LAST CHAPTER :) Hey everyone. I'm still working on my NEXT fiction. I'm on the 5th Chapter. The fiction should be on here in about a week or so; maybe longer.
A couple things;;;Judy, Me, and my cousin Lauren all went to see the BRATZ movie today. And like, it's so stupid. But like, it's SO hilarious to us. We laughed SO hard. GO SEE IT. Hahaha. Secondly;;watch LITTLE MANHATTAN if you haven't. It is one of the cutest movies..WITH JOSH HUTCHERSON, who is so hot. HA.
iloveyouguys------------xoxo;;JULiA.
---Chapter 8; You mended my broken heart
"Hey Cody." I said, my mouth quivering with speaking every word. Why am I standing here freaking out? It's only CODY. Why am I acting so strange about this? I was going to talk to him, so why am I choking up right now, when he came to see ME? Gosh, I have some problems.
He looked around, searching for the words to say. He had something clutched in his hand, and after looking around, he opened it, to let me see the contents. It was the clip that I had broken last night in the courtyard. And it was put back together. He must have fixed it for me. "Uhhmmm…you left this in the courtyard last night, and well, I fixed it. It was broken before." He said. I could tell that he was uncomfortable around me.
I stepped out onto my porch, closing both of my front doors, the screen one, and the wood one. I didn't know what to say to him. I started to walk down the 4 steps in front of my house, and he followed me. I sat down on the last step, and he sat down next to me. The thunder rumbled in the cloudy grey sky above us.
His face seemed like he had lost his best friend, or a puppy. He seemed so drained of something that he lost. He handed the fragile clip to me, and I clutched it tight, and then put it beside me, on the hard concrete. I then looked over to him, my hands on my knees, which were shaking on the inside, but on the outside, you couldn't tell.
"I thought this was over. You know, you and me were over." I said. I guess I'm really speaking my mind today, because that's what I'm thinking right now. I'm confused, and still, a little love struck by him. I can't just get rid of all my feelings for the guy in one night.
He looked over to me, from looking up at the sky. His eyes were blue, and they were only blue when he was sad. And when he's happy, they're a hazel color. But they're only green when he's angry. This is the first time, in a long time, that he had blue eyes around me, of all people. We just stared at each other, not saying a word between us. It was silent. The thunder rumbled again around us, scaring me, since I have a fear of thunder.
It's like he saw right through my big brown eyes, and saw me. He knows all my secrets, all my passions, all my loves. So, I guess that he knows that I'm crazy about him, even though I don't know how to show it that well. It's not my fault; I've never felt like this about a guy before. It's weird, because I'm 14, and I've never had a crush on a guy that was this deep before. Especially my BEST FRIEND.
"What?" He said to me, after staring into my eyes. I guess he's a little confused. Does he even remember last night? And what happened? Does he remember that we were yelling at each other, for like, the first time EVER? Or is this just an act that he's pulling on me? Am I a joke again? Oh gosh, you know, I think about things TOO much.
"You know, after I made an idiot out of myself last night, you would never want to even talk to me again. I thought what we had was OVER; that you didn't get that I'm like, in love with you. And you didn't feel the same way, even though you said you did." I said to him, turning into him more, and then it started to rain. It was only little drops though.
"What? I never said that we were over. I think that we both know that what we have, that it can NEVER be over. The two of us, we will never be over. It will always be there between the two of us." He said, the rain coming down harder and harder on us. I didn't care though, and neither did he. I felt like I was in "The Notebook" or something.
He still was talking, "And I think you know me well enough to know that I would NEVER leave you. I couldn't stop thinking about you last night, and what you said. And yes, I DO love you; I love you more than anything in this world. YOU'RE my world." The rain fell harder and harder, and the two of us were soaking wet on my front porch steps.
He pulled me closer to him, and his lips touched my own. I almost forgot to breathe. The kiss got more intense within seconds, just as the rainfall had began to. I grabbed the clip he gave me, and then he lifted me. We had to get out of the rain, because it was so intense. After he closed the door, we both landed on the couch, and the kiss began again, still intense between us. We were dripping wet, and you know what? We DIDN'T care at all. It was just the two of us, together.
Eventually, the two of us fell asleep on the couch. I think I fell asleep first. I was laying half on top of him, and the other half on the couch. My head was on his chest, a blanket over the two of us. My heart was broken, and then put back together, by the same person. And you know what? He's just the most amazing guy ever; I'm in love with Cody Martin.
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So, we finally got through the whole story. I almost went into a rant, and I stopped myself. I didn't want anyone to get angrier with me. I hope that what Cody and I have will last forever, just like "The Notebook" romance with Allison and Noah did. We've been dating for about 4 months now, and it's been amazing.
You probably wanna know if anything else happened on the couch after kissing in the rain, well no. I don't know about that yet. We're only almost 15, so I think we'll wait a little before that happens. But, for right now, we'll stick to kissing in the rain.
I guess Cody and I are real. I guess it really actually happened. And as I sit down to write my essay on a "fairytale" experience, I'll write about this. I'll write about how I found love in my best friend on the planet. And how you can't be afraid of it; you just have to get out there, take a risk, and just DO it. Don't let anyone stop you.
So, here's the beginning of the essay. I hope you like it----
I admit, I'm a tomboy, and my best friend in the whole world just happens to be a guy. I don't really know how Cody and I became friends, but we have, and we're the best of friends…
