Thank You Everyone Who Reviewed! I love you guys. Also about the whole Bianca thing. The bianca Eli is talking about is not the bianca who is Clare's Bff.

A Walk To Remember

-Clare-

2 Weeks. 14 days since I spoke to him. He called and texted telling me that he was sorry and that we had to talk. I didn't wanna talk to him. I know he didn't cheat on me but he got a girl pregnant. It hurts to know that the guy I'm dating is having a baby on the way. By a different girl.

But why am I this mad. He told me it was before we knew each. I don't want Eli to be a dead beat father. I just don't wanna see anothet girl at his place. I shook my head. Maybe I'm over reacting.

Today my mom and I had to go back to the clinic. They found something in her blood. They as in the doctors. God I have to see Eli today. I don't wanna go but I have to. I wanna be there for her. I hope what they found in her blood isn't too serious.

"Clare are you ready?" My mom yelled. I took one more glance in the mirror. I had on blue washed jeans with a leather shirt that showed my stomach. Even though I'm poor Bianca always tries to help out and buy me things I need or give me some if the clothes she can't fit or doesn't like. My hair was in a high bun. I put on black flats to top of my shirt. If you didn't know me you would never think I'm poor. But I am. Thanks too Bianca she helps me with my clothes. She gets free clothes because her mom owns a clothing store.

Sometimes she takes me into her mom's store and have me pick out some clothes. Bianca is the best friend I could ever had.

I walked downstairs and my dad stood up and said, " Woah where are you going with that outfit on?"

I giggled and pointed to my mom

"Relax dad. I'm just going with mom. Come on mom." Mom and I walked to the car and I decided to drive this time.

X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X-X

Here I am again. In his room. Eli Goldsworthy's room. Just ignore him Clare. Just ignore.

He walked in wearing black skinny jeans with a black shirt with his name tag pinned on it. He looked at me and I looked away. His face fell.

"Hey . How are you doing today?" Eli said to my mom. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my phone and started to take selfies. Gosh I am so silly at times.

Eli and my mom continued to talk.

"Okay so we found something in your blood work and it's very serious. The other nurses told me the name but I forgot. I'm sorry. Uh go to the room all the way down the hall and is there. She will tell you. "

My mom nodded and got up. She looked a bit afraid. She looked at me and said, "It's best if you stay here. I don't want you to hear the bad news. I don't want you to get worried."

"But mom your gonna have to tell me sometime."

"I wanna go alone."

I put up my hands in defense and she walked out. I picked up my phone again and called Bianca.

"Hello?" She said. I smiled.

"Hey girl. Guess what?" I said smiling big. She squealed, "What? What?" Before I could say anything too her Eli snatched the phone from me and said into the phone, "Sorry Clare is with her boyfriend right now. She'll call back later." He hung up. I got up and tried to snatch my phone back but he wouldn't let me.

"Eli give it." I said reaching for it. But he only held it higher.

"Not until you talk to me." He demanded. He put my phone on a very high shelf that I wouldn't be able to reach. I whined.

"Asshole." I said. He frowned and said, "We need to talk."

I crossed my arms and said, "Talk."

He sighed, "Listen what happened two weeks ago...I didn't mean what I said. You weren't being a bitch okay. It's just...I - I,"He sat down on one of the chairs. "1 1/2 ago I had this girlfriend. Her name was Bianca-" I cut him off.

"Wait the Bianca I know? "

"No. My Bianca had blonde hair and wore a lot of light clothing. Not your Bianca. " He told me. I nodded and he continued, "Bianca she was my girlfriend for about a year or so. We were so happy together. We spent every single day together. All the time. We were each others first times. But then I started to get these mood swings. Every single little thing she did pissed me off. One day she didn't come home on time. We uh we shared my apartment. She didn't come home at 7 because we had dinner plans. I started to yell at her when she walked in saying she was cheating because she didn't come in at 7. She yelled back then I just slapped her." I gasped.

"Our relationship use to get more violent. I would tell her it wouldn't happend again. Then that night I would hit her again if she pissed me off. I abused her...on day when I came back from college she was gone. She took all her stuff and just left me. After that I knew I had to get help. And I did. But now I don't know if my old ways are coming back," He looked Into my eyes. "That's probably why I snapped on you like that Clare. I don't want my old ways to come back. I don't wanna hurt you. Your too precious. I'm falling for you and I'm falling hard. I-I sorry for how I acted. Please forgive me." He finished. I stared into his eyes. They were light green. He had a little pout.

I sighed, "How you was acting...it scared me. Your face...your eyes were almost black-"

"And if you ever see me like that. If my face change up just walk away. Okay?" I nodded. He pulled me into his lap and hugged me. I hugged him back.

"I'm sorry too." I said. He nodded and sighed. I sighed too.

"That nurse. She has your baby."

"I think she's lying to be with me. I'm going to make her do a pregnancy test in front of me. If she denies I know she's lying." He said smirking. I nodded and smiled.

"If she does have your baby. I'll help you take care of it."

"I doubt she has my baby. My gut is telling me she's lying."

I nodded. He looked at me up and down. He pushed me off his lap making me stand. He looked at me up and down.

"Damn babe you look good." He said. I blushed and giggled.

"I'm going to a party tonight that's why."

"I'm coming." He pecked my lips. I peck his lip again. And again. And again. He put his hands on my waist. I pulled away and smiled.

"Are we official? You told Bianca that you was my boyfriend."

He nodded, "Yup. With you looking like this guys are gonna try to get with you and I can't have that." I blushed. I leaned in to kiss him but the door started to slowly open. I hopped off of Eli and he quickly stood up and grabbed a folder and act like her was filling out some papers. I played with my fingers. My mom walked in with a pale face.

"Mom what's wrong?"

No answer

"M-mom?" I asked. She looked at me and said, "They found...cancer. I-I have cancer."

I gasped