I was still curious as to what delmon had spoken of i was in my bed delmon in his carry sitting on the chair teddy sitting on the floor they were talking about something that didn't interest me at all i began to ask delmon what was he talking about "what is that word you called me delmon" i asked "oh a pussy?" he said

all the boys laughed carry said abit too loud "you called him a pussy?" "shh lower your voice carry" delmon said snorting "raphael look inside your pants and underwear" he said i unbutton my jeans lifted up my underwear and looked "do you know what that is" carry said "no" i said with a tone of disappointment "it's

called a penis" delmon said with laughter i thought to myself i needed to find out more about these things was they things only grown up's had talked about "and women have a vagina aka pussy which is what you are raphael" teddy said with laughter all the boys laughed hysterically at me "shut up! raphael is my bro

leave him alone" delmon said that made me feel a little more at ease but kind of wimpy at the same time knowing i couldn't stand up for myself "do you guys know where babies come from?" delmon said with a smirk "i think they come from your head" i said not knowing what i was talking about "wow i didn't think you were that

stupid raphael" carry said with an attitude before i could speak delmon had once again stood up for me "he's not stupid he's just a really curious kid" delmon said and shifted his to me "it's something called sex" carry explained when a man and woman come together and have sex they make babies also explained how men

have sperm and women has eggs and how only the woman can carry a child in her stomach it's called being pregnant as the boys were explaining i thought to myself is that what happen to mommy my father got her pregnant and had me i thought now i know why mommy hated me because she didn't want a baby at

fourteen years old but she did we finished our chat and the boys went to sleep i went to the kitchen to get something to eat i thought to myself i am eating alot lately but i didn't care i was still wounded as to what happen that day strong memories came rushing back to me i gasped and shook my head i somehow knew

this wasn't the last time i would see those memories again i finished eating went to my bed got in bed and stood there looking out the window as always had a hard time sleeping that morning i got up early to wake up delmon we snuck out as always to the mall this time i showed him what i can do i got three pairs of jeans

and four shirts he was impressed at my skills he looked at me with a smirk "you catch on quick raphael i've taught you well" he said looking at my hair "you need a haircut" he ran his hand through my hair feeling how extremely thick it is "come on lets get you a hair cut" he said i went to the hair salon and got my hair cut it

was a crew cut style perfect for my age time went by pretty quick i've already had more then five families in less then a year i decided to give up on a family i thought i was happy living in the orphanage with my friends i liked the way things were one day me delmon and along with afew other kids were informed that we were

moving to another state Los Angeles California i thought maybe things would be better there