Chapter 8 : Princess Leia & Bail Organa

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"How totally absurd, my Child, what have you done, Leia? Look at them & everything-!" Leia stopped him & said : "Please pardon me, my Father, twasn't a good decision, all right!" She was fuming & raging inside, Bail could see and sense it in her. "Calm down Child, I didn't blame you entirely, I just thought twasn't very healthy & twasn't the best for them all..."

Leia sighed & told him: "Yes right Father, I should have done better." She was questionning even her relationship with Bail, always sensing & feeling his reactions & evaluating afore acting herself. She would call it "free thinking", others "loneliness". He wouldn't let her be herself, not a Princess of Alderaan, but only Leia, a girl and nothing else.

Often when she was in her sleep at night & even when daydreaming, she'd always ask or see her a "Sad, lonely Woman". Whom was she? She's often wondered. Dare she ask it of Bail Organa? She never knew nothing about her own natural mother before meeting Darth Vader, whom had told her about Senator Padmé Amidala being her blood mother, which she hid from Bail. She held secrets from her because she was sometimes very much afraid of him, which she shouldn't be really if she was his daughter. Bail didn't even tell her about her adoption, Master Obi-Wan did when she begged of him to; when she was a child too. Seeing her need to know everything, he's done so & regretted it so much. She could see it thus or feel it on his face, his emotions. Obi-Wan was the Uncle figure for her, whereas Bail was her only Father figure. She didn't learn about Vader then nor did she want to. But for her to believe that he's "Her Father"? Could it really be? She knew of course that he was reknown for his Force abilities & "Mind readin" ones. He was the Fallen Jedi, turned to the Dark Side because of conflicts & whatnot. Little did she know that it had to do with her & her mother. Hencewherefore she didn't understand his actions, his behaviors on the Death Star. She's desired or wished to "mindread" him, but she couldn't. And why did she need to understand him? She found him fascinating & intriguing a character. For her, he was really something, not good to her nor her Cause, but still... she's found him so-! & really, for him to tell her about her natural mother? What was with him? Had he even the right? Some days, she's pitied him for having to obey his Master Palpatine, sometimes she didn't mind him at all. Again, why did she care so much about his doings? In her "Mind", she was always thinking about his "Leia, I am your Father!"

And Emperor Palpatine, was he on Coruscant these times? But she had no use of him. Why was she wondering about him, her ennemy at all? She had to get rid of him & his Presence in the Galaxy, Universe. She had always known, of course, that he was "evil" or "the ennemy". She couldn't really imagine him as otherwise. What was he? She had to find out to know how to defeat him & his Imperial troops. What did she know of him : 1. He was the evil incarnate. 2. He had force abilities beyong anything & it was wrong. 3. He was an Emperor. Did this whole really aid her? No. She had further questions.

Did she really know anything about his origins, where twas his Home Planet? She's felt she must know everything about him to overpower him & to achieve her desire to free her people of him. Her desire to be him maybe? No... no... no.. she wouldn't allow herself to think thus. She wasn't him, she was so much nicer than him., she treated her folks better than him for sure. Her people loved her for this & her cause for freedom. So her thoughts in a nutshell : "free thinking" for everyone, Young & Old, poor or rich, no matter the race, no more worries for foods & clothing, no rules & no nothing. Everybody could behave as they please or as they will & have everything they've wished for." As for the use of the Force, well she would reflect about it.Would this really work? She had no idea at all... She had already donated much to her own people (her Gold, her clothing, some foods' items even) to protect them. Was it too ideal? Did everybody love her a much as she's thought? She worried about it a lot. Where could she find such Force? "OH FORCE HELP HER!" By joining Darth Vader? No no NO! She screamed in her "Mind"!