tehehe. i feel like i keep getting even eviler...

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this ENTIRE chapter is dedicated to Kat.xx

she rocks. she wrote me this awesome idk... pm or reivew or something and she is sooo cool.

love you all,

livi


"So! How are you guys doing?" I asked. The crowd cheered. "Yeah! So, its really cool for me and the guys to kinda come back here and do open mike night, cause this Is basically where we started, here at Chaplins. Its scary how we've been doing so well. We're actually looking at a contract from Decaydance recs right now… so.." The crowd cheered again. "Yeah. Its great. SO, for our last song. We're gonna do a song, that's pretty new. I don't think we've played it live more than once. So, theres this guy, and he was my old boyfriend. And he came into town today. And this song I actually wrote for him, and I hope you like it." I nodded to Josh.

"Wouldn't it be nice if I had some tissues
Wipe away the tears that's right you got issues
Why do you keep asking questions when I don't care
And how many times will it take you to figure out
How much I hate you
I'm right, your wrong, move on

Cause you love me
And I hate you
I'm right
Your wrong
Move on

Wouldn't it be nice if you stopped whining
And telling all your friends that I've been lying
You can trust me when I tell you we're through (we're through)
And how many times will it take you
Do the math me minus you
I'm right, your wrong, move on

Cause you love me
And I hate you
I'm right
Your wrong
Move on

How many feelings will you harbor
Get over it your friends are so much hotter (oh yeah)
I'm right, your wrong, move on
I'm right, your wrong, move on

Cause you love me
And I hate you
I'm right
Your wrong
Move on

Cause you love me
And I hate you
I'm right
Your wrong
Move on. THANK YOU, CHAPLINS! WE ARE PARAMORE!" I said and we exited the stage. I hugged Josh.

"Lemme guess. That Nick guy?"

"Yup." I said. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I spun around and my eyes met his big brown eyes. He had a upset face on. He reached for his neck where I saw two chains. He pulled one off and took my hand. He dropped it in and closed my hand with out a word.

"You make it impossible to move on." He said. He disappeared into the crowd. I looked at the chain. His dog tag. Its read Nicholas Jonas. I sighed looking at it. I turned to Josh.

"You still like him. Don't you."

"I… I don't know." I said.

"HEY BEASLEY! WHAT UP!" I heard Joe's deathly annoying voice scream. The crowd went crazy. "We were in Raleigh for a concert and stopped in this fine town, to find… as it just so happens, Nicholas's girl." He said.

"She's not anymore, Joe."

"Yeah. I guess. So, this girl She might have just… performed… maybe she didn't. So. This song, Nick wrote, for her…" I gasped.

"No. They won't…" I started.

"She was all I ever wanted
She was all I ever needed and more
She walked out my door
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

We had fun under the sun
And when winter came she'd be my angel
We were so in love
Then she went away
Left my heart in two
Left me standing here
Singing all these blues, yeah

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you
Still in love with you

I don't know what hurts worse baby
Seeing you with him or being alone
On my own
I know he doesn't love you baby
Not like I did
Oh, what's the point
You're not listening anyway

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with

You left without a single word
Not even sorry
It might've hurt worse to hear you say
I'm leaving, goodbye
But your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
I can't forget it
I won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you." They finished the song. I started to cry. I covered up my crying.

"Hayles, you ok?" Zac asked.

"No. I'm not." I ran to the door where I saw the boys leaving. I grabbed Nick's arm. He pulled back and walked outside. I followed him. I was raining like crazy. I grabbed his hands. I was still crying. He leaned forward and kissed me with his amazing eight star, golden kisses. Absolutely perfect. I was crying harder now.

"I have to leave. I'm on tour…" He said. I nodded and slapped him across the face. His hand shot to his cheek and he looked at me.

"Jerk." I said. I turned and went back inside.

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