Matahari2018: Thanks for the reviews! More to come so I hope you enjoy!

1st Guest: Thankyou so much! Some people are so 'critical' to *FAN* fiction, it's actually ridiculous. They can't hear how entitled they sound trying to tell me what to do with MY own story. So arrogant. Keep on reading and I hope you like the chapters coming!

Allie: I love Jay. He had a few bumps in this story but I'm going to redeem him very soon. I always do that with Jay Hogart lol. I want a new story for him, something I haven't done yet so if you have any ideas, let me know! I'm even thinking of a Spring Break story. Since it's coming and all! Or a summer romance. .

Guest: I will only say this once more and then your comments will be ignored. This is not the story for you. You need to stop reading my things if it upsets you this much, you're beginning to sound crazy by how much you repeat yourself and still go read my stories. Let me narrow it down for you : What one person thinks, another person can think the total opposite of. Okay? I don't have to like the same things/people you do. You DO NOT get to tell me whom I think is beautiful or not. And I have 'some crush' on her? Sure, whatever, lets say I do. You STILL don't get to tell me what to write or think. And are you serious? "I even changed her brown eyes to Hazel?' HAZEL EYES ARE BROWN EYES THAT ARE BROWN AND GOLD/GREEN IN THE SUNLIGHT. Look-it-UP. The rest I can't fight you on, if it comes off the way you say things do (Though I disagree with most), then so shall it be. That's how I PROUDLY write and will NEVER CHANGE it. Get over it. All your comments will be ignored now.

: )

ONTO THE STORY…

((((((****))))))))

Sean was still at the Dot when someone tapped his shoulder. He turned his head from staring down at his half empty coffee and saw Ellie standing behind him, slight smile on her face. "Hey." She greeted.

She sat down and he sat up more straight, "Ellie. Hey." He cleared his throat and furrowed his eyebrows together, "W-what are you doing here?"

"Was going to get something to eat." She pointed out the obvious, nodding up at the menu of all kinds of food. He chuckled. She then added, "But then I saw you and..bonus."

He looked down and his smiled faded as he nodded. He then sighed and looked back up "Ellie.."

She looked closer at him while next to him. She could tell he wasn't into her, not as much as she wanted him to be at least. "I get it." She said with a laugh but it came out, sad. "You don't feel the same.."

Sean squinted his eyes sorely at Ellie. He wished he did. He didn't want to hurt her. Hell, if there was no Emma, maybe there would be a Sean and Ell-

"Emma?" Sean said out loud, seeing the one and only standing over Ellie's shoulder near the door. Emma turned her head towards them and opened her mouth seeing the two together and even Ellie turned around, shocked. Emma blinked and then turned.

The blonde walked out and down the steps of the Dot, wanting to get out of there quickly. She felt stupid now for trying to look for Sean all day! Ofcourse he'd be here with her. Ellie now seemed more his type now anyways. She was fun, wild and careless like Sean. She was also pretty and Emma, well, she wasn't sure anymore. The only person she ever wanted so badly to notice her, well, she wasn't sure if he ever really had. . even if they were best friends.

"Emma!" Sean had raced out and caught up to her, pulling her around to face him. They both stood outside alone now, and it was getting dark out.

Emma avoided his eyes. "I need to go watch Jack."

"You need to talk to me." Sean declared and shook his head, "What is going on with us?"

Emma looked at him and took a deep breath, "I don't know, Sean." She shrugged. "Why don't you go back inside and finish your date with Ellie. We'll talk later."

She went to walk away again until Sean snapped out of it and blocked her path once more. A rumble of thunder was heard in the distance and it started to softly pour rain. Emma snickered bitterly. OFcourse it would it rain right now.

"We aren't dating." He furrowed his eyebrows, "Why do you think that?"

Emma put her zip up hoody's hood up as the rain started to come down, "Maybe you shouldn't be hooking up with her at the Ravine then." She rolled her eyes, "It could give a girl some ideas.."

Sean grabbed her hand before she even thought about leaving again. "I never did that."

Emma stared back at him. "Well Degrassi says you did."

He angered. Since when did he or Emma listen to rumors!? He got mad and said, "We-" he stopped himself, and sighed "..we kissed. Look. What do you want from me here, Em?"

Emma eyed him as he looked like some poor puppy in the rain now as it poured down on them. He looked sad and desperate to make things better. She then noticed his face suddenly lighten up as he thought about something. Finally, he spoke over the rain and stepped closer to her.

"Are you jealous?"

Emma's eyes nearly bugged out and she snickered to then shut her mouth. Oh. My god. Her heart began to pound nervously.

"In order for me to be jealous I'd have to like you, Sean Cameron." She shook her head madly, "And right now, I don't think-"

Sean closed the space between them and Emma gasped. He lowered his head and placed his hand on the side of her soft wet cheek and she whimpered when Sean then kissed her. He pressed his lips to hers, and slowly massaged her mouth with his. She closed her eyes, and slowly kissed him back before her lips were too capturing his just as hungrily.

His other hand went to her other cheek and he kissed her more needy, cupping her face. They pulled away breathless and with Emma looking in shock. He had his eyes down and they were wide as well. He did it. He kissed his best friend.

"You.." she drifted while standing there frozen. And wet. He licked his lips as the rain poured down on his head. "I love you, Em.."

Emma swallowed hard but couldn't say she didn't feel the same. She loved him too. But this..this was scary and new. This would change everything.

Sean noticed her fear and stepped closer, cupping her face again. "I liked you since the first day I met you, Emma." He confessed. "I couldn't get you or your crazy ass hair out of my head."

Emma sadly smiled.

He closed his eyes and sighed, "I didn't want to ruin our friendship. But I can't let our friendship ruin what we could be either."

Emma looked up at him with big kitten like eyes. "You're right." She admitted. He looked at if he had been slapped.

"Emma Nelson is saying I'm right?" he asked with a small smirk.

Emma jumped a bit more into his arms when thunder and lightening struck again. She giggled a bit sheepishly and looked into his eyes, "Yea. I am."

His nose brushed against hers as he thought about kissing her again while holding her in his arms. He couldn't help but tease first though, "You need to get over your fears of thunderstorms."

"Can we please go?" Emma begged and he laughed, nodding. He grabbed her hand and led her to his apartment which was closer and just across the street.

Sean closed the door behind Emma, both of them drenched from the rain. "I'll get you some clothes before you get sick."

Emma nodded, her eyes following Sean as he fled to his room. She shook a little, rubbing her hands up and down her arms and just crossed her arms for warmth. The windows were still being poured against from the rain outside.

Sean ran back in from his room, looking down at what he grabbed in his hands. "I got my famous grey hoody.. and um, I think these are your sweatpants."

He handed her the dry warm clothes and then cursed, rubbing his own hands up and down her arms. She was shaking like a leaf.

"Those aren't mine." Emma gave him a pointed look but rolled her eyes smiling.

Sean went a bit red with a guilty grin and itched the back of his head. He then pointed towards his room, "You can change..in there. I'll uhm, stay- right here."

Emma raised an eyebrow but was enjoying him being so flustered. It was kind of cute.

After she was changed she came back out. Sean was still in his wet clothes but turned from the fridge when she came out. He smirked, "Looks good on you."

Emma rolled her brown-hazel eyes. His hoody was a bit big on her, but in the best snug way. The sweatpants were also kind of a perfect fit.

"Snake know you're here?" Sean asked.

Emma shook her head, "They think I'm at Manny's since I told them I was when I went out looking for you." She took a deep breath and casted her eyes down until back up sadly. "You got pretty drunk last night."

Sean looked down ashamed and gently took her hand in his. "I didn't know what was going to happen to us."

Emma had to ask, "What do you mean?"

Sean took a deep breath and avoided her eyes as he said a little bitterly, "You with Jay bothered me. A lot." He finally locked eyes with her, "You let him kiss you."

"You kissed Ellie." Emma took her hand away from his. "I can't be with you if you can't forgive me or even Jay for that. It was just a stupid mistake and I was there crying over you."

Sean grabbed both her hands, wheeling her back in before she backed up. "I know. I do. I know. I'm just…" he hated to admit it. "Jealous."

Emma tilted her head as she eyed him but couldn't help but smile and blush a bit.

Sean's blue eyes brightened up when she placed her fingers against his jawline. "Ok." She whispered. "So we start fresh." When she nodded, he nodded in a trance too. She smiled and then leaned in, kissing him softly. He kissed her just as tenderly back, sighing blissfully in the middle of the kiss and Emma wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him more passionately as she too noticed how happy she was to be with him. Finally.

Happy with her eagerness to be with him too, Sean backed her up against the counter, resting his hands on her hips and then ran them through her hair. Emma finally broke off the steamy kiss to breath and panted, "Wait, wait.."

He cringed for two reasons. 1) He was probably going too fast but 2) he felt he couldn't wait. Was that horrible? He wanted her so badly. She was finally his.

"I'm sorry." He apologised, "too fast?"

"Kinda.." Emma admitted, feeling bad and bit her lip while watching his reactions. He looked maybe a little disappointed but not mad. He understood. She put her hands on his chest, "I don't want to go too slow though either."

Sean eyed her in amusement, wondering what that meant. Emma rolled her eyes while grinning a bit, "Don't get any ideas." He smirked and she added, "I don't want to go too fast or too slow. Lets go our own pace. Ok?"

"Ok. Whatever that means." He muttered playfully before leaning down and started to gently kiss down the side of her neck, down further and further as Emma's eyes fluttered closed a bit and then gasped quietly at how aroused she suddenly felt.

Feeling a bit worried, she pulled away again, changing the subject. "You should change. A-and maybe shower." He eyed her as she couldn't get away from him soon enough. "You've been in those wet clothes too long."

He looked down at himself and then nodded. She was right. "I'll go do that. Why don't you sit on the couch for abit and order a pizza?"

"Double cheese." She promised with a playful grin she tossed over her shoulder. When he was gone, she sat on the couch with a big frightened look on her face.

She didn't know how to feel about what just happened. She knew she wasn't ready for that. But today, a lot of things did change. Big things. She bit her lip nervously looking in the direction Sean left.

"Oh boy.." she whispered.