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I snarl...and feel myself getting angrier, my blood getting hotter, my body shaking. Then..suddenely, I feel free...


I feel relaxed, and calm now. But something is strange. I can see better now, and my sense of smell is so strong. I look down, and OH MY GOD!!!

I...I'm covered in fur...completely, I am standing on all fours...I'm not human. I'm a wolf. A werewolf. I don't know why, how, but I know it is what I am. I can't remember ever being a wolf in my life before, but I know I am a wolf. I am not surprised. It's just who I am. I wasn't surprised to be human, and I'm not surprised to be a wolf.

So you phased, huh? Jacob? Why...how can I hear him in my head? We're a pack, we share the same thoughts. Oh...kay... that's weird. Anyway, Carlisle told me not to stay phases too long because he doesn't want you seeing your past in my head. I growl angrily. So, Leah, dyou know how to phase back again? I think about it for a minute, and I realise I do. Well, don't phase yet! Go somewhere and hide...you uhh....ripped your clothes. Oh. This wolf thing is gonna take some getting used to. I run over into the trees. Wow, I can run fast! Bella comes behind me, and sets some clothes down, then she goes back to her garden. I phase back again, and get dressed, then head back up to the garden.

I am a werwolf. A werewolf. What the hell? The sooner I get my memory back the better. I feel less angry now. I suppose I can't accuse everyone of being monsters now, if I'm one too!

"Leah, that was hilarious when you phased," Seth grins. I roll my eyes. Everything is hilarious where Seth is concerned.

"So," I say. "If I'm a werewolf, what are you guys?" Their response does not surprise me. I roll my eyes, and go back inside. Today has been an eventful day. The sun is now beggining to set, and the Cullens aren't so sparkly now. That spakling thing is really freaky!

***

"Have fun, honey," Mummy says, and I walk into my classroom. I'm such a big girl now, I'm in kindergarden! There are so many little children here, I am going to have so much fun! The teacher is nice, I talked to her one other time.

"Hello, I'm Kerry!" a little girl says to me. She has pretty hair.

"I'm Leah," I say quietly.

"Want to play in the house?" Kerry asks me. I nod my head, I does want to play. Kerry is the mummy, this boy called Kyle is the daddy and I get to be the little girl. It is good fun. I like kindergarden! Kerry is my best friend now!

***

It's nearly Halloween, and I can't wait. Mummy says me and my cousin, Emily can go trick or treating. I can't wait. I 'm going to dress up as a werewolf! I have to go to kindergarden today.

I walk into school. I got a new lunch box at the weekend, it has a wolf on it. I love wolvers, they are so awesome! I am walking down the corridor when these two big boy come over to me. They is in second grade, I think. One is called Paul and the other one is called Timmy.

"Hello Leah," Paul says. I don't say anything, I don't like talking to the big children. Then Paul grabs my lunch box. I try to take it back, but he holds it up too high and him and Timmy laugh. I feel like crying, but then they will think I'm a cry baby and laugh at me.

"Give it back! Give me it," I say, but they don't, they just laugh more. I don't like this, I hate it when people are mean to me. I do start to cry a little but, and they just laugh more. I want my lunch box back.

"Hey! Give that back," another boy in second grade comes and takes the lunch box off Paul, then he gives it to me. Timmy and Paul run away.

"Thank you," I say.

"That's okay," the boy says. "If those boys are mean to you again you should tell a teacher."

"Okay," I say. "What's your name?" I ask the boy.

"Sam," he says.

***

I wake up the next morning, and get up out of bed. Then I head downstairs. Only me, Mum, Seth and Jacob are having breakfast, the Cullens have already eaten.

When I have eaten, Jacob says to me, "Here, Leah, dyou want to go and look that name up on the internet?"

"Yeah," I nod. Hopefully I can find out who Connor Johnson is, because it's really annoying me! I need to know who he is. Me and Jacob head to one of the rooms with a computer in it, and put the internet on: google.

Connor Johnson. Pages of results show up. I check every single one of them. But none are the Connor Johnson. None of those people is who I am looking for. I try every possible spelling imaginable, but I don't find him. I sigh, and turn of the computer.

"Well, that was a waste of time," Jacob grins. "Oh well, may be one day you'll remember."

"May be..."

Just then, the door opens and Sam and Emily walk in.

"Hey Jake! Leah," Sam smiles. "Emmett let us in," he explains.

"Hi Jake, hello Leah," Emily smiles warmly. Me and Jaocb say 'Hi' back.

"Here Sam," I say. "Thanks for getting me my lunch box back!" I grin.

"Huh?" Sam is confused, and I laugh.

"When we were kids," I explain. "I'm starting to get my memory back."

"Oh," Sam seems taken aback, worried almost, but then he shrugs and smiles. "You're welcome, then."

"Anyway..." Jacob coughs. "Something you wanted to discuss, Sam?"

"Yeah," Sam says. "C'mon outside." They leave.

"So how are you?" Emily asks.

"I'm okay," I say. "What about you?"

"I'm fine," she replies. "Emmett told me you phased yesterday?"

"Yeah," I nod. "So you know about all that werewolf shit?"

"Uh-huh," Emily says. "Sure, Sam is a werewolf too." Then she looks at me guiltily. "Oops. Carlisle told me I wasn't allowed to tell you anything."

"I don't think that'll matter," I reply, trying to reassure her. She relaxes.

We talk some more, and then go out and join Sam and Jacob. Emily and Sam are such a cute couple, they are so good together, and they love each other so much! Jacob notices me watching them, and narrows his eyes at me. I shrug, and look away.

***

I am sitting in the living room, when I realise something. I remember in one of my memories...I remember walking home from school. So, if I can find the school...I should be able to find my way home. I don't mind staying here anymore, but I want to go home. To see my home. I think it might help me to remember something.

"I'm going out," I announce, jumping to my feet.

"I'll come too," Jacob suggests, but I shake my head.

"No, I want to be alone for a while." Jacob shrugs, and I head outside. Edward hands me the keys to a car, and asks me do I know how to drive. Which I do. The keys are for an amazing yellow porsche, it's such a cool car.

And, I drive into LaPush, knowing exactly where to go. Luckily, the school is signposted so I find it quickly. I am about to go to my house, but bing back at school reminds me of a lot of memories...


AN: thanks 4 reading, and plase please please reveiw! :)

ok, also i need some help. i'm not from the US, i'm from Ireland. I don't understand how you school system works. So could someone please explain to me. Like, I have no idea what age you go to kindergarden at, or how grades etc work. So can anyone help. It'll help me when I'm writing the memories. Thank you! :)