Chapter 7
Start Again
BPOV
I spent days in my room the walls were the colors of the clouds when the sun was setting and we seemed invisible to the world. I had the meadow painted on one wall the one surrounding the window so it wasn't super big. But it was home. I had also managed to plant a few flowers and they now filled there holders and spilled over the edges and it was beautiful thank you magic for working when I used it to have the flowers grow rapidly and bloom all the beauty that they could hold. I had a few hanging pots in my room that had flowers overflowing from them hiding the pots and some of them even grew around the chains holding them to the roof and it was as if I was in a garden I sat on my small bed that was how I imagined a marshmallow to be, white and worth sinking into all the time. It kind of reminded me of the cloud I slept on but not quite the same feeling.
I stood up and approached the door It had the gates painted on it and the cloud colors still on it but it's so I didn't lose the door I painted a gate on it always to lead me back to my charges once I lost myself in the safety of my room. I pressed my hand against the door and felt myself move through it I was wearing a lavender blouse the top to buttons opened and a long flowing white skirt. I didn't know someone was outside the door and ended up crashing into them.
"Sorry," I mumbled pushing myself up off of them.
"It's okay Bella," the velvet voice said sitting up then pulling me to them.
I should have known Edward would wait for me outside my room. I accepted his embrace I didn't want him to let go. We were sitting in the hallway I was in his lap and he was laying against the wall holding me to him. His hand was in my hair smoothing it down gently and his grip was gentle and it was firm. I laid my head on his shoulder and put my face in the crook of his neck.
I don't know how long we sat there but it was the only time I had felt real in the years I had died.
"Let's go." He said picking me up in his arms as if I was still a feather.
I didn't stop him and we went outside and to our meadow. He never set me down even for a second until we were there then my feet touched the cool earth.
"You brought me to the meadow?" I said softly.
He nodded, "I've been waiting for the day I saw you back in the meadow."
"I live in a meadow," I smiled not completely forgiven but I knew I couldn't hate him anymore, "Back home it's filled with flowers and the clouds make it dreamy and at night the stars look like they were handpicked to shine above the meadow."
"You must miss it," He said a little hurt.
"No I feel like I'm there in my room here on earth."
I moved over to him where he wrapped his arms around me, "Am I how you imagined me to be for an immortal?"
"No because I feel that in a heartbeat you could disappear and then I would be lost again," He held me close to him.
For the first time since I had been back I wrapped my arms around him, He jumped with shock and then relaxed, "I'm not going anywhere till the day I am no longer who I am."
"How long will that be," Edward asked, "Is that when you lose your heart beat."
"I don't have a heart beat you feel it because it shows I still have my heart," I hugged him closer then I should have, "And I'll be here forever unless I lose my grace."
EPOV
I held Bella to me she was all I wanted all that I needed and I was afraid if I let her go she would disappear.
"I don't have a heart beat you feel it because it shows I still have my heart," I felt her pull me closer to her, "And I'll be here forever unless I lose my grace."
I didn't know what she meant but she was pure and sweet and I loved her. She looked up at me her eyes glittered with unshed tears her one emerald green and her other chocolate brown.
Her dark curls cascaded around her shoulders gracefully and I had the urge to kiss her lips gently she looked at me and then she turned around in my arms and ran through the meadow at a human pace a smile on her face her skin glowed as she moved taunting me to fallow her which I did at a human pace. She would occasionally spin and reach her arm out to me and once I grabbed her hand I felt the energy surge through me like I was holding a live wire. Her eyes looked blank when they came across mine and then I felt like I was being pulled.
I could feel the world around me but I could only see the light and good of everything the pureness of what we were doing living in a blissful moment. I felt Human and it felt good, I could see a light coming from her and it danced down her body or jumped to my own like I was viewing a drug.
My mind was gone yet it was there then she stopped and I fallowed her movement she let go of my hand.
"We have to go," She said quietly before grabbing my hand again and pulling me away from the meadow.
JACOBPOV
I could smell her I could feel her I could see her she was in the meadow me and the guys had saved her in. Her white skirt moved with her movement as she pulled the vampire around twirling every now and then. Her eyes looked blank but the smile on her face was pure and it was innocent. Unlike the filth she was currently pulling around with her. Her blouse was slightly unbuttoned and I wanted to kill him for being so close to her. He had no right.
I never noticed before how beautiful she was when she glowed like an angel who had come back to earth. I could still picture him violently draining her precious body of its blood after he took her into his bed but I knew he didn't do it yet. It was only a matter of time till he bit her and when he did I would kill him. It was against our agreements to bite humans and if they did I would kill them.
My anger had my blood boiling and right before I leapt out at them Bella stopped and began to run pulling the blood sucker with her.
I stepped out into the meadow after they had gone I could smell her all around her sweet scent of freesias and strawberries it had me wanting her more than before.
Only thing I needed to do is get her to be mine.
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