long as I did. It was great, and I felt like our love could finally be complete. I felt like I had found the love that everyone talked about in books and in movies. And it was great. It was love.


too many times i've been wrong

i guess being right takes too long

i'm done waiting, there's nothing left to do

but give all i have to you

and i better find your lovin'