Kurt's head throbbed, the sour taste in his mouth only intensifying as he ran his dry tongue over his still hot lips, the sheets clung to him uncomfortable as the warm bodies around him only added to the stifling heat.
Aspirin. He had aspirin in his bedside drawer. Reaching over one of the bodies Kurt fumbled through the drawer, his fingers curling around something that clearly wasn't the bottle of aspirin.
It was too soft to be that.
Everything came into startling focus as Kurt pulled the item out of the drawer.
Last night, he lost his virginity to his roommates, the same roommates who have been in a committed relationship for a number of years.
The same roommates who had a small, velvet box hidden in one of their underwear draw.
Kurt felt bile rising in his throat as he carefully climbed over Sebastian, a still very much naked Sebastian Kurt noticed as the sheets fell away, before running into the bathroom and dry heaving over the porcelain throne. The pain in his ass fully hitting him as the shock wore off.
Fingernails scraping uselessly against the tiled floor Kurt gasped for breath, the tears spilling out of his eyes at an alarming rate.
What the fuck was he thinking! Steven had been right; it wasn't fair of him to be doing this. Oh God, to add insult to injury it was probably pity sex! Kurt was so pathetic slobbering all over them
Smiling bitterly to himself Kurt realised he had finally lost his virginity, at the age of twenty, to his roommates, because of pity sex.
Details of last night flooded into Kurt's mind, jogging his memory to fill in the blank spots, like coming in his pants at the club, being fucked at the same time by Blaine and Sebastian and . . . telling them he was in love with them.
And they hadn't said anything back.
Slamming his hand over his mouth to stop the pathetic whimper that left his mouth Kurt slouched on the bathroom floor, he knew what he had to do.
He had to leave.
Ignoring the burning pain that accompanied moving Kurt tiptoed out of the bathroom Kurt spared one last glance at where Sebastian and Blaine had moved closer together to fill in the gap left by him. Kurt could see the irony in that.
Moving quickly he gathered the random articles of clothes thrown all over the apartment, tossing there's in the washing pile before getting dressed, grabbing his keys and gently shutting their front door behind him, they could be up any second and Kurt wasn't ready to face the shame of seeing them yet.
He'd come back for his stuff when they had left for work.
Blaine was the first to wake up, his eyes landing on his adorable boyfriends sleeping form and giving him the smile Kurt had oh-so-kindly dubbed the 'I'm so in love with him it's rotting the world around me' smile.
Blaine's hand stopped mid-way from its goal of cupping Sebastian's cheek to instead slap against his boyfriends chest.
Sebastian jumped before glaring at Blaine, "well good morning to you too, sunshine."
"We had sex with Kurt last night." Sebastian's brain took a moment to process Blaine's words before his eyes widened, his mouth falling into a perfect o shape.
"Do you regret it?" Sebastian asked quickly.
"No," Blaine answered honestly, because he honestly didn't, him and Sebastian had talked about it many times, starting from Blaine's tearful confession that he had never stopped loving Kurt and while Sebastian had been insecure at first and treated Kurt worse than he had all those years ago when he first moved in, Sebastian slowly but surely started to feel the same way as Blaine.
Sebastian smiled brightly before leaning in to press their lips together; parting with what he would later say was a very manly giggle thank you very much.
At Blaine's questioning look Sebastian simply said, "Kurt feels the same way."
Neither aware that at that moment Kurt was knocking furiously on Rachel's apartment door, slamming himself into Quinn's arms when she opened the door and sobbing loudly into her shoulder, repeating over and over again how badly he fucked up.
