Last time: Jared's Point Of View: "Ready?" I asked hopeful
"Yeah I just need to get my back pack and my purse." She said. I groaned, Why do woman need so much stuff for a weekend? If it were me I would have 2 outfit, pajama pants, and a tooth brush, not her.
She walked to her closet and grabbed her purse and her backpack then walked back over to me. "Now are you ready?" I asked
"Yes." She said and we headed outside
This was going to be a fun weekend. Me and my Kim...
Chapter 8. Kim's Point of View
I have to be at school in 30 minutes and I have just been sitting in the hot shower thinking, mostly about Jared.
Jared and I have been dating for about three months. Three very uneventful months. Jared and I spend all of our free time together (when he actually has free time), we've told eachother we love one and other, but it's unclear of what we are. He hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend, and sometimes I feel like he's hiding something from me. He cancels plans, skips school and then shows up at my house looking perfectly fine. I know something is up...and I will figure it out...
I finally decide to get out of the shower. I quickly walk in to my room, open my closet and grab a pair of dark wash jeans, my favorite shirt with a wolf on it, and get dressed. I put my make up on and decide to let my hair air dry, so it will be curly later.
I grab my backpack and a hoodie and run downstairs, hitting the table in the hallway in my rush. Ugh today is so not my day.When I get downstairs, I grab a granola bar, yell bye to the rest of family and run to the bus stop. I get there just in time! Thank god, I think my mom would have killed me if I missed the bus again.
For the majority of the bus ride I thought of Jared again. What could he be hiding from me? Does he have a girlfriend? Is he in a gang? Is he doing drugs? Maybe he in the FBI! Ugh, i've been watching too much t.v. lately...
**At school**
When I got to school I started walking right towards my locker. Katie and Brian were waiting there for me already, and Jared was no where to be seen. What a shocker. I thought, rolling my eyes, feeling kind of annoyed.
I put on a smile and said, "Hey guys!'' to Katie and Brian
"Hey girl," said Brian," Why are you so late? More late nights with Jared this weekend?" He finished, wiggling his eyebrows.
I scowled. "Yeah, if I actually saw him this weekend." I said sarcastically.
Katie laughed, and said "Trouble in paradise already? Was he busy with something?"
"I wouldn't know. I haven't heard from him since Friday, when he brought me home after school! I called twice and text him, and nothing!'' I replied grumpily.
"I'm sure he was just super busy this weekend." Katie said, trying to make me feel better.
''Yeah, he'll be here, he'll apologize, and you two will be your lovey dovey selves by lunch, guaranteed" Brian said
I smiled a little and said, " Maybe," then I sighed and said," Anyway, enough about Me and Jared. How was your guys' weekend? Did you do anything fun?"
They told me about their weekends' as we walked to class. When the bell rang, Jared wasn't there. I figured he was just running late, kind of like I was this morning, but as the day went on and he didn't show up, I knew that wasn't the case...
It's Sunday. Jared didn't show up to school all week. I've called him, text him and I finally got so worried I even stopped by his house. When I went to his house, his little sister answered the I asked if Jared was there and she said he wasn't. When I asked if she knew where he was, she said he was hanging out at his friends house, and that I should just called him, Oh the irony. When I asked if he was sick, since he wasn't at school all week, she said Jared doesn't get sick and that he was perfectly fine last time she saw him.
And that was it for me. He obviously doesn't love me and care about me as much as he said he did. Because if he wasn't sick, and he was just hanging out with some friends, why couldn't he at least text me? I was worried about him for nothing.
It's Monday, again. At the moment i'm at my locker. I actually got to school early today! Katie and Brian should be here soon, and Jared? I could honestly care less about him right now. This morning I woke up to a text message from him. A freaking text message! It said: Sorry I haven't answered, I've been going through some personal things. I wish I could explain. I wish I could tell you, but your just going to have to trust me. I'll see you today at school. -Jared
When I read that, I was like WTF!? He had some PERSONAL problems? I have to TRUST him? If he can't trust me enough to tell me about whatever "personal things" he's been going through, then I can't trust him either.
Someone behind me cleared their throat, I turned to see a guilty and somewhat scared looking Jared. Ha, you should be guilty. I thought.
He gave me a small smile and said, " Hey. I was wondering if we could talk?"
" Sure.'' I replied somewhat cold.
He shuffled his feet and said, " I'm really sorry. I-I just...I..." he trailed off.
I looked at him and said," I'm not going to say it's fine, cause it's not.''
"I know it's not, I just...I can't tell you." He said
"You could, if you really wanted to. But I don't think you do Jared. So you can either tell me, or whatever this is," gesturing between the both of us," whatever we are, we're done." I said
"K-Kim, what do you mean whatever this is? You're my girlfriend, i'm your boyfriend, right?" he said
" You've never asked... but that wasn't the point Jared. We're done if you won't tell me. I really hate secrets, and this secret seems like a big part of your life. It's like you live another life, and you can't trust me enough to tell me about it." I said, feeling my eyes burning.
"Kim please. You...I...I..." he said before continuing, " I can't tell you, just give me more time, please. I will tell you, I promise I will." He pleaded
I sighed, " Jared, I..."
A/N I finally decided to update! It's been forever. I was rereading the story, and I noticed how many mistakes I made! It's kind of embarrassing. I hope this chapter is better in that department! I am going to try and update soon. I know this Chapter kind of escalated quickly, I wanted to write another chapter today, but I had a little writers block. And what do you think Kim should say? Should they take a break until Jared can tell her? Why won't Jared just tell her? Please review and let me know what you think.
