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Chapter 8

Act 1

2000: Kozik was already with everything packed, Janis was helping him out, that week was magic for them and they were sad it had to end. Janis hided his dyna on the garage of her house, despite Clay's protests, and she was the one to drive him to Promises.

He couldn't take his hands off her, every five minutes, they were seen making out, kissing each other with too much want. Janis thought if he didn't go to rehab, she wouldn't content herself and would give in into a sexual relationship. She couldn't help but think of Kozik sexually, they were so in love, and all she wanted to do is fulfill all his needs.

Kozik was living his dream, having his girl with him, holding her in his arm; he was in love with Janis, a feeling that never went away, he told her he loved her at least ten times in a day, she wasn't behind telling him as much. "I will miss you" he said to her, holding her tight as she sat on the couch, waiting the right time to go. "You are the only thing I'll miss" he confessed to her, since he got out of the hospital, he didn't have the urge to use drugs, not even smoking a cigarette, he felt like Janis saved him.

"Baby, I'm gonna miss you too" she said to him, giving him a hug and kissing his neck, he loved when she did that, always making him moan a bit. "Now that we were getting along well" she said, with a sad tune.

Herman took her hand to his, looked deep in her eyes. "I'll come back baby, you saved me, and I'll just make sure it sticks." He said, making her smile, a weak smile. She never loved anyone, it was a new feeling, and it was a new life for her. It was time, Kozik had to go, so he and Janis took all his bags and put inside her Mustang, almost not fitting in its trunk. "You packed too much stuff, Janis, I won't use half!" he said to her, she packed winter clothes, in the middle of the scalding summer, taking the whole space of his bag.

"You might need it; you'll pass through detox, who knows what you will feel." She said to him, she just tried to be precautious, she loved him too much to see him suffering. Herman knew she was doing for his good, so he hugged her a way of saying thank you. "Please promise you will be ok" she said, her eyes with a bit of tears.

Kozik looked at her, trying not to smile, she looked so cute worried as hell with him. "I'll be fine my black rose, don't you worry!" he said, he indeed did not worry about his trip to rehab, what worried him the most was Clay making Janis go away from him. The pres of Samcro didn't enjoy that his daughter was dating Kozik, and Herman was sure he was going to forbid Janis of dating him. "I want you to keep this." He said, taking his cut off. Inside, was a bracelet that joins with a ring, Janis didn't see it right away, when she tried to fold the leather, it fell on her hand. She looked at Kozik, impressed.

"You didn't have to!" she said, examinee the piece. It was beautiful, with lace and, of course a black rose. "It's beautiful!" she said, hugging him quickly and stretching her arm, so he could put on her. It looked even more beautiful in her arm. "Thank you, my Starlight" she said, making him blush, he loved his new nickname, it was unusual, totally Janis.

Kozik then kissed her forehead and entered the car, he was ready to go, and it was a pretty good trip, from Charming to Los Angeles. Janis entered the car and just rushed out of Charming, during the whole trip; they talked, laughed and sang with the radio. They were like a normal couple, the age difference didn't matter and nothing else, not even his disease. They held hands all the way; Janis didn't want to let him go, although she knew it was necessary.

After five hours by car, Janis and Kozik arrived the rehab center, they were exhausted it was already dark and Janis knew she had to find a place to sleep, she was afraid of driving in the dark. They entered together the lobby; Janis went talk with the receptionist as Kozik looked around his home for two weeks. It was a beautiful clinic; actually it didn't look like a hospital at all, with plants everywhere, looked very peaceful.

Janis talked with the receptionist for a few minutes and then got closer to her man. "Herman, everything is right, you are already checked in." she said, hugging him and looking at the place with him. He kissed her forehead, and walked with her and the nurse to his room. Janis looked it around, she was worried he wasn't comfortable there; apparently he was going to be fine. "It's a good room" she said, looking with attention.

Kozik put his bags on the bed, a single bed in the tiny room, and held Janis from behind. "It is good, the only bad thing is that I'm gonna be without you" he said to her, kissing her neck and making her giggle. "Can't you be here today? Miss, can she be here with me at least today?" he asked the nurse.

The nurse looked surprised that the teenager was kissing and holding the man that had at least 30 years. Although they had a big age gap, they looked like the perfect couple, really happy with each other, with smiling eyes always. "She can't, sir, my sorry" she said, making Kozik look sad.

"I am going to be in the hotel in the end of this street." Janis said to him, kissing his lips and holding him tight. "I'll come see you before I go back to Charming tomorrow, my dear." She added, holding his hand and going out the room, back to the lobby.

As she said goodbye to him, he held her hand, not letting her go. "Please, Janis, don't go now." He said, making her look scared at him. "Please I need you" he added, making her go back and holding him. "Can she at least stay a few more minutes, please" he begged to the nurses, despite it not being allowed, they let her stay. Kozik and Janis headed to the outside, it had a beautiful place, by a fire, so they sat there, Janis never taking her eyes of her man, and she wanted to know why he didn't let her go. "I just wanted to pass a few more hours with you. That's all" he answered her as she asked.

Janis was feeling so bad for her man, she wanted to stay there with him the whole treatment, but she couldn't. "Baby, please don't make this too difficult." She said, her eyes filled with tears, as she held him tight. "I need to go, I'll stay with you for a few minutes, and then I need to go." Janis added, touching her forehead to his. "I love you, Kozik."

"I love you too, my Black Rose." He said, sad, because he knew she wouldn't say that to him in at least a week, more likely the last time she will say that in a long time, knowing her father. "Never forget this, ok" he added, she nodded at him, as he held her head, making her smile and then kissing her deeply, so he could mark her taste it could be the last time he kissed her, so he wanted to enjoy.

After a couple of hours, Janis decided it was time to go, she said goodbye to her man and held his hand, so he would go with her to the lobby. "Bye, my Starlight" she said, kissing him again, as she kissed him, he held her tight, taking her off ground. "Put me on the ground, baby" she said laughing, but, instead, he kissed her again.

As Janis moved away, already outside the clinic, Kozik watched her go, with tears in his eyes, he didn't know if she was going to comeback, he then thought about their week together, Janis took care of him and passed all her time with him. In Herman's mind, he didn't deserve all she done to him, she was just too good, and that made him love her even more.

Act 2

Janis arrived in Charming on the other day, tired and heartbroken for leaving the love of her life alone in a clinic. She got inside her home, heading directly to her bedroom and falling in her bed, closing her eyes; she wanted so much just fall asleep, and just wake up a week later, to the day she is supposed to go visit him again.

The Samcro princess was already falling asleep when Gemma entered the room, immediately sitting on the feet of Janis bed. "Hey, baby, how was there?" she asked, seeing how Janis was tired and sad, she knew Kozik didn't stood there without protesting. "It's just two weeks, Jan" Gemma added, as Janis crawled her mother's lap.

"He is fine, he didn't protest much, I'm just sad, leaving him there, he obviously didn't want me to leave, and I didn't want to go either." Janis confessed, her voice was sad but at the same time relieved, Kozik was finally treating himself, and their relationship was ready to begin. "I just hope he doesn't suffer much" she said, looking at her mom with a hint of despair on her eyes.

Gemma stroked her hair, lowering herself, kissing her daughter's temple. "He will be fine sweetheart. He loves you, he will come back to you, don't worry!" the queen said, that was the least of Janis' worries, him not coming back, "Your dad is not happy about you and him, he said he wanted to talk to you after you arrived." Gemma knew Clay would make Janis break up with her love and that hurt Gemma, but she knew it had to be done, in Clay's mind. "I'll let you rest, your dad talks later" Gemma added, seeing how her daughter was in no mood for talking with her dad. "Sleep tight baby" she said, turning off the lights and closing the room's door.

Janis that day dreamed with herself, in a few years, she had her arms filled with tattoos and she was driving a mustang, at the street in Charming, she was going to the Charming Kindergarten. She got out of the car and opened her arms, squatting in front of two kids, a boy with spiky blond hair and a girl with a curly hair, both wearing the school's uniform and leather backpacks. Those kids were hers, "Hey babies, how school was today?" she said to her kids, they talked about their day and then whined saying they wanted ice cream, so she put them on the car and went to the shop. She bought chocolate ice cream for the girl and cookie ice cream for the boy. She loved them and they looked so much like their dad, principally the boy. After they ate, they got inside the car again and went to their home, not a big house, but perfect for kids, with toys on the yard and in the rooms. When she got inside, she saw their father sitting on the couch, looking at her, his face lighten just at her sight, making him open a huge smile. "Hey Starlight." She said to him sitting on the couch by his side.

When Kozik got closer so he could kiss her, Janis woke up. It was already dark, so she slept the whole day, she felt so rested, so in peace and happy. Janis changed her clothes and went to the kitchen, she was hungry; the only thing she ate was a Doritos, before she left LA with Kozik. As she looked for something to eat, Clay got closer to her.

"Dad! Are you trying to kill me?!" she said, jumping as her dad touched her shoulder. Clay looked nervous, more than she seen in years, he didn't look straight to Janis; he just looked down. "Dad, what's wrong?" she said, seeing something was bothering so much that he couldn't even look at her.

Clay didn't say a thing and headed to the table, sitting in his throne chair. Janis followed him, sitting at his right. "Janis" he said, his voice weak almost with fear. Janis looked at her dad, not understanding what her father wanted, so she held his hand and looked tenderly to him. "Baby, I love you, you know that, right" he said, she just nodded to him. Clay's eyes were teary, seeing her father's tears, made Janis eyes full with tears too, she hated seeing her dad cry, and there was nothing in the world that she hated more than that. "I only do things for your good, I hated myself, for being such a horrible father to you when you were a baby, leaving you in that awful place, I'm trying to make it good again" he added, Clay never said to Janis anything about her past, he never confessed how he felt, so Janis knew was something bad her dad had to say to her, that made her go back a bit, touching her back on the chair. "Janis" he said again, it was time to tell her "I cannot let you go out with Kozik now" he added, making Janis' tears roll down her face, deep inside, she knew her father would say something about her man. When Janis was going to protest her father said before her "Baby, I asked you to wait! A year! You don't know how long I waited to be with your mom, why couldn't you do the same!" he said, only then Janis realized Clay wanted them to be together, but he only thought she was young, he was just playing his role of father.

The princess got up her chair and got closer to her dad, who was sobbing in tears. "Dad" she said to him, trying to push his head up. "I love you, more than anyone in the world, you are my father!" she said, lowering herself, so she could see his eyes. He looked so sad; he hated saying these things to his baby. "But, dad, I also love Kozik, and I will be with him. We can wait, a few more months" she said, inside, she was relieved, because she wasn't ready for that kind of relationship. Clay frown his face as Janis told him that she loved Herman, making Janis smile a bit. "I am not going to leave him now, dad, he needs me. Like you always need mom, it's the same thing. And like mom, I am not going to let him, no matter if I need to drive 10 hours a day, just seeing his face, his eyes on me, his smile, makes me happy. The saddest day of my life was when I found him having an OD, because of me, because I fought with him, alone, half-dead in my arms." She said, tears coming back to her eyes.

Clay then realized it wasn't a teenager thing; it wasn't Kozik trying to fuck his daughter, they actually loved each other, she would give her life for him and he would do the same for her. The pres then felt bad, for trying to break them up, but since Janis agreed with him, on waiting a few months, he stuck with the plan. "I will let you help him now, but then, you will wait." He said, after his tears stopped. "I know you love him, sweetheart, now I know you really love him" Clay said, looking at his daughter, and holding her hands, that made Janis open a weak smile and nod to her dad.

Janis kissed her dad's cheek and headed back to her room, arriving there, she turned her computer on and her tv, she didn't want to be disturbed, but nonetheless, Gemma walked in. She heard all Clay's conversation with Janis "Baby, I see you had the talk with your dad. Don't be sad, Clay only wants to protect you." She said, Janis looked at her mother, and then hugged her, letting the tears come all out.

"Mom, I love Kozik. I just wanted dad to understand that." She said, making Gemma hold her even tighter. "He said he understands, but I'm afraid. He might use Herman's addiction to send him away, away from me." Janis added, making her mother even worse. Clay considered doing that, Gemma that took it out of his head, saying he wouldn't lose one of his best man, but also Janis.

"Your dad is not going to do this baby, he loves you, he knows what the best is for you, and he understands that Kozik is the best for you right now." Gemma said, pushing Janis up and looking deep inside her eyes. "You need to be strong baby, like I taught you" she added, tapping her girl on the back. Gemma knew what she was passing, was the same thing of her and John, he was much older than her, and Gemma had to fight for her love. It scared her how her daughter was getting each day similar to her. "I'll let you quiet now" Gemma said, leaving the room, and blowing a kiss to Janis.

Janis played some computer games for a while, she was annoyed by everything, her dad ruined her day, the only thing that cheered her a bit was seeing her man on the weekend, she decided she wouldn't tell him now, she would wait his return and she wasn't going to treat him like a stranger, she was going to love him like always, but as friends, even if it kills her day by day.

The phone rang, although she wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone, she answered, the voice on the other side made her happy again, just hearing Kozik call her Black Rose, made her heart warm again. "Hey baby, how are you?" she asked, worried how his first day went through.

"I'm fine, feeling a little weak but that's all" he said, laughing as Janis said his weak were everyone else strong. "I miss you; all I could think today was you" he confessed, his day was boring, hearing about everyone's problem, hearing all those stories about how people started the addiction, he related with most of them. "I even made a few friends" he chuckled, knowing Janis would love to know he was getting along well there.

Just hearing about his day, hearing his voice and his laugh made Janis smile, made her eyes sparkle. "Baby it is great to know that! I'm so happy for you" she said, no hint of her past sadness in her voice. "I miss you too, more than you could ever imagine." She said chuckling nervously.

"I can't wait to see you again next weekend." He said, but then the nurse said he had to hang up. "Janis, I have to go. Never forget, I love you, and I always will" he said, that made her heart beat fast; it was her reaction almost every time he told her he loved her. "Bye, my Black Rose." He said, and then hung up the phone.

Janis smile then didn't leave her face, just talking to him made her day special, doesn't matter if Clay wanted them apart; she was going to be with him in the end. It was already past midnight when she hung up her phone, it was time to go to bed again, so she did, fast asleep and dreaming once again with her future with the love of her life, dreaming again with her Starlight.