Chapter 8

Torn

Namine is sound asleep, lying in Marluxia's arms. Marluxia, on the other hand, is wide-awake. He had a lot on his mind; he realized he has grown soft from being with Namine on a daily basis. He can't figure out if this was something to accept or not. Marluxia stared at the girl as she is curled up against him.

She looked so relaxed; she is beautiful even in her sleep.

Namine is a definition of an angel; all she is missing are white wings and a halo.

Marluxia wondered if she was a curse or a blessing in his depressing life, but whatever she was, he treasured her dearly. He has the girl wrapped around his finger, so all he needs now is Sora's power then his heartless life would be complete. Everything would be perfect in his little world.

"Marluxia?" Namine opened her eyes slowly as she called his name in a sluggish voice.

"What is it?" He asked while touching the tip of her nose.

"I… am… sorry." She whispered as she refused to look up at her beloved.

"For what?"

"If it wasn't for me, Lexaeus would still be alive." Namine was haunted in her dreams on what happened to Lexaeus. She was ruining Marluxia's chances to get Sora's power…

"Don't worry about it." Marluxia sighed. He didn't need him; he just needs her and Sora. Everything will work out; Marluxia will make sure of it. He did think it was kind of cute that Namine felt guilty. He is glad that she's worried about his plan.

"I…" Namine couldn't think what else to say. Her lover has to be a little mad at her, but yet he didn't yell at her. He's dismissing the issue…

"Namine, trust me. Everything is fine. Don't let it get to you. When I first decided to go through with getting the keyblade, I know for a fact, that all the members on my side will die sooner or later."

"You don't care?" Namine asked. His words are not soothing her one bit. He didn't care if his allies died, as long as he gets what he wants, everything else doesn't matter to him.

"I would only care if you got hurt, but I won't let that happen. I'd kill for you…" Marluxia tightened his arms around her.

Namine didn't answer him, instead, she closed her eyes; Marluxia wanted to have sex with her since he felt like it has been forever since they last did it.

He slowly unwrapped his arms around her and started to rub her body with his fingertips.

"Marluxia?" Namine opened her eyes. She knew what he wanted, but she is too tired. "Tomorrow, please?"

"But it's been awhile. I need you…" He kept running his fingers over her body.

Namine deeply sighed. She knew he is going to get his way with her sooner or later, so she might as well let him have her.

Marluxia smirked as he got on top of her and pressed his lips firmly on hers. She gasped in his lip lock because he really went roughly with her.

They both started to play with each other's tongues as Marluxia's fingers crept slowly down on her sex. He felt it with his pointer finger and she is already soaking wet.

"Geez. You act like you don't want it, but you are soaking. Why do you hold yourself back?" He teasingly asked her as he kept kissing her roughly and passionately.

Namine moaned at his comment while he pulled down her underwear; he started to finger her softly with one finger.

As he was fingering her, he started to suck on her neck, making her moan loudly. Her neck is very sensitive when he sucked and licked it.

"That's it, moan for me." He laughed softly while he inserted another finger inside her.

Namine felt like she is losing control from his touch. She prayed to herself she would not cum until he at LEAST is inside her.

He pulled his fingers out and sat up from the bed. He started to undress in front of her.

"I want to eat you, but you'll cum right away and we don't want that, now do we?" Marluxia mocked as he slowly unzipped his long black leather coat. "I want to be inside you all night tonight, so I'll have you cum for me at least five times."

He threw his black coat on the ground and undid his black leather pants.

Namine's face is as red as a tomato. He is going to make her cum five times?! She doesn't think her body can take that much pleasure.

She hardly handles it when he makes her cum two or three times…

After Marluxia threw his pants on the ground next to his jacket, he tugged Namine's dress off violently. She squealed as he threw it.

He then undid her bra and roughly threw it off the bed with their other clothes.

She is completely naked while he is still in his black briefs. There is a huge bulge poking out of his briefs. He is already hard for her, ready to take her.

Namine gulped while she slid her underwear off, they are still around her ankles from Marluxia pulling them down…

"Turn around and go on your hands and knees." He ordered while he slid his briefs off.

"Um. Okay." Namine's voice is shaky, but she did what he said.

Marluxia crawled behind her and is on his knees.

He immediately went inside her and started to pump really fast! Namine moaned real loud. She didn't expect him to go this quick right away. He gripped her hips tightly as he kept pumping in and out of her.

"I am sorry I am going a little too rough, but I missed this so much." He apologized as he kept going.

"It's… Okay…" She whispered. It felt really good to her, and it didn't hurt since she is really wet for him.

Namine kept crying out while he is pumping in and out of her. She is going to cum soon, she could feel it.

Marluxia slowly leaned forward as he nibbled her ear. He still kept his pace fast, licking her earlobe lightly.

"Marluxia!" She screamed his name out as she came.

"Already?" Marluxia whispered in her ear. He started to trail passionate kisses down her spine. He wanted her to cum more for him. He needed to please her.

"Ugh…" Namine's body is growing numb with pleasure.

"I'm going to fuck you so good that you won't be walking for a week!" He said as he pulled out of her.

He then turned the girl over, with no effort and put her legs up on each of his shoulders. He circled his penis around her entrance and forced himself inside her. Like before, he started to pound into her faster and faster.

Namine felt him really deep inside her and it is driving her crazy. She tried to quiet her moans and screams, but it couldn't be helped. Marluxia massaged her breasts as he kept grinding inside her. He then lightly tugged at each nipple, making them stand out. He is far from going to cum. He won't be satisfied until she wasn't walking.

Namine stared at him with widening eyes. She felt her climax building up. Marluxia just smirked the whole time, knowing his lover is feeling amazing from him.

"Are you going to cum again?" He asked devilishly.

"Yes." She whimpered.

A couple more pumps and she came. She came a lot more than she did the first time.

Marluxia pulled out and started to lick her cum that is around her sex. Namine squirmed while she felt his tongue on her clit.

"Stay still. I need to taste you." He looked up at her.

"Alright."

He finished licking her and motioned her to sit up. Confused, Namine sat up and he grabbed her waist and made her go on top of him.

He lied down while she is sitting on his penis. She knew what he wanted, it was obvious; she grabbed his penis with her little hand and sat on it. Her head immediately is thrown back when his penis is deep inside her.

She started to move her hips up and down on his penis. He is lying there, but he is moaning softly. He loved how she moved for him. It made him more and more excited.

He grabbed her waist with both hands and began to guide her faster. He wanted her to cum again for him, hard and long. As he is guiding her, she started to moan and groan. She lost all control in her body… She bit her lip as she came again. Namine then slowly got off of him.

"Oh, Namine, we are not done yet." Marluxia laughed as he sat up. He licked her cheek while Namine whimpered.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

Zexion couldn't sleep at all. His friend's death haunted him the whole night. He decided to see Axel because he knew that he never sleeps.

Zexion approached his room and took a deep breath before entering.

"Hey." Axel greeted. He's sitting on his bed, relaxing.

"Hi." Zexion took a seat in a chair facing him.

"Don't worry, we'll avenge your friend's death. I'll make sure Vexen pays!" Axel tapped his forehead as he laughed.

"I want to kill him myself."

"Don't be foolish. We need each other." Axel said.

"What is your plan then?" Zexion raised an eyebrow.

"We get our precious leader to kill him for us." Axel grinned. "Namine is Marluxia's weakness, so we'll scheme Vexen into trying to kill the girl then Marluxia will kill him right then and there."

"I suppose that would work," Zexion muttered. He really wanted to kill Vexen himself, but Axel is right. They need each other. Axel, Larxene and himself are the only ones that our loyal in this castle. Everyone else should perish.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

Larxene is walking down the hallway and just like the rest of the members, she couldn't sleep as well; she is very upset with Vexen.

She trusted him and he toyed with his allies like little puppets. She wanted to go into his room and kill him in his sleep, but she is afraid that she would be the one who ends up dead.

Vexen is a great schemer, which made Larxene feel uneasy. She's afraid he will scheme something up next and she'll end up dead sooner or later, but she knows for a fact that he will not come out alive in the end. He will suffer for their member's death. He won't get away with it!

"Larxene." Speaking of him, Vexen approached her out of nowhere.

Larxene ignored him and kept walking. He was the last person she wanted to see. As she kept walking, Vexen grabbed her shoulder from behind.

"WHAT!" She turned around and snapped.

"What is YOUR problem?" Vexen glared at her.

"It was your fault that Lexaeus perished!"

Vexen eyes widened. She figured him out… He wondered if the other members felt the same way. "That is not true." He lied.

"Just stay the fuck away from me, you traitor!" She walked away from this disgusting man.

Vexen watched her as she left him. How the hell is he going to get out of this one?

He fears that the other members will all go against him and he'll experience an awful, painful death. Vexen has got to think of a great plan to save his heartless life.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

It was morning and Namine went to sit up, but her body felt really sore. She blushed for she knew why her whole body was aching.

She looked around the room and frowned. Marluxia was nowhere in sight… Why did he leave her?

Her heart sank; she wished he at least woke her up to say he was leaving her, but she knew he never does that…

She started to tear up until she heard the knob on the door turn. Marluxia entered the room with a bowl full of fresh fruit.

"You're up." He gently smiled at her as he set the bowl down on her table. "I got you breakfast. I figured you would be hungry when you woke up."

Namine rubbed her eyes, so there is no sign that she was about to cry. "Th-thank you." She slowly got out of her bed, even though her body is refusing her to move.

Marluxia smirked while he watched her struggle to get out of bed.

She sat down in front of the bowl and began to eat very slowly. Marluxia sat across from her and watched her every move. He couldn't understand how she is still shy around him, but he secretly thought it was adorable.

She will always be too innocent and too quiet for him, but he wouldn't change it for the world.

"Aren't you going to eat?" She asked softly.

"No, I'm not really hungry at the moment."

"I see." Namine didn't like him watching her while she ate; it made her feel very self-conscious. She should be used to it by now because he ALWAYS watches her eat, but she still felt nervous around him…

They both were silent until there is a knock at the door. Marluxia and Namine gazed at the door with widened eyes. Who would come see her? Marluxia forbids anyone from visiting her, so why would someone even dare to try to speak to her! Marluxia felt his blood boil as he got up and opened the door.

It was Axel at the other side of the door. "Hey, I knew you would be in here. Can we talk?"

"This better be important," Marluxia muttered.

"Oh, it is."

Marluxia inhaled deeply then exhaled. He then turned his head to talk to Namine. "I'll be right back." He ensured the white witch.

Namine frowned but then nodded. "Alright."

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

Marluxia and Axel were silent the whole walk to Marluxia's room. There is tension between the two since they both tried to kill each other, and for Axel and the other member's tried to form a conspiracy to get rid of Namine's existences.

They both entered Marluxia's room and they just stood there, staring at each other.

"So what did you want to talk about?" Marluxia asked coldly.

"It's about Vexen."

"What about him?"

"He was the one who planned us to kill you and Namine." Axel ran his fingers through his hair in embarrassment.

"But you and the others were in on it." Marluxia glared.

"Look, you can't blame us for going along with his plan, Marluxia."

"How can't I?"

"Because you became SOFT!" Axel snapped. "Ever since you trapped that girl in here you developed feelings for her causing our plans to fail. How are we supposed to follow you when you feel for someone? We are not supposed to feel! You know this!"

Marluxia felt like the wind knocked out of him. Axel is right.

Marluxia knew he is becoming too attached to that girl, but he ignored it. He let lust take over him… Hell, he fell in love with her.

Marluxia wanted her badly, but he wanted the power of the keyblade as well. Maybe that girl has taken over his mind, but he has to stay away from her, or he won't be invincible.

"You're right…" Marluxia sighed.

"I think you should stay out of her room for awhile until you start to become your old self," Axel suggested.

"Yeah, I have to stay away from her."

"If you want Zexion and I will watch her, and we'll make sure Larxene and Vexen don't go near her since they are a threat to Namine."

"That's fine." Marluxia didn't want anyone to see her, but it's for the best. He must not care for anyone but himself. He must forget her.

"Don't worry. We'll make sure nothing bad happens to her." Axel grinned.

Marluxia nodded. "Thanks. I should check up on Sora. He's already on the eighth floor."

"That's my leader! Caring for his plans than a girl!" Axel praised.

Marluxia gave him a faint smile before he teleported out of the room.

"That was easy," Axel said to himself.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

Assuming Axel's planned worked, Zexion went into Namine's room. Namine was sitting in a white chair with her sketchpad on her lap, but she immediately stared at Zexion with frightful eyes. Has he come to kill her?!

"I bring you no harm." He said bluntly as he sat across from her.

"What are you doing here?" She asked softly.

"Marluxia won't be seeing you anytime soon."

Namine gripped her sketchpad. "W-why?"

"He realized you are the one who is ruining his plan to get the keyblade," Zexion stated.

Namine felt her stomach doing twists and turns inside her. Marluxia is blaming her? She knew it was all her fault, but he told her not to worry about it last night.

He doesn't want her anymore and she felt broken and hurt. Her whole body began to shake at his rejection. "I need to go to the bathroom." She whispered as she left Zexion in her room. She had to throw up... Marluxia broke her; she is torn.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

"Vexen!" Axel called out to him. He tried his best to sound happy to see him, even though deep down he wanted to strangle him.

"Axel?" Vexen is stunned by Axel's tone of voice.

"What's wrong?" Axel asked.

"I just thought you all were against me… Larxene snapped at me last night…"

Goddammit, Larxene! Axel thought to himself as he cleared his throat. "Oh, she's just mourning over Lexaeus's death. Don't take it so personal!"

"I didn't mean for him to die…" Vexen said; making Axel cringe for he knew Vexen is lying.

"Oh, I know it wasn't your fault, but get this, I convinced Marluxia into not seeing that witch anymore!" Axel wanted to get straight to the point before he blew his own cover, just seeing Vexen made his blood boil.

"Oh? Do you really think he will stay away from her? I don't. I bet he'll go in her room late tonight… He's glued to her." Vexen snorted.

"I don't know… I really convinced him."

"Hmmm. Maybe we should kill her since he's staying away from her a little bit…" Vexen suggested.

Axel smiled. Vexen is falling right into his plan. "I agree, but since Larxene is pissed off, and Zexion is a little upset then maybe you should be the one to do it, to show that you are loyal to us."

Vexen closed his eyes and sighed. "I guess you are right. You are SURE that Marluxia is convinced even for tonight?"

"Yep."

"Then I should go now to prove my loyalty towards the Organization Thirteen!" With that, Vexen left, leaving Axel in his glory.

*~*~*~*~Angel In Disguise~*~*~*

Namine is sobbing on her bed. Her true love is gone forever… She is all, alone in her small white prison.

She was weak to Marluxia… Namine should have known something so amazing, so special wouldn't last. Nothing good ever happens to her; she should have sensed that their love would soon perish just like Lexaeus.

She still blames herself for his death, but he could have been a great threat towards her beloved…

Her door opened slowly and her heart skipped a beat. Is that Marluxia? She looked up from her pillow, but her eyes widened when she saw whom it really was.

"Hello, white witch." Vexen grinned big as he crept towards her.

"What… What do you want?" She stuttered as she sat up from her bed.

Vexen immediately jumped on top of her and forced her to lie back down on her bed. He tried to force a kiss on her pink lips.

She began to squirm and scream out. She called Marluxia's name over and over, but it is no use. He is done with her…

"He isn't coming. You are mine now. After I'm done having my way with you then I will kill you." Vexen kept trying to kiss her, but Namine kept squirming.

Marluxia please save me.