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Chapter Eight

Plans

It wasn't that I had become all of a sudden very gay and that my brain was now a mass of pinkish shit, I was still the same Christofer, I still liked to smoke cigarettes, drink sometimes, and I still liked girls, for all that mattered.

'Hayden' I managed to say somewhat audibly, at least, enough for him to hear it anyways.

'Yes? Am I doing something wrong?' Hayden said with a worried look on his face.

I don't know why though, I mean, he was simply tracing lines with his index finger all over my chest, and kissing me from time to time.

'I love you, you know that, right?' Hayden suddenly said and stopped me on my tracks.

He...he loves me...

OH GOD! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY BACK? SHOULD I SAY I LOVE HIM TOO? OR KISS HIM? OR JUST SMACK HIM IN THE FACE FOR SAYING SUCH THINGS?

About eight hours ago, we were two drunk friends, and now we were confessing such feelings? Really? Ain't that what you'd call fast? I think so too.

So I decided to go for the second option.

I suddenly switched positions and got on top of him, and leaned down to kiss him.

It was a rather short kiss, nothing sexy.

I mean, I practically had been this close *pulls thumb and index fingers really close so they'd barely touch* to chopping his balls off after he made me hit my head against the hard surface of the shower/bath tub.

Not that it meant that I still wasn't up for sex...HELL NO! It had been a couple months already since I had done anything, and fuck! I had needs to satisfy!

Not that I'd go to Hayden and be all offering and shit like that...like that bastard would be the one to top me! But still...

I kissed him once more, and he took a chance to pull me even closer to him and deepen the kiss. I suddenly became aware of a very uncomfortable lump in my throat.

What was that for?

Anyways, I let him enter my mouth with his tongue, and they danced in perfect sync, then, he took out his tongue and bit my lower lip, and then licked his wet, moist lips.

Those lips...Oh God!

He got up, still kissing me, the atmosphere rapidly changing.

I got fully aroused, and prayed for Hayden to be also aroused, or at least, willing to have sex with me, that'd be extremely nice, especially since I didn't want to be left to go to sleep being this horny and this freaking aroused and...

...and Oh My God! When did I started panting?

'Chris?' Hayden spoke softly, almost whispering.

FOCUS CHRIS! DAMMIT!

'hmm?' I tried to say back.

and then...

...and then he just blew my mind away.

'We should've stayed in the tub...I'm too horny for this bed'

WHAT;

IN;

THE;

ACTUAL;

FUCK.

Of course, I was too mind-blown to prevent myself to sound like a totally obvlivious moron.

'What? What do you mean with that whole too horny for this bed shit?'

'Oh, you heard me perfectly' Yes, I did in fact hear you perfectly, I just...

...nevermind.

Oh fuck...wait...what is he doing?

He obviously had some sort of weird making-you-even-more-aroused side effect whenever he licked his lips.

Oh Jesus!

I then suddenly felt a firm set of hands grabbing my ass, heck, scratch that, I suddenly felt Hayden's hands groping my butt.

Yeah, that sounds more like it.

Shit! I need to get a hold of myself before I let him top the living daylights out of me!

I mean, sure, it was the first time, for both of us, to do anything with a guy but-

Wait a minute...

I know for sure that this is my first time to do it with a guy...

...but what if...

...what if Hayden?

OH GOD! What if he had done it before with a guy?

That could explain why he looked like he knew exactly what he was doing!

I had two options, actually, three options.

I could ignore the fact that he might have done it with a guy before.

I could try and top him, pretending that he had done it before and therefore it was my turn to take control of the situation.

I could ask him.

Plan B sounded like the perfect pla-

'Hayden? This is your-' I suddenly started speaking, almost agaisnt my own will.

WHAT THE HELL! NO CHRIS! DO NOT GO THERE!

HAYDEN, DO NOT GO THERE EITHER.

DON'T DO IT!

DON'T-

'My...my what?'

HE WENT THERE

Crap! What do I do know? What do I do?

'Chris? My what?' Shit Hayden! Fucking shit!

'What?' I played dumb.

'Chris, don't play dumb on me' well great...he read my mind 'you said Hayden? This is your and then suddenly stopped talking...' he paused for a second and then added 'my what Chris? you know you can tell me anything'.

I really shouldn't do this. I really, really shouldn't do this.

'Hayden, is t-this y-your first' I had to stop again, I couldn't speak properly.

'My first what?' Hayden urged me.

Shit.

'Hayden, is..is this y-your first t-time d-doing this w-with a..with a guy?' I managed to say.

Hayden just looked at me in plain horror.

'What?'

Please, don't make me say it again.

'Of course it is!' He then bursted in laughter.

'Ahahaha, you're so funny!'

The hell?

'What are you laughing for? And answer me seriously! Is it?'

'I'm laughing because out of all the people who could ask me this question it had to be you. Yes Chris, this is definitely my first time doing this with a guy' He affirmed.

'Then...then why does it looks like you know exactly what you're doing?'

I just couldn't seem to shut my mouth...

'Well, apart from that, the rest is still pretty much the same, don't you think?' He said then laughed a little more.

Moron.

'Don't worry though, I'll be sure to make it feel better and a little bit less awkard when I'm doing you'

Hahahahahaha...no.

'When you're doing me? What the hell makes you think you'll be the one doing the other? I'm perfectly capable of doing you too, and I'd do a pretty fucking amazing job!'

'Would you? Ahahahahahaha!'

That fucking bastard...

'Yes! Yes I would!' I said feeling pretty confident of my skills...

'Then why don't I believe it?' He said and winked at me before pulling me for another kiss.

Initially, I wasn't going to let him kiss me, but since he hadn't given me time to react and reject his kiss, I figured I'd let him kiss me.

...but just for a little amount of time.

...plan that failed awfully once I realized he had already deepened the kiss and doing wonders with that tongue of his.

'I don't mind it doing you first if you're feeling uncomfortable with this being your first time, I'll still love you the same! Ahahaha' He said and laughed again.

Well that did wonders, as it made me kinda angry, at least angry enough to pull away.

'Good night' I said and went to my side of the bed, facing to the bedroom door, and turning off the lights.

'What?' Hayden asked in the darkness that surrounded us now.

I sighed.

'Good night Hayden' I said once more and shut my eyes closed.

I can't believe that jackass thought I couldn't be able to do him!

But of course, Hayden wasn't just going to give up.

No. Of course he wouldn't.

Instead the bastard surprised me by sliding -if you could call it sliding- his finger from the lower part of the middle of my butt to the end of my spine, pausing himself and pushing a bit more further when he reached that very special place in my butt.

I was going to cut him off, but all I could do was moan and arch my back.

Then I realized...

'HEY! TAKE THAT FINGER AWAY FROM MY ASS!' I shouted angrily and turned slighty to shot him and angry glare, then feeling my cheeks burn from blushing.

'Oh...but I don't want to go to bed yet...' He said with a sad frown on his face.

'Yeah, well, then maybe you should let me do you and not vice versa!'

'Oh, but not tonight...'

'What do you mea-'

Suddenly, Hayden just jumped and sat on top of me and kissed me violently, while one of his hands took an opportunity to caress my still aroused and now hard member.