The next day, i wake up to the sound of the TV in the other room and Phil singing along to a theme tune of the show he is watching. I chuckle, as i stand up, stretching my arms out and already looking around the room for my hairbrush. I spend longer than i usually do, brushing out the mess of my hair and pulling on a hoodie over my pjs.

By the time i am ready to go out to the living room, Phil is gone, so i sit down on the sofa, turning my phone to catch up on twitter. I get up to get a glass of water a few minutes later. As i walk back into the living room i see Dan. "Morning." I drop my glass on the floor in shock at the sight of Dan in his boxers, and only his boxers.

"Oh God, i'm so sorry." I say, feeling my cheeks turn a bright red, as i pick up the glass off the floor. "No, i'm sorry. Should have put something else on, i forgot that you weren't Phil." I avoid his eye contact and hurry into the kitchen with the glass. I lean on the counter and have to take a couple of deep breaths to calm myself down.

The sight of Dan, just standing coolly in his boxers, was enough to make any person go into shock and make a fool of themselves. Though, i can't seem to stop myself remembering his slightly tanned, smooth torso. And his hair. His wavy, 'hobbit', just-out-of-bed, hair which made me weak at the knees. God he looked so much hotter with the natural hair, which was maybe why he always straighten it in his videos.

"Sorry about that. That was so awkward." He laughs, walking back in, this time in jogging pants and a t-shirt. Feeling brave, i force myself to look at him, finding his smile so safe and reassuring. "Yeah, it was a bit." I admit. "Probably won't be including that one in a 'reasons why Dan's a fail' video though." He takes a step towards me, "Speaking of which, do you still want to film a video together?" "Yes! Absolutely." I say, a bit too keenly. "Great, well i'll go and get ready and we film in my room in about half an hour?" "Great, sounds perfect."

I almost skip out of the room, suddenly feeling on cloud nine again. I chose my best outfit i had packed to film in. A light pink knitted jumper, tucked into a black skirt with little orange flowers printed on. I put my hair into a high ponytail, pulling out a few strands to hang loosely. I only put a little makeup, i never feel myself when i pile it on. Seeing my old self in the mirror was something that sometimes kept me feeling good. If a stranger looked back at me in the mirror, then that would send me over the edge.

I knock on his door at around half eleven, excited to be in his famous room for the first time. "Come in." He replies and so i do. He is standing by his camera, focused on the screen and testing the large light next to the camera. It feels odd to be making a video with all the proper equipment and seeing his room firsthand.

"Wow, your room is so amazing." "Thanks." He says, without looking up. I see his white 'butt' chair and another chair from the dining table set up. I take a seat on the wooden chair, and look round the room. "There we go, all set." He stands back and then joins me, sitting on the other chair. "So i had a few ideas about what to film about. Like maybe about the future of YouTube, or we could ask questions comparing our experiences on YouTube." "Oh, the question one sounds good and sounds interesting." "Great, well ladies first then. Though, we'll film the intro first if that's ok?" I nod, taking one last deep breath in, as he gets back up to start the camera.

This time when he sits back down, it's like he is a totally different person. He has changed to his professional, video making, YouTube celebrity self. "Hello internet!" He starts, giving his salute, "Today, as you can all see, i am joined by a extra special guest! See, told you guys that i had friends. Anyway, this is Clara. Internet say hello." "Hi!" I say, waving towards the camera. "Clara has her own channel here, so of course i'll link it in the description for you guys to go and subscribe. Now, Clara and me wondering about YouTube and how it can be completely different for every single user, so we thought that we ask each other questions to get a clearer view. Right, let's get started!"

"Ok, so Dan, how did it feel when you first started making videos, and you would get comments?" "It was amazing, every single time someone even viewed my videos i felt so happy and proud. Of course i still get that feeling now, just on a much larger scale. How about you?" "Pretty much the same. I read every single comment i get, seeing as i am not one of most popular YouTubers, and just knowing that someone out there is listening, is really cool." "Ok, moving on. How do you think of new ideas for your videos and do you worry about your content?" "Ideas pop into my head at random moments for me, which is why i always carry round my notebook. I get inspiration from everything and i believe that sometimes the best ideas are the most simple ones. Like just sitting and talking about issues and topics can sometimes be just right. So, no, i don't tend worry too much."

We carry on questioning each other for about 20 minutes, and i soon start to relax and really enjoy myself. "So, i think we covered everything. I hope that you guys found that interesting and tell us in the comments if you have any cool YouTube experiences you want to share. Bye for now!" "Bye!" We both wave and grin, till Dan gets up and stops the camera.

"That went well." He says, picking up the camera from the tripod. "Yeah, i still can't quite believe that, that just happened." "Well it did and you shouldn't be so starstruck. I'm not special, you're just as good at making videos as me. Maybe even better, i always struggle dealing with big topics, like self harm or depression. But you always deal with them so calmly and perfectly." "Thanks." I find myself, just sitting there, still grinning away at Dan, like some stupid school girl, with her crush.

Expect i knew that already things were more than just a small crush, it was knowing whether he felt the same was the hard part.