I just want to say something before you start reading. I realize that she is being easy going about his leaving. She hasn't taken him back yet but this is an Edward/Bella story. She is doing what is best for her daughter, keeping distance. If you don't like the way this story is going then don't read it. This is how I picture it going.

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Chapter Seven

Bella's POV

Edward left around 8:30. I told him I would think about what he said and call him in the morning. We exchanged numbers and he told me he couldn't wait to hear from me.

I went to Renesmee's room and grabbed her favorite book, Sleeping Beauty. As I sat on the edge of her bed she looked at me, confusion in her eyes, "What's wrong sweetheart?"

"I gots a question, but I don't want you to cry." I nodded, "Can Mr. Edward be my daddy? He gots hair like mine and he likes the little mermaid and he's nice to me. Would you be upset if he was my daddy?" My heart broke, Renesmee already loves him. I wish I could tell her, but I can't risk him hurting her like he did me.

"Babygirl, I can't promise you that. What I do know is you will always have me. I'll talk to Mr. Edward, okay?" Her face fell. I walked outside and lite up a cigarette. I don't know what to do. I need to talk to Edward; he needs to start proving himself to me. I need him right now. I pulled out my phone and stared at the screen. Should I call him? I hit the green button and waited. It rang one...two...three times then he answered.

"So you've decided already, have you?" He's so charming; it's one of the things I've always loved about him. He has so much confidence.

"It's about Renesmee."

"Is she alright? Bella please tell me she's ok." I heard the clanking of car keys and the door slamming shut behind him.

"She's fine, but you do need to get over here. We need to talk to her. Together. Please don't leave me to do this by myself again. She wants you to be her daddy Edward. Can I trust you with that? I can't let you break her heart like you did mine." I heard his car crank.

"I've never wanted anything this much. I need to be her father, and I need to be with you. I'm not talking moving in or anything just let me into your lives."

"Just get here, we will discuss it more then."

"I'm fixing to turn on your road." I waited outside, just as he pulled in I flicked the butt into the grass.

"Step on that will you, we need to sit out here and talk. I can't risk her hearing us, because I'm not entirely sure we should tell her yet."

"Bella, she needs to know."

"If you would have been here she already would know!" I snapped, he should have never left. "Why wasn't I enough for you? Why did you go? You could have stayed, you could have had all of this. Me, your daughter. But no, you didn't want me, you just left like I was shit on the bottom of your shoe. How is that right Edward, how am I suppose to forgive that?" I don't know what I'm doing. "You never wanted me because I was never good enough. I'm still not good enough." I broke down into tears. I haven't felt this way in a long time.

"Bella please, you are good enough. You always have been, it's just me. I'm not good enough. I'll never be good enough for you. That's why I left. I wanted you to find someone better, but then again I didn't. I wanted you to be only mine forever. I promise you. There was never a day that I didn't miss you, think about you, or pull up a picture of you on my phone. There was never a day that you didn't cross my mind. I have missed you since the second that I left you in the woods three years ago and I have regretted it every day. I still regret it and I always will. I just want to try and make things right." I couldn't take it anymore. I ran up to him and kissed him. It felt just like old times. Like we were back in high school. Like before he left me.

"Don't you ever do that to me again, do you understand me?" he kissed me back with such passion, like he needed it, craved it. Like he couldn't get enough of it. We stayed like that for a minute then pulled apart. "We need to talk to Renesmee; she needs to know who her daddy is." I know that, I just don't know if it's what is best at the moment…

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