私じゃないんだ。

私じゃだめなんだ。

--心の中で繰り返す。

Synemyoa: Here's chappie 8! Dedicated to everyone who reads this collection!

Thanks to: Moons-Chan, Biru Biru and sinmay for reviewing again!

Pairing: AyaHou

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"It's not me.

I'm not good enough.

--This, my heart repeatedly says…"

We always fight.

You always hit me.

Because I always make fun of you.

I'm sorry…

I just want you to look at me even with anger in your eyes.

At least, you spared me even just a glance.

Lately, you've been acting weird.

The good kind of weird, I think!

Sometimes, I catch you staring at me…

It makes my heart beat so fast and I feel happy inside.

And yet, in an instant, my fantasy was destroyed.

Guess who I saw just now, walking out of a fancy restaurant?

You…

--with Lin.

Now that I think about it...

Every time I catch you staring,

he was always standing there behind me.

I guess it really just isn't me, huh?

If it's me, it's not right…